I want to cut myself so badly god help me today
Update: I am alive and not well
I’m alive and well, bebès!
Haven’t really been around here in 4-5 years. Let’s see what this shithole still has to offer besides the awesome people I’ve come to know and miss.
as soon as I find a blade I’m killing myself today
Goodbye tumblr. I haven’t been here in a while, but since this used to be my escape before, I feel it’s fitting to end it all here. Down bellow you’ll find a letter I wrote a few minutes ago.
Today is my last day on this wretched earth. On my last day, I managed to screw up everything I hold dear. My father probably hates me.
I know he loves me, but he hates who I’ve become. He hates the fact that I’m not even a fraction as smart as he raised me to be. As hardworking, as determined, as good. I am a disappointment to everyone.
My best friend Gabs who is one of the few people who took the time to understand me doesn’t see how toxic I am. I’m hoping that in some time after I pass, he will. He will. Because I don’t deserve to be in this earth. All I do is lie to myself all day. I lie that I can do this, that I’m a positive influence and presence in my loved ones’ life. But I am not. I am scum. I have been for years now. I blame everything on my disease, but it’s not really the disease’s fault. It’s mine. To my core, i am a depraved individual. Deeply disturbed, all round bad. Bad. To the deepest parts of my soul. I am bad. A bad person. Why? Why did I have to be this way? On my last day I have hurt someone whose life was ruined by me. Just from the fact that I exist. She hates me now. And she’s right. I hate me too. Who wouldn’t
My poor mother will be so disappointed
Heartbroken
She is the only person who is mostly blind to my depravity. She thinks the world of me, and I leave now with such sorrow in my heart that she will have to go on without me. I’m her support system. I don’t know what’s going to happen to her
Why did I choose to kill myself?
Well, leaving to a place where I can’t hurt anyone isn’t an option
The only thing that can assure that is death
Death
Death
I deserve this
I’ve been bad
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WARNING!!!!
People, please be careful. There are also people tracking children and people and putting bids on them based on their profile pictures on whatsapp, tracking and kidnapping them. Especially young children, so please be cautious, especially parents who have their children as their profile pictures.
Please pass this on to everyone so that they are aware of the danger. I don’t how it is all around the world but I know it can’t just be here so please please spread the word. Thank you.
magicdreamsandmusic
oh my god
tollhousecookiedough
I HAVE BEEN GETTING THIS TEXT REGULARLY FOR WEEKS
HOLY SHIT THANK GOD I DIDN’T
I’ve gotten a few of these. Never ever click a link from an unknown number!!!
icoree
oh yeahhhh, I saw that on snapchat. it’s been freakin’ EVERYWHERE lately. i haven’t been getting the text, luckily, but im still extremely cautious about it. shit’s scary.
not just girls, but boys and other genders have to be careful as well. this could happen to anyone. please be safe, my friends <3
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FOR ALL THE YOUNGER PEOPLE THAT FOLLOW. YOU GUYS ARE SMART. YOU KNOW THIS. BUT JUST IN CASE THERE ARE SOME WHO MIGHT NOT. THAT DOESN’T MAKE YOU NOT SMART, PERHAPS JUST LESS INFORMED.
DO NOT CLICK LINKS IN TEXTS EVER. GO TO ACTUAL WEBSITES FOR ONES YOU RECOGNIZE AND TYPE IN THE URL. OR A BOOKMARK IF YOU HAVE ONE. DON’T CLICK LINKS IN TEXTS AND SOCIAL MEDIA MESSAGES/DMS AND EMAILS. EVEN IF YOU KNOW THE PERSON. TAKE EXTREME CAUTION.
IF YOU’RE GUTS SAYS EH WOULDN’T DO THAT BUDDY. LISTEN.
ALSO SIGNAL BOOST THE HELL OUT OF THIS
typology-is-ruining-me
HOLY FUCK I KEEP GETTING THIS TEXT
Please be careful people
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Alex/Elena + hugs
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…your fav could never.
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Women Kissing - Jan Sluijters
1906
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Full offense, but stop complaining about Frozen 2. The movie wasn’t created for you. Of course, teenagers and adults are welcome to watch it and enjoy it, it’s designed so anyone can enjoy it. That’s how Disney films work. BUT, they are made for children. So, stop complaining that you don’t want a Frozen 2 and that the first one was overhyped and you hated the first one because no one cares. No one. It wasn’t made for you. Let children enjoy things.
Source: starksparker
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Cop!Frank in The Abyss (2x11)
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riverdale is like glee if glee thought it was twin peaks
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see that react?
that’s our dm
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why limit yourself to just one day??? all of february is for love!!!! it doesn’t end here, continue and keep the love going! you have nothing to lose and everything to gain!!!!
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Scars are really cool and sexy but in this day and age how do you even get one without it being an accident
Looking for a sparring partner for various sword/knife/blade fights. Must be okay to injure each other, but not maim or kill. Looking to acquire some cool scars. Professionals or unskilled are both fine. Bonus if you too are looking for cool, new scars. Bring your own blades.
Contact me with solicitous offers
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its so funny when u mention any sort of feminist ideas and a terf jumps on your post like GOTCHA thats one of OUR IDEAS like … no … its normal feminism …. yours is just twisted around to fit in how much you hate trans people lol
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some one: i think women are upheld to unrealistic standards of presentation and artificial beauty
terf : haha ! you walked right in to my radfem ideology ! now heres a link to an article ms imracist mcmoneybags wrote in 1940 about how trannsexuals are a disease !