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Some stuff has happened with this blog and I don't enjoy being on it anymore, so I created a new account! You can find me at avebellamy.tumblr.com now (( @avebellamy)) Atm I'm posting mostly about tv shows, but I have queued a lot of stuff related more to the stuff I used to post on this blog. I'm not gonna delete the blog because I don't wanna lose the things I've posted ((my masterlist is linked in the description)). Bye!

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Your first time sharing a bed with him

A/N: Thank you so much for 400+ readers in ten days, love you xx

requested :)

MICHAEL

You’ve been locked in the bathroom for the past fifteen minutes. You’re sitting on the border of the bath, wearing only a vest with no bra beneath and comfy pyjama shorts. The bathroom floor is cold against your bare feet, but it feels good. Today is the day. Your parents are visiting an old aunt across the country and Michael, your boyfriend, invited you to sleep over at his house. Just sleeping, he promised that. He knows you’re not ready to do more yet. You know nothing will happen, but you’re still nervous. What if you snore too loud and Michael finds you annoying as heck? What if he’s woken up by your hair in his mouth? What if you drool? You hear Michael knock the door. “You okay in there?”. You stand up, looking in the mirror to give yourself confidence. You just have to go there and sleep. It’s not that hard. You’ll keep your mouth shut to be sure not to drool nor snore. It’ll be fine. You unlock the door and find Michael standing there. You wave your hand at him. “Hey”. He kisses your cheek and takes your hand, leading you to bed. You run under the covers cause it’s really cold outside and Michael hugs you from behind to keep you warm. You start getting more and more nervous. It’s not the first time he’s that close, but it’s the first time you’re not wearing a bra or long pants while he’s in the room. Your heart starts racing and Michael notices. “Hey, are you okay? Your heart is beating so fast” he says, placing two fingers just under your jaw. You push his hand away. “I’m fine. Don’t worry”. You turn around giving him a reassuring smile as he kissed you on the tip of your nose. “Are you nervous?” he scoffs. “A little” you admit, giggling softly. He wraps his arms around your waist tighter and pulls you close, resting his head on the pillow just a couple inches away from yours. Your nose is almost touching his cheek and you want to kiss him so bad, but you can’t, because you don’t want him to think you want to do something more. “Good, because I am too” He tilts his head a little to give you a sweet kiss. It’s not passionate or deep, it’s just sweet and loving. His lips are so soft against yours and suddenly you’re not scared of kissing him anymore. He kisses you for a long time. He never pulls up your top and he never tries to push things; he’ll wait, he promised that and he’s keeping his promise. You break the last kiss, staying still in the same place you were before. You like being that close to Michael, it feels good. You claim you’re tired and shut your eyes. You’re not nervous anymore, you know nothing bad could ever happen to you while you’re with Michael. Before closing his eyes, Michael steals one last kiss and caresses your cheek with a light touch of his fingertips. “I love you” he whispers. “I love you too” you murmur, just seconds before you fall asleep in Michael’s arms. CALUM: You’re sitting on the bed while Calum brushes his teeth. Today is the first night you spend with Calum and you’re really worried. You don’t like yourself at all, never had and probably never will. You feel fat and ugly, and you feel so uncomfortable when Calum is shirtless because he’s so fit, he looks like a model, and you think that you don’t deserve to be with someone as hot as him. Calum says you’re beautiful, he says that he finds you so attractive and that it’s not true that you’re fat. You never believe him, though, and you never got undressed when you were with him. But tonight you’ll have to. You can’t sleep in long sweatpants, it would be uncomfortable for both you and Calum, so you’ll have to wear your pyjama shorts and sleep half naked right next to him.

He comes out of the bathroom and you’re still thinking about how to not make him see you in your pyjama. He lays in bed and motions you to cuddle with him.

“I have to go change first” you say, taking your bag with your clothes. You step into the bathroom and undress, wearing your pyjama tank top and black shorts. You brush your teeth, checking the mirror one last time before going back to the bathroom. You rush under the covers so Calum won’t see your legs. He hugs you tight under the cover but you slip away from his arms. He tilts his head, giving you a confused look.

“Are you alright?”

“Yeah, I just… I’m tired, I want to sleep” you cut off, shutting your eyes and pretending to be already asleep.

“Your feet are freezing cold” he says. He tangles his legs with yours to keep your feet warm, but once again you slip away. You don’t want him to touch the fat on your tights.

