It’s wild to come back.
I haven’t been here in roughly 3 years, apparently. I am sorry to anyone who’s felt ghosted by me; that wasn’t my intent. I came back probably once before-ish since college and didn’t mean to just…stop for so long again.
And I don’t know if I’ll be back regularly now. I’m not sure I entirely understand Tumblr anymore, especially given the new rules and everything? Amusing to me to see the flagged posts I’ve posted that largely have no adult content to them 😂 I will say that tentatively, I’d LIKE to be back, but who knows. I get scared off sometimes by, like, myself. I have more family to deal with nowadays, so I don’t have the time for the scrolling (not that I don’t trawl through the internet in other ways, but I digress).
I’m not sure what to do with the old messages that I’ve been sent that are probably literally years old. Maybe I’ll reply to some of them if I see the sender has been online recently so they’re more likely to see a response? 🤷♀️
I have done some sort of update to my about me blurb here. Me describing me, other than I guess a few basic attributes—it’s just weird for me. People had noticed I posted a lot of religious content, and in the past, I’ve had this bright spark of faith, but my faith is in a weird place right now, and it does feel like it’s hanging on a thread a lot of the time. The pandemic has been hard. Bits of life have been hard. My blog name has to do with a phase of my art I’ve long since passed, and I hardly even DO art anymore. The name sort of feels like a relic for me, but I’m still nostalgically attached to it, and I don’t know what I would change my name to, anyhow, if I were to seriously consider an actual change.
Anyhow. Like I said, I don’t know how long I’ll be regularly here, but I’m here for now, and I’m happy to be here. Reach out if you like, or don’t, it’s whatever. I’m sure I’ve changed a lot from what I’ve been like in the past, but I am still me. And I’m still alive, and I think that’s good.