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always love!

@whitejungle / whitejungle.tumblr.com

annette/annuska . 31 . queer nb . disabled . they/them . manos the hands of fate was filmed on location in a vacant lot.
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damn... your vent post was TOO relatable. sorry you're going through it.

i'm sorry you are, too. thank you.

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whitejungle

sure would be cool if life could give me a fucking break and also if things would get a little better, just enough that i could function a little again

i can't even begin to explain how fucking exhausted i am and have been for the past two years. every time i think i've hit a new low, something else comes along and it feels like rock bottom is a myth and the reality is it's just an endless abyss of nothingness. i am so tired, i am so fucking tired. i am so tired of putting all of my already-lacking energy and stamina into things only to keep falling farther and farther behind. i don't know what to do. i keep seeking out help only to find it doesn't exist. i feel like i'm constantly screaming for help but either making no sound or just not worth the effort for anyone to acknowledge. my head is constant noise and blurred thoughts and heaviness and nothing helps anymore and i can't believe how despite having lived through multiple, majorly-traumatic events almost regularly for almost 3 decades, somehow the mundane hopelessness of my situation right now is the worst place i've ever been at in my life. literally all i want is to be just okay enough to be able to eat actual meals again and take showers more than once every 6 months and talk to people and stay awake during the day but i am not and i am trying so hard to be but i just keep suffering blow after blow and i find myself missing the days of living through major traumatic events as a kid because at least then i could maintain some semblance of human function and get out of bed every day

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sure would be cool if life could give me a fucking break and also if things would get a little better, just enough that i could function a little again

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kkujo

i just saw someone describe a disabled person as "someone with beautiful abilities" i cannot do this anymore

god can we stop softening the term "disabled". disabled isn't a dirty word. it's not "special abilities" or "differently abled" or whatever the fuck you want to call it. people have disabilities that cause life to be hard and there's nothing wrong with acknowledging that?? it feels so invalidating when people are like "ohh you're not disabled!!! you have special abilities!!" like. omg a) it feels so infantilizing. b) by saying that you're basically saying our struggles aren't real...? some conditions are disabling. it's not hard to understand?? like there is NOTHING wrong with being disabled & using the word disabled. it's not offensive it's not a dirty word can we take the shame out of it pls oh my god. this goes for physical & non physical disabilities btw

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actually re joking about being ‘the piracy friend’. do yourself a favour and stop relying on tumblr masterlists that are full of broken links and dodgy websites and just bookmark r/FREEMEDIAHECKYEAH’s piracy wiki (backup).

it’s the most comprehensive resource i’ve ever encountered my life and it’s also got so much extra stuff like decent free vpns/antivirus/adblock, a massive list of free software for almost every purpose you can think of, AND a list of custom search engines that mean you can search every site at once or you’re looking for something more obscure (this is how i seem to always have a link to literally anything)

there’s also this rentry, which i can vouch for less because i don’t use it so much but does have info on installing cracked versions of the more popular antivirus programs if you don’t want to pay but also don’t want to trust the free options lol

be gay do crimes

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oH MAN I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO SHARE

I FINALLY GOT TO USE THE ‘well i don’t trust the government’ AGAINST AN ANTI-MASKER THIS WEEKEND

i was buying wood at the camp ground and the store clerk pitched a bitch fit about not being able to understand me through the mask and then rolled her eyes and informed me we don’t have to wear those anymore bc the mandate’s already been lifted

AND THE LOOK ON HER FACE

WHEN I LOOKED HER STRAIGHT IN THE EYE

AND SAID

“oh, well I don’t trust what the government says. I’d rather make up my own mind.”

UNO REVERSE MOTHERFUCKER

ID: tweet from @ShotgunWife with text reading “just some ideas” followed by a meme image of a generic, black mask overlayed with the following text.

keeping wearing a mask because it’s fun…

use these lines when asked “why are you wearing that?”

“it’s a free country, I ain’t no sheep, no government gonna tell me when I can wear a mask, my body my choice, it’s for religious reasons, I’m just ugly fuck off.”

The last line of text in the image reads by “now it’s our turn”.

/End ID

responded to a customer with a southern accent why I still wear one with “‘Cause I look like the wrong end of a dead donkey.” using the smallest bit of a twang in my voice, and he stopped, blinked a few times, and went “A'ight. fair ‘nuff.”, nodded, and then I helped him pick out a leaf blower while he self consciously put his hand over his mouth.

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lawbreaker13

Table those turns, people

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snapscube

Interesting that Walter White claims to care about lab safety and yet cooks meth in the nude.

This tells us a lot about the kind of hypocrisy our society affords men, if you think about it…

🤔🤔🤔

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finally someone with some fucking media literacy around here

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Really this just speaks to how society sexualizes the working man... Forced to have his Wittle Walter out on the job... It's heartbreaking

Wittle Walter

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