“I’m fine, don’t worry” you smile, shutting your eyes again.

“Can you please tell me what’s wrong?”. You sigh, sitting back straight. Your feet are so cold that you can barely feel them, and you could really use some cuddles right now, but you don’t want Calum to touch you, you don’t feel comfortable enough.

“I feel uncomfortable” you say, not looking at him.

“Why?” he asks, tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear.

“Because my legs are naked and you know how much I hate them”. He comes closer, kissing your cheek.

“Babe, you know you’re perfect to me. I’ve told you so so many times that I think you’re beautiful. I love your body, I love you. You shouldn’t be ashamed of yourself, you’re just as perfect as everybody else”. He smiles at you, wrapping his arms around you in a new attempt of cuddling, but you push him away again.

“It’s easy for you to say it, Calum. You’re hot as hell, you don’t have fat and your body is so perfect. You don’t know what it feels like”. He kisses you gently.

“You are hot as hell too, Y/N, why don’t you see it? The fat you see is just in your head, your body is not fat at all. You can trust me, you know I’d never lie to you”. You sigh, not fully convinced, laying back in the bed. You let Calum wrap his arms around you and leave sweet kisses all over your face and neck.

“I love you so much” you whisper as he kisses you one last time before turning the lights off.

ASHTON:

Tonight is the first time you sleep over at Ashton’s place. It’s not a big deal to you, you know he won’t do anything if you don’t want him to, but tonight is also the first time Ashton sees you with your glasses. You wear contacts everyday because without them you are almost blind, but of course you have to take them off before going to bed.

You’re in Ashton’s bathroom. You have just taken off your contacts and you put on your tick black glasses and step into Ash’s room looking down at the floor. Ashton is sitting on the bed scrolling down his phone. He looks at you with a smile on his face as you blush. You hate wearing glasses and you feel so ugly with those on.

Ashton starts laughing at you and you tell him to shut up.

“You’re so cute, I don’t get why you hate them so much” he scoffs while you run under the covers. You take your glasses off and put them on the bedside table. You can see Ashton because he’s close, so you don’t need them now.

“Shut up, Irwin” you mutter, covering your head with the blankets. He giggles and takes the covers off of you.

“You didn’t kiss me goodnight” he pouts. You shake your head, denying him a kiss when he leans in.

“No kisses tonight” you giggle.

“Why?” he whines, laying on his back with his head turned to face you.

“Because you made fun of my glasses”

“I wasn’t making fun! I do think you look cute” he defends himself while you laugh. You shrug, closing your eyes and saying goodnight. “No no, babe, please, just one small little kiss” he pleads, sticking out his lower lip. You prop yourself on one elbow and give him a quick peck on the lips, then shut your eyes again.

“What was that?!” he whines again. “That wasn’t a kiss, Y/N!”

“Stop complaining and turn the lights off, I’m tired” you say trying to hold back a laugh.

“Not until you kiss me!”.

“Fine” you give in, pretending to be annoyed. You kiss him for a good five minutes before he finally decides to turn the lights off after saying goodnight. You lay in his arms with your head on his chest, it feels so good and you’re defiantly gonna do that again.

“I really think you’re cute with your glasses. You’re always beautiful, with or without your glasses” he says in a serious tone, making you smile in the dark.

LUKE:

You have been nervous all day at the thought of sharing a bed with Luke tonight. You suffer from anxiety and you often wake up screaming in the middle of the night after a really bad nightmare. You don’t want that to happen when you’re with Luke. You don’t want him to stay up all night to look after you and you don’t want to kick him in your sleep.

At 10PM you’re already in Luke’s bed. You’re talking and laughing while you cuddle and have several little make out sessions. After two hours Luke’s eyelids are getting heavier and you tell him to shut the light even though you’re not tired at all. Luke falls asleep hugging you after ten minutes, and you lay there staring at the ceiling. You can’t fall asleep, you’re not tired, and you’re also really nervous of what will happen in your sleep. You stare at the ceiling for what seems forever and then you manage to fall asleep.

And then it happens. You have another nightmare. The worst part of your nightmares is that you’re perfectly conscious of what it’s happening, you know you’re dreaming, but you can’t wake up. You’re stuck in your nightmare and it feels awful.

