hey june
hey jake
oh hey june
oh hey hey hey
i see now
just be there
keep going
just be there
hey june
hey jake
oh hey june
oh hey hey hey
i see now
just be there
keep going
just be there
Anaïs Nin, from The Diary of Anaïs Nin, vol. IV: 1944-1947
Frank Zappa - The Arsenio Hall Show - 1989
Three types of Cherubim (detail) - Frans van
Bleyswyck, 1732.
no one knows this. that's why i'm posting it here. i'm going to spend the next week really appreciating everything. then im ending it. wasn't even supposed to be alive this long to begin with. i can't wait.
i am two hours deep into missing you. three hours into accepting you're not here. four hours into realizing you never were. and i chose that.
i'm not dreaming and i'm not in a nightmare because it's both. this is how it feels to have never existed. i wish i didn't miss you.
who ever she is, i hope she wakes up early in the morning to outline your adam's apple against the sunrise
don't know how to describe the feeling of the burned hole in my chest that arises when i acknowledge your absence
“Better to let the green drive us in a wild unfettered tangle, blooming or not, to feel the comfort of my daughter’s touch, the renewal of pain a small price for my grandmother alive again in my mind while the peonies dive headfirst into the dirt.”
— Hyejung Kook, from “Spring Coronal”
Inland Sea (1991)
Lucille Carra