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sappy

@leftinsight / leftinsight.tumblr.com

Hey! I'm Ana. Just another twenty-one-year-old typical girl who's a little temperamental and a high-class bummer. Suit yourselves. 👽
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I hope my parents realize that I am not a kid anymore. I'm 22 and not getting any younger. I need to experience life, learn from my mistakes and explore things on my own. I want to be able to make my own decisions and not be scared of letting them know I failed. I don't want to live my life with fears that I might disappoint them in the future. Wanna know what's more annoying? Restraining me from everything just because they don't want anyone else think they have failed to raise me well. Just because they want to prove every single person who made them wrong that they have succeeded in guiding me, because that's bullshit. I am not your trophy. All my life I've tried to be the daughter that you want. I have abide with your rules. I didn't party when I was in college, I finished your chosen course for me, I did not complain. To me, it's just right to follow whatever your choices are for me. As they say, mother knows best. But I can't do this anymore. I want to go anywhere I want without asking for your permission and just receive a 'no'. I want to be free. I wanna be in-charge of my own life. Please give me the freedom that I deserve.

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I don't know what's with people awhile ago. First, this random girl caught my attention and said, "Hi miss!". And not long after, as I was walking at the mall, two girls tap my arms and said, "Miss ang ganda ganda mo". Well, to my surprise, I just smiled at them. And I was like... Okay. Is this some kind of prank? I never get strangers telling me I'm pretty on a usual basis, because I'm not. And this is creeping the hell out of me! Why me?

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So I've been into uke lately. I decided to learn how to play the ukulele and I'm in love with it. Though I don't have a formal training because I don't have someone who can teach me. I practice on my own during my free time and it's hard, coz I don't have a background in playing the guitar. I just finished practicing Justin Bieber's Love yourself (not the whole song tho). I got the chords right but the strumming isn't consistent yet. Ugh. So frustrating.

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Pinaramdam mo at pinaniwala mo akong kailangan kita. Kaya naman tinanggap ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko kaya pag wala ka. Pero bakit kung kelan naman mas kailangan ko ng makakapitan saka mo ako iniwan. Iniwang mag-isa sa gitna ng laban.

a.v.m. // 04.25.2016

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wnq-writers
All I know well enough to write about is love. 
I don’t know much about the constellations or the placement of the sun. 
I do know that I planted the Big Dipper in the wrinkles that appear when you smile.
I do know that depression cannot be solely diagnosed as ‘willingness to get out of bed", because the mornings in which I awoke next to you, I spent wishing we could linger there indefinitely.
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free-booty

Does anyone else feel like a “filler friend”? Like you just sit there, never contributing to the conversation, and when you do, no one notices. You don’t really have a purpose or do anything and kinda just sit there existing. No one ever invites you ever or asks to do anything with you, and people even make group plans right in front of you and neglect your presence. It’s not that anyone means for this to happen it kinda just does?

Literally all my irl friendships

My life

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“Saying ‘I notice you’re a nerd’ is like saying, 'Hey, I notice that you’d rather be intelligent than be stupid, that you’d rather be thoughtful than be vapid, that you believe that there are things that matter more than the arrest record of Lindsay Lohan. Why is that?’ In fact, it seems to me that most contemporary insults are pretty lame. Even 'lame’ is kind of lame. Saying 'You’re lame’ is like saying 'You walk with a limp.’ Yeah, whatever, so does 50 Cent, and he’s done all right for himself.”  ― John Green
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It's 3:54 in the morning and I'm still up. I woke up at exactly 1:15AM to wait for him straight from work and I didn't have any idea where he is because he's got no phone at this moment and I don't have a choice but to wait patiently. He arrived around 2:00AM and we decided to have an early breakfast so we could atleast talk for awhile before we go to sleep. I just missed him so much and we had a rough week. It's really hard keeping up with our communication since he lost his phone at an event and we only talk for like 15 minutes a day because we have different working hours. Okay, I still have to rest though. Atleast I can sleep well now because I will get to see him as soon as I wake up. Good night.

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