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I don't know where this came from, but here.
I'm not incredibly invested in Hazbin, but I did watch it and I can't deny this and "Poison" are absolute bangers…
I just really felt like singing/mixing something.
I haven't recorded anything or posted literally any content in years. So I hope this was worth the wait!
Thank you for supporting this loser, and enjoy! ❤️❤️❤️
I saw this post show up on my radar and something possessed me to do this.
THIS POST IS ALMOST TEN YEARS OLD AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS OR WHY I MADE IT BUT I'M FUCKING CRYING I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING WHY DI I DO THIS?
You have no idea how happy I am to see you active again ! Hope you are doing well !
I didn't sleep. I spent all night making that cover and then like obsessed over the details for like 6 more hours while music mixing.
LMFAO
But I'm happy. It's also nice to be back. This place is probably a ghost of it's former self but it's fine... I hope you've been well too ❤️
Thanks for reaching out ^^
omgomgomg wow I can’t believe you’re active on here!!! I used to watch your DMMD vids w my best friend in middle school and they even surprised me by getting a shoutout for me on one of your livestreams, it’s like a core memory for me lol. I hope you are doing better and being an adult and learning things is tough!! But it feels so good when you start earning money and being more independent and stable, having stuff and a space that is really yours. Keep going!!
Thank you so much. It really feels nice to hear that. I want to say I remember the shout outs I did back then but unfortunately my memory is failing me, but it doesn't mean it wasn't any less important and I hope things are going well for you. Thank you for supporting me back then. It meant the world!
Ye, let's both keep going and be more fuckin' awesome!
Welcome back! Fun fact about me, my new years tradition for like the past 8 years has been listening to your drop pop candy cover as my last and first song of the year lol. I’m not sure why I started doing it, but I’ve been doing it for so long so I’m not going to quit now!
Omfg I feel so sorry for you. I'm so sorry for your ears i'm so sorry oh my god....
No but really thank you that's actually like, really fucking cool and I'm absolutely honored to be a part of your life like that ❤️.
This whole week has been me seeing ppl I followed for years coming back to Tumblr and it's been a very good blast of like "OH THANK GOD THEYRE STILL ALIVE" kind of nostalgia. Tumblr has changed a lot. It's more like... mobile everywhere, but the basics are still the same. Glad to see you back!!
Hi!! Yeah!! I've into people from my past a lot all last year too. Not on tumblr, but like the vibe is the same, just like seeing that everyone's ok is so reassuring and they're still truckin' along.
Thank you for leaving me this message 💕
A lot of this change is coming about because I had a boyfriend for about a whole year. It was really rocky, but we loved each other, but I'm not in a position in my life where I am able to provide or take care of anyone really, not even myself, and it eventually ended. It ruined me so bad LOL. I think that was a wake-up call for me.
I mean.. I guess I've already said as much, but my life's still the same as the last time I got here. I've been in a bit of a stasis as far as progress is concerned, but only recently (the start of this year) am I actually starting to like... get off my ass.
I mentioned being introspective before. I learned through the magical art of getting too fucking high, that my formative years are responsible for a lot of my shortcomings, who would have guessed. Real revelation there lmfao.
I guess the introspection part comes from actually recognizing it, writing it down, and then thinking how I can overcome it. The foundation for my life crumbled under my feet when I was young. I'm sure some people can relate.
I've met some nice people IRL lately, and a few of them are trying to support me. This is insanely important to me because I've had no support IRL for at least... 12 years? My dad wasn't in the best headspace and wasn't really a model father... I missed out on a lot of life experiences because of that. Some really important formative ones like gaining independence, and being able to drive. Knowing how to clean and cook, do taxes, hold down a job, etc...
Literally none of it was forced upon me as a kid and the result kinda speaks for itself.
So I have a LOT of work to do and it's been mentally exhausting me for years. >>
But I'm moving... slowly. I haven't STOPPED moving slowly, but we're going a bit faster now. Looking into possible career prospects that aren't voice work,that I can actually do. Possibly IT/Software development since it doesn't require a degree to get a good paying job and I spend all my time at the computer anyway...
But yeah... that's it I guess. I don't know I wasn't prepared to speak on any of this haha.
Let us know what you get up to in the future!!! It's good to know you're still around, you were my main inspiration to start voice acting back when I was a shitty highschooler. I'd love to see anything new you're working on, and if not I'm just glad things are settling.
Going through my old stuff fills me with both cringe and pride. Cause I was super passionate about my voice stuff and the sans stuff is what really caught people's attention. Which makes sense, undertale was huge, but I didn't expect anyone to listen to my shitty song covers or voice acting and for it to explode the way it did.
Low-key still regretting not monetizing my own work back then because Drop Pop and the elvis song did fucking NUMBERS. Especially the animated versions I allowed people to use my cover for free and they more than likely monetized it and got millions of views.
Which is deserved because yes, they put in the effort to animate it and I'm just happy to be a part of it but now that I'm an adult it's like...
Oh. Yeaaah, I might have made a silly mistake.
So first rule, know your value. haha.
I'm not working on anything at the minute, but I kinda want to get back into this... It was my dream at one point.
I'm glad I could inspire you to pick up a new hobby. Voice acting can be challenging, but I feel like anyone can do it with the right training and direction. I hope you have fun. It's a blast ❤️
Man its been so many years since i last listened to your sans content and i kinda just remembered i always hung out on your page a lot i'm glad i found your content again!❤️
It's been way too long really. I need to get back into doing this again... but it's been so damn long. And I got so much stuff to worry about... lol.
It'll always be here as long as tumblr is a thing. I should probably archive my tumblr data on to my PC sometime too because I feel like a lot of these videos and images I don't even have on my PC anymore...
I'm really glad you enjoyed my things. I was very passionate about what I did and wanted people to enjoy the fan work I made and it makes me happy to see that people appreciate the time and effort. ❤️❤️❤️
I hope life has been treating you well and that you're happy wherever you are. ❤️
Ay thanks for the memories awhile ago man and i hope your doing even better right now!
Aww, you guys... God I don't even know how old these messages are but I am so glad they're here. It's been really difficult.
I think most of you who are following me were around for a decent portion of my teenage life so you know how often I'd be on here asking for help or just being miserable...
I can't say things are like... SUBSTANTIALLY better. I've been doing a lot of introspective thinking and my childhood was REALLY messed up and is more than likely the source of a lot of the issues I'm facing today.
I'm working to better myself these days.
At the ripe age of 31 nearly 32... lmfao.
But yeah no just this week I actually LEFT the house to spend time with REAL HUMANS. It was insane.
