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don’t let me go//let me go.

for the painful part .

  • “please… i’m scared.”
  • “i need you to say it —”
  • “please say you love me”
  • “don’t let go”
  • “don’t give up on me”
  • “don’t give up on us”
  • “please call me back”
  • “i never meant for this to happen”
  • “i didn’t — intend to say that”
  • “no! you got it all wrong” 
  • “i—”
  • “please… please don’t leave me”
  • “you can’t — mean that…”
  • “why are you saying all this?!”
  • “what does that mean!?”
  • “why are you — telling me this now —”
  • “what… ?i don’t… understand?”
  • “was it – something i said…?”
  • “was it – something i did…?”
  • “please, talk to me.”
  • “please – tell me what’s wrong”
  • “please, please just  — listen to me!”
  • “that’s not what i said!”
  • “what i meant was (…)”
  • “are you – leaving me…?”
  • “you – … no — not you too, no, please…”
  • “you’re all i have – please don’t do this…”

for the also painful part.

  • “i think it’s best if we stop here.”
  • “i had fun but – i just can’t do this anymore.”
  • “i don’t feel the same way you do.”
  • “it’s — it’s not you, it’s me and… i don’t love you.”
  • “it’s over, okay?”
  • “i have to end this now before it escalates into you being hurt.”
  • “this isn’t easy for me either, but we’re just — different.”
  • “we’re not at the same page right now, I can’t do this.”
  • “i can’t live like this anymore.”
  • “i can’t do this anymore.”
  • “it feels fake from my side. i can’t lie to you anymore.”
  • “i don’t want to hurt you anymore.”
  • “i said that… it’s over.”
  • “i need a break. we need a break…”
  • “we have to stop, please.”
  • “i can’t give you want you want. i’m sorry.”
  • “i’m sorry.”
  • “i’m sorry i wasted your time.”
  • “i don’t love you, i never did —”
  • “we’re just not meant to be, okay?”
  • “this is not meant to be.”
  • “i need to leave.”
  • “you have to let me go.”
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             it has been said, ‘time heals A L L wounds.’              i do NOT agree. the wounds remain. in time,              the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them              with scar tissue and the pain lessens. but it              is never gone.                

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「 ❝ @hanhwayo ; continuing from here! 」

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“Pandaeul, can’t you forgive me~?” He tries when spotting her unamused expression, something he normally would fear; alcohol didn’t make him that wise. “At least just temporarily.” His tone meant to be smooth, but voice came out a bit raspy either way; too much talk, too many cigarettes, a bit of something else mixed with the alcohol. All the reasons he loved private parties, and also for the attention. It life felt like shit, the attention of strangers could work as a band-aid – erasing all wounds for a moment. But even with strangers so close to himself, there was something lonely; no real warmth in the hugs, curious hands or claiming kisses. It was only a game.
Taehwa assumed Pandora left the private party a while ago, or rather – it completely slipped his mind that he invited her along. The attention of two women partially being to blame, an act meant as a revenge towards someone who hurt his feelings, and red marks from lipstick spoke for themselves. He wasn’t hiding, or keeping up a reputation; part of him hoped the recklessness would reach the person whom bruised his ego, another just enjoyed being wanted. Low confidence hidden beneath cocky acts.
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god, she really hated parties. from the massive crowds of people to the stench of alcohol mixed with the sweat of those who danced the night away-- she hated everything about parties. yet she found herself at them more than usual. i guess you usually hate what you want to love, so she figured one little party wouldn’t be too bad. and boy was she wrong. she had agreed to tag along with taehwa to a private party. figured it would be better and less irritating compared to the parties she usually frequents because, in all reality, she was just going to have a few drinks and meet new people. 

but a few drinks turned into haneul losing her balance with every step she made. meeting new people turned into stolen kisses and roaming hands. everything was fine. she enjoyed the attention. she craved it. but somehow that enjoyment turned into irritation hours into the party. once that irritation had set it, she had looked around for taehwa only to leave the party shortly after realizing he was busy with two women instead. cue the reason they’re in this situation right now. she didn’t expect him to follow after her nor did she expect him to ask for her forgiveness. ❛ ugh.. i forgive you. i’m just drunk and slightly irritated. ❜ she exhales deeply and shifts her gaze onto the male, her body swaying slightly due to the alcohol. ❛ god, whoever kissed you really needs a lipstick that doesn’t come off. there’s a word for it but i forget what it is-- fuck. ❜  

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