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Welcome to my mind.

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A suicidal 22 year old English Girl. I do not promote or glorify self harm, eating disorders or other mental illnesses. I'm here if anyone needs to talk, you are not alone.
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having a big heart will always make you feel like you either did too much or didn’t do enough.

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cut-and-puff

Do you ever feel when you’re not enough? When every message you send gets ignored, or bluntly replied to? That for ever person you see as close there is someone else they’d prefer?

Recently, more than ever, I’ve realised how much I am on the outskirts of everyone’s life and there’s not a single person who wants it needs me on their main life track.

Everyone has someone who is more important, which they live more than me. Most of all; I am replaceable. To every single person in my life.

I’ve always known how replaceable I am but only recently have I realised just how many people can replace me with a blink of the eye. It brings such an emptiness and the whole on my chest widens the more people I feel walking away. Sometimes, it all gets a little to much

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