Two men are running after you. You can’t see their faces, but you know exactly what they look like. You’re scared of them, so you start running. You turn the corner of the street and you feel ropes wrapping around your body. Wake up, wake up, wake up., you tell yourself, but you know that you can’t wake up until the nightmare is over. A dog starts biting your legs and it hurts a lot, and then it turns into your little sister. She still has bloody pieces of your legs at the corners of her mouth, but she’s smiling innocently like she does in real life. One of the guys who were running after you hands you a gun and, without speaking, he tells you to shoot your sister in the head. It’s a dream, you tell yourself as you close your eyes and shoot at the little blonde angel in front of you.

The sound of the gun wakes you up. You sit straight in bed with tears staining your cheeks. It happened again, and you didn’t want that to happen while you were with Luke.

“Are you okay?” Luke says rubbing your back. “You were screaming pretty loud and kicking really hard” he whispers moving your hair away from your face.

“I’m sorry I woke you up, go back to sleep” you say. It’s pretty obvious that you’re crying and you’re not okay at all, but you don’t want Luke to be tired tomorrow just because you had another one of your nightmares.

“Are you crying?”. He turns on the lights and you cover your face with your hands, sobbing.

“Luke, go back to sleep, I’m okay” you sniffle. You’re trying to stop crying but you just can’t, you’re still shocked from your dream.

“You’re not okay” he hugs you, wiping away some tears from your cheek with his thumbs. When he hugs you you start crying in his shoulder even harder than before.

“Shh, you’re fine now” he whispers in your ear, holding you tight. You wrap your hands around his neck even tighter than before, trying to hold back your sobs.

“They were asking me to shoot my little sister, and I did it” you cry, your hands still shaking of fear. “The worst part is that I knew it was a dream but I couldn’t wake up. I felt like I was in a cage and I couldn’t breathe”. He’s still hugging you and listens while he waits for you to calm down.

When you finally stop crying you lay down again and Luke turns off the lights. He hugs you closer than before and kisses your cheek a few times before letting you sleep.

“I’m sorry I bothered you” you say, apologizing for the one thing you didn’t want to do.

“Hey, don’t be silly. You never bother me. I’m sorry you had to go through that”. He kisses you one last time before closing his eyes. “I’m always here, remember that. Now you can have sweet dreams, I’ll be here to protect you”.

“I love you so much” you say and then drift in a dreamless sleep.

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Okay I’m sorry this is bad :( I’LL POST MORE HP AUs TOMORROW WHO’S EXCITED (i am)

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AU: Luke says he has a friend who likes you, but it’s just an excuse to see what you’d say if he asked you out

(Inspired by I’ve got this friend bc that song is awesome and im so upset it wont be in the album)

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Losing your virginity to Jasper

You and Jasper have been seeing each other behind everyone’s backs for a while now. It’s nice not to have anyone ask questions about your relationship, so you’re keeping it a secret. It’s also a lot more exciting.

You have decided you’re ready to lose your virginity to Jasper. You know you’re in love with him and want to give him every single part of yourself.

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JASPER – Season 1 - boyfriend

You were sleeping in the tent you shared with Octavia when Jasper, your boyfriend, quietly sneaked in and woke you up, careful not to wake Octavia, too.

“What do you want?” you mumbled.

“Come with me” he smiled. At first you refused to get out of your makeshift bed, but eventually gave in.

You two sneaked out of camp and walked hand in hand for a few hundred meters. Every few seconds you asked Jasper where he was taking you, but he would just laugh and shake his head.

After a few minutes, you got to the butterfly field. Bright blue butterflies lit up the night and you were staring at them in awe when Jasper tackled you to the ground. At first you were confused, but understood what was happening when you felt an arrow going through your tight.

It was the worst, a mixture of burning and blinding white pain. You couldn’t even scream. You tried to move, but the point of the arrow hadn’t gone completely through your leg, and with every move you made you felt it scratching your insides.

Jasper was quick to react. He had spotted the grounder on the tree even before he shot his arrow, so it was a matter of seconds before Jasper threw his knife at him and the grounder fell from the tree. You didn’t know if he was dead or just knocked out, but did it matter?

You covered your face with your hands, trying to be quiet because you were afraid more grounders might attack you.

“Y/N?” Jasper called. You groaned. “Can you get up? How do you feel?”. He started bombarding you with questions and just wanted to tell him to shut the fuck up.

You felt faint and weird, and not the good kind of weird that the nuts made you feel.

“It hurts” was all you could manage to say. You moaned in pain when Jasper moved your leg to take a look at it.

