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'See, that's not who I am'

@amarienne / amarienne.tumblr.com

Maria 28, she/her, Greece > nurse by day, wannabe photographer by night >addicted to stories, making gifs to cope with feelings, fangirling over fictional characters. >occassionally putting words together Current obsession: Supernatural Forever obsessing over: Broadchurch
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sadfarmerr

Thinking about her again 😌

her:

at no point in the show does dean ever deny having romantic feelings for cas. every time hes teased, mocked, or its even brought up he just dodges the question (shut ur face get in the car (cassie parallel who he was in love with), he was ur boyfriend first, etc) and despite the numerous opportunities to deny their attraction towards each other, never does dean go “no gross”, or “no i dont like cas like that”, or literally any form of denial, dean just kinda takes it and swallows full innuendo intended and then changes the subject as fast as possible. cas was the same, every time people point out their relationship (all to save one man, he likes you, whos in love with you, thought you two were joined at the everything, etc) he never says “no its not like that” or anything to deny it. what im saying is that they 1) both were in love with each other, 2) both could not verbally bring themselves to deny it, and 3) only difference is that cas got to speak his truth and confess and dean never even got the chance.

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deancaskiss

after cas is taken by the empty, dean runs the battery on his phone down to 0% every day just listening to old voicemails from cas. over and over again he listens to cas' voice saying such normal everyday things about groceries and movies and being home late from a case or a hunt they can all do together. dean keeps each one on his phone; replaying them 100x a day with the phone pressed to his ear and his eyes closed. he saves his favorite for when he closes his eyes at night, tears pricking his eyelids, just so he can hear cas say into the night, "im coming home, see you soon dean"

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nefeviibata

PERSEPHONE TO HADES

You are the kindest thing that ever happened to me, even if that is not how our tale is told. . When everyone else told me I was destined to be a forgotten nymph that nurtured flowers and turned meadows gold, . you saw that the ichor that resides in me demanded its own throne. You showed me . how a love like ours can turn even the darkest, coldest realm into the happiest of homes.

Nikita Gill

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ashstfu

people should fall in love more. fall in love with poetry. fall in love with books. fall in love with the way your coffee swirls as soon as you pour the milk in. fall in love with the look your dog gives you when you wake up. fall in love with the rare moment when your cat doesn’t ignore you. fall in love with the person who tells you to have a good day. fall in love with the waiter who gives you extra chicken nuggets. fall in love with sweaters in winter and cold lemonade in summer. fall in love with the moment your head hits the pillow. fall in love with talking to someone until 4am. fall in love with the days you can hit the snooze button over and over again. fall in love when a lover stares at you for five hours. fall in love with the stars when they look at you. fall in love with the sound of someone breathing. fall in love with the bus if it’s on time or the train if it comes early. fall in love with the song you can't get out of your head. fall in love with everything possible. <3

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lizleeships

Sometimes, after decades of repression and trauma, Dean still forgets he’s been officially Allowed to Have Nice Things™ and just realizes

Cas enjoys reminding him. 

And Sam, well. Sam cereals, snarks, and suffers. 

This was based off some of my patrons mentioning they enjoy blushing Dean and winged Cas so here we are. Besides, I’ve had a need for drawing cheesy therapy fluff. I hope you like :) 

(Please don’t repost.)

PS: This is in no way meant to be bi-erasure, just btw.  (I’m biro myself.) I just think “gay for Cas” is closer to Dean’s vernacular.

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