“Words stopped winning me over when actions didn’t prove them.”
— - audreythewriter
“You could break my heart in two But when it heals, it beats for you”
—
You like to come and go in my life.
You disappear when you get scared and
you return when you need comfort.
I greet you with open arms
because
I don’t know when you’ll leave again.
I choose to forgive
because
I don’t want to fight.
Then you run away again,
without a warning,
without a trace.
Leaving me in the cold,
in the dark,
in the quiet.
Each time you disappear,
it gets harder and harder,
instead of easier and easier.
itsprincesslivyyy
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life hack
PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT: When you treat retail employees like shit, you become an instant joke. You are the story they tell over coffee to make their friends and family laugh at the idiot. You are the person they mimic in a squeaky voice.
Next time you want to yell at a retail employee, imagine them repeating what you are about to say in a squeaky voice. Because that will be your legacy.
Friend: “Hey, I haven’t seen you in forever! how are you?”
me: “Fine, thanks.”
Lemony Snicket from outta nowhere: “Of course, in this case, ‘fine’ is only meant to reassure. She has never been less fine, nor was she ever fine in the first place. Here, the word ‘fine’ could be defined as ‘I am actually slowly dying on the inside, but don’t wish for anyone to worry’.
This damned heart of mine
is hurting again.
It’s pounding.
It’s begging to be set free,
and that is what is killing me.
It’s killing me.
It’s-
Loneliness is like the thread bare blanket no one wants to use but always end up wrapped up in anyhow. It wraps around you snug and has the illusion of warmth because its familiar but you still can feel the chill in your very bones..it seeps into your heart and despite the fact that you know you should try to push it off of you and seek actual warmth in the people you love you seem to snuggle into it deeper because its always been there. You know its scent and the feel of it against your skin and like the old toxic friend it is you will cling to it because you forgot how to look for another blanket..