“I’m so sorry, baby” he whispered and you brushed him off. He didn’t need to apologize, it wasn’t his fault.

“I can’t move, it hurts too much” you groaned.

So Jasper carried you all the way back to camp. He walked slowly, because with every step he made you let out a moan of pain that made him want to cry and apologize a trillion times.

When you finally got to medical, Clarke had to push the arrow all the way through and snap it in half, before removing it and giving you something resembling suture points. The procedure was the most painful part out of all that had happened that night, but what made it all a bit more bearable was Jasper’s hands holding yours tightly and his lips peppering your face with kisses every time you needed.

When it was done and you were all bandaged up, Jasper spooned you, careful not to hurt you, and slept with you until noon. You were scared and shocked still, but his arm wrapped protectively around you made you forget about the bad things.

You would wake up every hour because of the pain and would cry out, both in pain and fear, and Jasper just kissed your forehead and brought you closer to him, hugging you tight. That was all it took for you to calm down and go back to sleep. That’s the effect he had on you.

BELLAMY – Season 3 (SPOILER ALERT! If you have missed the last two episodes) – boyfriend

Gina doesn’t exist.

You were just about to walk into Mount Weather when it blew up.

As you were being thrown twenty meters back, all you could think of was Bellamy and how you wished you had known that when you kissed him that morning it was going to be the last time.

Luckily, you made it out alive. Bloody and confused, but alive.

Falling to the ground you had broken your arm and the explosion had made you go temporarily deaf. You couldn’t hear a thing and you were extremely dazed.

The first rescue group did not include Bellamy, as he was still in Polis, trying to convince Clarke to come back home.

Seeing as your injuries weren’t life threatening, they walked pass you to help people who needed it more than you.

Bellamy had no idea you were anywhere near Mount Weather when the explosion occurred. He was pretty sure you were in Arkadia, so when he saw you covered in blood in the grass, he was more than surprised. Tears rose to his eyes as he noticed how still you were. For a moment, he thought you were dead.

“Y/N?” he called, hoping to be mistaken.

Your ears were ringing so bad, but sound was starting to come back at you. You groaned in pain when Bellamy touched your broken arm, trying to catch your attention. He let out a relieved sigh and rubbed his eyes. “Hi, baby. I love you”.

“I’m sleepy” you said, your eyelids drooping closed.

“No, no, stay awake. I’ll take you back to camp, okay?”. You nodded, but didn’t open your eyes. As you were drifting to sleep, you heard Bellamy mumble an apology and then grip your broken arm.

You screamed in pain, but finally opened your eyes.

It went on for a while on the way back to Arkadia. You would accidentally drift to sleep and he would wake you up. You were hating him in that moment, but deep down you knew it was for your own good. Your head injury was pretty serious, from what he could tell, and he didn’t want to risk losing you just because he didn’t have the guts to keep you awake.

You also knew that hurting you hurt him just as much, if not more.

When you got to camp, you passed out and no matter what Bellamy did, you wouldn’t wake up. So he handed you over to Jackson and sat in a chair next to your, hiding his face in hands and hoping that you would be okay.

When you woke up, Bellamy was asleep in his chair next to you. “I don’t know if you remember” Jackson said, pointing to your bandaged head, “but he saved you. You picked a good one”.

“Oh, I know” you whispered, running your healthy hand through Bellamy’s hair.

MURPHYSeason 2 – best friend

You had gone back to the drop ship to get some belts, when some kind of crazed puma jumped on you. You had a knife in your hand, so it didn’t take long for you to kill it, but it was pretty heavy and it managed to make you fall to the ground, breaking your right leg.

After laying on the ground in pain for a few minutes, you remember that Monty’s first radio was still inside the drop ship. It kind of sucked compared to the radios you had now, but it worked and that was enough for you.

You dragged yourself to the dropship, which was less than ten meters away from you, and contacted randomly.

“I’m hurt and I need help, I can’t walk back to camp. I’m at the dropship” you said, and then waited for someone to respond. Mere seconds later, Murphy’s voice rung through the speakers.

“I’m coming”. You let out a sigh of relief and lay on the ground, pressing a hand on your leg to relieve some of the pain. You took a look at it and freaked out when you noticed a bone sticking out of your skin.

When Murphy came running in, you were crying in fear for the first time since the dropship landed on Earth.

Murphy gave you a sympathetic look and knelt next to you, instantly grabbing your free hand.

