“Existential Crisis”
The truth twists it’s knife into the flesh of your beliefs, and decades of conditioned perspectives are violently uprooted from your psyche; obligation and routine are undermined by panic and confusion.
You are coming to terms with the magnitude of just how much of what you’d previously regarded as fact, the very foundations of your motivation and priorities, are actually opinion. You are experiencing the overwhelming insecurity that the realization of your ignorance entails.
Take advantage of this disestablishment of assumption, the trauma you’re experiencing, as motivation to authentically familiarize yourself with the universe. Relish in this opportunity for fresh experience and utilize your senses to ground you; you are not in immediate danger. Your psychological discord is simply the pain of transmutation; the mind is reconfiguring itself as a result of your elevated awareness.
You must now begin the incremental process of educating yourself through the vivid sensations and observations that stem from a direct relationship with Reality, rather than irresponsibly justifying your trust in deceptive authorities and manipulative social institutions which serve only to maintain the pacifying illusion of awareness and security.
Begin writing down theories and contradictions, until you start establishing connections, and this perceived, overwhelming chaos begins to unfold into the realization of certain underlying components to existence; the initial confusion has manifested into a coherent and structured epiphany harnessed as a stepping stone for optimal living.
…Most avoid their uncomfortable thoughts, unaware that these lingering doubts are the precursors to their mental liberation; this intuitive skepticism that we’re conditioned by charlatans and their brainwashed legions to demonize, is really a kind of guardian angel that seeks to guide us through our elaborate systems of denial and self-sabotage.
