I feel so fucked up. My depression and anxiety is through the roof and I’m just sad. I feel like I’m becoming so detached from people. So much that I’m ruining relationships. I’m not sure how to come back.
My depression is so bad lately and I can’t really talk to anyone.
I’m so Fucking alone. I just don’t have anyone.
I don’t think I have ever been this angry and I don’t even know why I am.
I would let you break my heart a million times.
Why?
I wish I could say something to you
But I’m too depressed.
Promise me this
If I lose to myself
You won't mourn a day
And you'll move onto someone else
I’m trying to keep pushing. I need to find a door cause the only one I see isn’t good.
Everyday hurts a little more. What am I going to do.
Everyday I get weaker and weaker. I feel myself slipping away.
I’m driving myself into insanity.
One day I’ll be dead. Can’t wait.
I just don’t want to feel this pain anymore. Idk what to do.
This whole experience is painful