“Hey, it’s okay” he cooed. “You’re gonna be okay. I’m here now, and Abby is on her way here”. You nodded and wiped your tears.

“I’m sorry I’m such a burden”. He looked at you with a puzzled look on his face.

“What?”

“You and Abby were probably doing really important stuff and you had to stop to come here and rescue my dumb ass”.

“Y/N” he chuckled. “I was jerking off” he laughed. “I’d say this is a lot more important”.

“EW!” you laughed through your tears. “Did you wash your hands?”

“Nope” he said, popping the p. You laughed, knowing he was kidding. “By the way, even if I was doing something important, I wouldn’t mind dropping everything to come save you. You’re my best friend, you always come first. I love you”.

“You too, Murph”. That’s when Abby walked in and after she took one single glance at your leg, she knew she had to set the bone immediately.

So Murphy knelt next to your head, holding your arms and shoulders in place as Abby set the bone. A blood curling scream left your lips and Murphy shushed you, trying to calm you down as the tears rose again to your eyes.

“It’s okay” he cooed, before picking you up and carrying you back to camp. You cuddled into his arms and hid your teary face into his chest. You didn’t let go of him even when he set you into your bed: you forced him to cuddle with you – not that he minded.

“I love you, Murph. Thank you for being the best friend ever and running to my rescue”.

“Don’t mention it, okay? I love you too”.

OCTAVIA – Season 1 – girlfriend

Okay so in this one Lincoln and Octavia are just best friends and they’re not in love, simply because the only person I ship O with is myself.

You hadn’t made it back to the dropship in time. When you noticed the door was closed, you knew it was too late and you needed to run away or you would burn alive.

So you ran away as fast as you could, but got caught in a group of grounders. You managed to take two of them down, but before you could react, the third and final one had slit your throat as you were killing him. Now, the cut wasn’t bad enough to kill you instantly, but it was going to if you didn’t get help. (I’m imagining it kind of like the one Jasper gets in season 3).

You started panicking, because you knew the only people that could help you were in the dropship. You ran for a couple of minutes with your hand pressed against the side of your throat before your head started spinning and you had to sit down.

This is it’ you thought, but then you saw Octavia running towards you. You didn’t know if you were hallucinating or she was there for real, but didn’t have time to question it because you blacked out.

When you woke up, it took you a while to recognize Lincoln’s cave. You were exhausted, probably from the blood loss, and had barely the strength to call for Octavia.

“Octavia” you said as loud as you could, and she ran to your side with some water. She made you drink, trying not to move your neck too much or the makeshift stitches would rip, and then smiled at you.

“I’m glad you’re okay” she whispered, her eyes welling. “I love you, okay?”. She leaned in and kissed you softly. “Don’t ever do that to me again”.

“I love you too” you said, before you fell back to sleep with your head on Octavia’s chest. You didn’t care that you almost died, all that mattered was that she was there with you now.

Is it too long? :o

This is my first preference on this blog, I hope you like it!

I can’t decide whether the Octavia one was too short or the others too long, so it would be really cool if you would give me some advice on what you like best.

And please send In requests! I’d like to write more of this stuff

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It is illegal for women to go topless in most cities, yet you can buy a magazine of a woman without her top on at any 7-11 store. So, you can sell breasts, but you cannot wear breasts, in America.

Violet Rose (via c-icatrix)

This is one of my favorite quotes about sexualization/objectification vs autonomy of female bodies bc it’s so succinct

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JASPER – Season 1 - boyfriend

You were sleeping in the tent you shared with Octavia when Jasper, your boyfriend, quietly sneaked in and woke you up, careful not to wake Octavia, too.

“What do you want?” you mumbled.

“Come with me” he smiled. At first you refused to get out of your makeshift bed, but eventually gave in.

You two sneaked out of camp and walked hand in hand for a few hundred meters. Every few seconds you asked Jasper where he was taking you, but he would just laugh and shake his head.

After a few minutes, you got to the butterfly field. Bright blue butterflies lit up the night and you were staring at them in awe when Jasper tackled you to the ground. At first you were confused, but understood what was happening when you felt an arrow going through your tight.

It was the worst, a mixture of burning and blinding white pain. You couldn’t even scream. You tried to move, but the point of the arrow hadn’t gone completely through your leg, and with every move you made you felt it scratching your insides.

