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# raya. 22. she/her.

โ†ณ carrdย ย 

โ†ณ main blog: @esqueism

many of my works are sfw but some are not and they will be properly tagged and will have proper warnings! minors are allowed to interact with me but please know your boundaries and donโ€™t send me messages that either are of a sexual nature or allude to sex-related things if you are under 18. i have full and ultimate discretion on which asks i answer and if i donโ€™t answer yours thatโ€™s up to me. thank you!

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all writing by gohyuck is licensed under CC BY-ND 4.0

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Anonymous asked:

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing that ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’• it did calm me down seeing that you eventually moved on from that period of your life. Iโ€™m glad youโ€™re doing better now!!!

iโ€™m glad i could be of some help!! and yes thank you so much iโ€™m doing a lot better with my interpersonal relationships now ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฝ

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Anonymous asked:

Stop cause Iโ€™m still a virgo and Iโ€™m scared to lose it bc I know I have attachment issues lol but I also feel like afterwards Iโ€™ll sleep with whoever since Iโ€™m not a virgin anymore but if youโ€™re comfortable sharing how was it getting over that? Also, good luck with school!!!

yes of course! honestly it just came down to the fact that i knew myself and knew what would make me comfortable vs uncomfortable โ€” for example, like a month before i started having sex, i got on birth control bc i personally refused to have any sex while not on some form of bc. so i eliminated or lessened one fear factor. by that point i was in a relationship with someone i wanted to have sex with, which also made me feel more comfortable about intimacy in that aspect.

thatโ€™s not necessary or how it is for everyone thoughโ€ฆ my current boyfriend lost his virginity via a hook up and is happy with how he chose to do it! itโ€™s just a matter of what works for you.

as for the attachment issuesโ€ฆ i did get stressed about that once i lost my virginity, and then we broke up, which of course stressed me out more. i was scared that nobody else would find me attractive enough to be that intimate with, which of course was wrong and is basically always wrong for anyone who thinks so, so i went a little nuts and redownloaded tinder and slept with a few more people. some of the sex was good, some of it was bad, but all of it served as a slow learning process of what i like and what iโ€™m not as into.

while i was doing this i met my boyfriend, and he was my favorite hook up for a while (and vice versa) til we started hanging out without having sex sometimes and realized we were in love with each otherโ€ฆ ultimately i was kind of forced to get over those attachment issues but once that hill was way far away in the horizon i can say it was less something i actively did and more something that happened to me (as far as my break up with my ex causing me to drop those attachment issues)

i donโ€™t remember my slut era but i will say that if you have one please stay safe - i always used condoms and was always on bc, and got STD tested routinely + made all my potential partners get tested as well and only slept with those who did so

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note: reader has long enough hair to feel/is not totally bald, "good girl" and "princess" are used

donghyuck rests his right hand atop your hair, gently skimming over your hair for a moment before placing pressure on you to keep your head down. it's 9 p.m., not too early but definitely not late enough for the position you're in - leaning over your boyfriend's center console as he's parked in the back of a hardware store parking lot. just minutes prior, he'd undone his belt with one hand while pulling you close with the other and leaving desperate hickeys down the length of your throat.

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Anonymous asked:

Iโ€™m so happy youโ€™re getting laid you deserve it queenie

thank youuu god my timeline with sex has been so insane because a little over a year ago i slept with my first boyfriend and had sex with the first time ever and then i went crazy and slept with whoever after we broke up (it wasn't a long relationship i just was like. well now i know what sex is like and i should keep having it) and then i started hooking up with my now bf and eventually we were like. actually we should be monogamous because it is obvious we're in love with each other

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gohyuck

sorry i started getting laid + got medicated + got into a loving relationship and stopped being kpop-obsessed LOL but iโ€™m in the process of applying to grad school rn and itโ€™s driving me insane again (and iโ€™m off my meds rn) and basically what if i write about college student by day male stripper by night haechan

this is the edit iโ€™m talking ab in the tags

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leehaeeah

เน„เธญเน‰เน€เธ•เน‰เธฒเธ•เธฑเธงเธ›เธธเนŠเธเธ›เธดเนŠเธเธ‚เธญเธ‡เธกเธฑเธกเธกเธตเนŠ ๐Ÿป๐ŸŒป๐Ÿ˜š

