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alexithymia;

@melomaniacsoul / melomaniacsoul.tumblr.com

"The inability to describe your thoughts and emotions in a verbal manner."  // NO LONGER ACTIVE. I'M SORRY //
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please read

I will no longer be active in this blog. And I will no longer post new poems and writings here. I’m sorry. 

However, I decided not to delete this account. This blog is a part of me. A part of me that most people don’t get to witness. So for that reason, I won’t be deleting it anytime soon. 

To my followers, thank you, for following and finding the time to look at these nonsense posts. Keep writing and expressing yourselves. It’s your blog and you can do whatever you want (as long as you’re not doing any harm, of course).

As for me, I’ll be in my other blog (my personal blog). Making memes, reblogging memes, and ranting about life.

Yours truly, Alexx 

:)

#byeeee#i'll miss everyone here#inactive#woops#sorry guys#take care yall
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:(

I am so torn. I want to deactivate/delete this blog, but at the same time I don’t.

I want to deactivate this blog because I am simply not active here anymore, like there’s no point in keeping i. I’m not posting as much (and I guess I really won’t be posting any more poems/writings here)

But at the same time, I don’t want to deactivate it because this blog somehow represents my fragile self; the part of me that many people don’t get to see. The things I posted here are the words I couldn’t tell to other people, things I couldn’t verbalize and express to others. 

Now, I don’t know what to do.

#this makes me sad
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Sometimes the biggest love of your life will cut you with the biggest and sharpest knife

t.j. // mini poem #8 (via tinaspoetry)

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Before you meet him, your writing is just messy and then when he comes, all the words finally start to make sense

t.j. // mini poem #9 (via tinaspoetry)

#r
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Some people just make you stop breathing for a few seconds and that’s how you know you want to be with them, maybe forever

t.j. // mini poem #10 (via tinaspoetry)

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And how could this happen to you and me? We’re awake in different beds and cities How sad life can be.

t.j. // mini poem #12 (via tinaspoetry)

#r
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He was filled with warmth, filled with so much passion; with happiness I could not even fathom. He was bright, in every possible way And he was always able to light up my day. He made me smile, countless of times And maybe made my heart skip a beat, once or twice But whatever happens, he's still a dear friend, And now I worry for something I can't comprehend He's losing his smile, and I hate that he's sad Maybe he thinks he's alone, and it makes me mad That I can't do anything to make it better and let him know that he does matter. I miss the warmth and the happiness that I knew, Dear friend, where did it all flew?

don’t let that warmth go cold, a.n.

#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#for a friend#poetry#poem#short poem#prose#creative writing#lit#spilled words#new poets society#seduced by ink
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to fit into your life

And once again I wonder Just how I managed to fit into your life When you seem so devastatingly jovial Around the friends you like The smile was wiped out of my face As I slowly feel out of place Looks like you’re fine I left and you didn’t seem to mind

I slowly backed away From the laughter and the ruckus Took one last look at your smile Saw your eyes and I couldn’t focus I am the flaw in your perfect little bubble The little hiccup in your smooth ride Tried to fit in, and tried to understand But I guess I just don’t belong in your life.

#spilled words#spilled thoughts#poetry#poem#short poem#lit#creative writing#seduced by ink#new poets society
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I think that it’s grand to love someone but to love them to the point that their presence is the only thing keeping you alive, that only thing that fuels you, and the only thing that gives you strength, is just a little too unhealthy. You built your life around them and the moment they leave; you just break and crumble and your whole world collapses. And then you realize, you should’ve left something for yourself.

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