Hey folks. It’s been a while. Figured I update you all on something important.
Tomorrow, we say goodbye to my beautiful dog, Tyra.
Many of you knew her and loved her. I documented a lot of our life on here. She was by my side for 16 and a half years, an incredible feat.
She was diagnosed with stage 4 kidney failure and quickly declined. There was some hope but ultimately she got so much worse. I can’t stand to see her like this. There’s a part of me that says to wait another day and maybe she will get better, but at this point I’m praying for a miracle that’s ultimately unrealistic.
She got me through the darkest moments of my life and I genuinely wouldn’t be alive if she wasn’t there to stop me on that fateful night. Our relationship changed on the night of my attempt when I was 12. She was 4 years old. Her instincts kicked into high gear and she made sure I was not alone. From then on, she walked by my side through everything.
I will always have regrets. I wish I spent more time with her sometimes as I got older and worked and traveled. I wish i brushed her teeth more. I wish I gave her more belly rubs. Nonetheless, I know that we shared a bond so special and so deep that transcended everything I thought I knew about love and friendship. She’s my soulmate.
Give your pets a hug for me tonight. Think of Tyra before you go to bed. Love you all.