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i like istj (the song, havenโ€™t heard the full album yet) but it hasnโ€™t immediately stuck in my head

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gohyuck

pairing: head knight!jeno x monarch!reader (reader has genitals attributed to those considered biologically female but no pronouns are actually used)

genre: fluff, mild angst (they discuss an oncoming battle they must prepare for), smut (itโ€™s mostly smut)

word count: 6.5k

warnings & notes (nonsexual): mentions of war/battle, mentions of injuries retained from past skirmishes, jeno is as tall as you need him to be in order to rest your head against his chest without leaning down, itโ€™s kind of cheesy tbh they are disgustingly head-over-heels in love with each other, also a peryton is a fantasy creature thatโ€™s essentially a stag + a bird, also i know yโ€™all must be tired of royalty aus but i swear this is almost pwp (except thereโ€™s context so thereโ€™s plot) so give it a chance (if youโ€™re legal) i guess

warnings & notes (sexual): oral (giving and receiving for both parties), fingering (reader receives), spit kink (lmao sorry), general messiness honestly, mild knife kink (no blood drawn, he just uses a dagger to tear apart clothing), gratuitous usage of the name โ€˜lionheartโ€™, jeno has a big dick because i cannot stop myself from doing that to yโ€™all for some reason, some choking

special thanks to @moonlit-jenoโ€‹ @domjaehyunโ€‹ @waithyuckโ€‹ for reading parts of it/all of it beforehand!

the soft hours of twilight have their holds on you, chilling you to your bones even as you pull the heavy fur cape tighter around your body. you shouldโ€™ve pulled something over your thin nightgown, you suppose, something to act as a middle layer between silk and skin and peryton fur, but itโ€™s too late for that. youโ€™re already out on your private balcony, overlooking a kingdom youโ€™d do anything to see the sun rise on day after day.ย 

far, far past the outskirts of your humble realm, barely visible to your own eye, an unsettlingly large camp of soldiers is finishing setting up camp for the night. you watch as tiny, tiny orange pinpricks - no doubt the fires theyโ€™d set to make food, to alert you of their presence - begin to get snuffed out. finally, they sleep.

if you were any worse of a person, of a ruler, you would send your army after them now, hours before the battle is set. perhaps, if you were any less selfish, you would do so regardless of keeping your status as a good and just monarch. if you were any less selfish, you would shake awake the love of your life and hand him his cape after shedding it from your shoulders. you would tell him to rouse his men and women, to arm them to their teeth, and to fight for what is right using means that are entirely wrong.ย 

as if privy to your thoughts, your head knight stirs in the too-large bed behind you. you turn just in time to see him sit up and twist his body left, right, left as he stretches to rid himself of sleep. itโ€™s too late - or maybe too early - for either of you to be awake. maybe you should have stayed within his warm embrace rather than gotten out of bed to size up the army of the kingdom of crithage.ย 

even now, you canโ€™t help but strategize, at least on a basic level. crithagians are unused to the cold of your beautiful - but often frigid - ekoria. they wonโ€™t expect your people to fall upon them from the icy cliffs that surround their camp, nor will they be able to see over the oncoming blizzard your royal sky-reader has predicted. she has not been incorrect in many, many years. ekorians have, over the years, grown accustomed to heavy snows, among other weather phenomenon, so your armyโ€™s visual acuity is not to be questioned.ย 

that, and your troops are in the hands of the best warrior ekoria has ever had.

you can always count on gohyuckโ€™s writing!!!!

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Anonymous asked:

my cousin is watching greyโ€™s so i just had to reread smultronstalle again. i miss you and your writings!! hope youโ€™re happy and healthy always <33

i hope it was good this time around too!! youโ€™re so sweet, thanks for coming back to my work. i hope youโ€™re doing well and staying safe ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฝ

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whatโ€™s stopping me from writing the most tragic backstory youโ€™ve ever seen

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