Jasper was quick to react. He had spotted the grounder on the tree even before he shot his arrow, so it was a matter of seconds before Jasper threw his knife at him and the grounder fell from the tree. You didn’t know if he was dead or just knocked out, but did it matter?

You covered your face with your hands, trying to be quiet because you were afraid more grounders might attack you.

“Y/N?” Jasper called. You groaned. “Can you get up? How do you feel?”. He started bombarding you with questions and just wanted to tell him to shut the fuck up.

You felt faint and weird, and not the good kind of weird that the nuts made you feel.

“It hurts” was all you could manage to say. You moaned in pain when Jasper moved your leg to take a look at it.

“I’m so sorry, baby” he whispered and you brushed him off. He didn’t need to apologize, it wasn’t his fault.

“I can’t move, it hurts too much” you groaned.

So Jasper carried you all the way back to camp. He walked slowly, because with every step he made you let out a moan of pain that made him want to cry and apologize a trillion times.

When you finally got to medical, Clarke had to push the arrow all the way through and snap it in half, before removing it and giving you something resembling suture points. The procedure was the most painful part out of all that had happened that night, but what made it all a bit more bearable was Jasper’s hands holding yours tightly and his lips peppering your face with kisses every time you needed.

When it was done and you were all bandaged up, Jasper spooned you, careful not to hurt you, and slept with you until noon. You were scared and shocked still, but his arm wrapped protectively around you made you forget about the bad things.

You would wake up every hour because of the pain and would cry out, both in pain and fear, and Jasper just kissed your forehead and brought you closer to him, hugging you tight. That was all it took for you to calm down and go back to sleep. That’s the effect he had on you.

BELLAMY – Season 3 (SPOILER ALERT! If you have missed the last two episodes) – boyfriend

Gina doesn’t exist.

You were just about to walk into Mount Weather when it blew up.

As you were being thrown twenty meters back, all you could think of was Bellamy and how you wished you had known that when you kissed him that morning it was going to be the last time.

Luckily, you made it out alive. Bloody and confused, but alive.

Falling to the ground you had broken your arm and the explosion had made you go temporarily deaf. You couldn’t hear a thing and you were extremely dazed.

The first rescue group did not include Bellamy, as he was still in Polis, trying to convince Clarke to come back home.

Seeing as your injuries weren’t life threatening, they walked pass you to help people who needed it more than you.

Bellamy had no idea you were anywhere near Mount Weather when the explosion occurred. He was pretty sure you were in Arkadia, so when he saw you covered in blood in the grass, he was more than surprised. Tears rose to his eyes as he noticed how still you were. For a moment, he thought you were dead.

“Y/N?” he called, hoping to be mistaken.

Your ears were ringing so bad, but sound was starting to come back at you. You groaned in pain when Bellamy touched your broken arm, trying to catch your attention. He let out a relieved sigh and rubbed his eyes. “Hi, baby. I love you”.

“I’m sleepy” you said, your eyelids drooping closed.

“No, no, stay awake. I’ll take you back to camp, okay?”. You nodded, but didn’t open your eyes. As you were drifting to sleep, you heard Bellamy mumble an apology and then grip your broken arm.

You screamed in pain, but finally opened your eyes.

It went on for a while on the way back to Arkadia. You would accidentally drift to sleep and he would wake you up. You were hating him in that moment, but deep down you knew it was for your own good. Your head injury was pretty serious, from what he could tell, and he didn’t want to risk losing you just because he didn’t have the guts to keep you awake.

You also knew that hurting you hurt him just as much, if not more.

When you got to camp, you passed out and no matter what Bellamy did, you wouldn’t wake up. So he handed you over to Jackson and sat in a chair next to your, hiding his face in hands and hoping that you would be okay.

When you woke up, Bellamy was asleep in his chair next to you. “I don’t know if you remember” Jackson said, pointing to your bandaged head, “but he saved you. You picked a good one”.

“Oh, I know” you whispered, running your healthy hand through Bellamy’s hair.

MURPHYSeason 2 – best friend

You had gone back to the drop ship to get some belts, when some kind of crazed puma jumped on you. You had a knife in your hand, so it didn’t take long for you to kill it, but it was pretty heavy and it managed to make you fall to the ground, breaking your right leg.

After laying on the ground in pain for a few minutes, you remember that Monty’s first radio was still inside the drop ship. It kind of sucked compared to the radios you had now, but it worked and that was enough for you.

You dragged yourself to the dropship, which was less than ten meters away from you, and contacted randomly.

“I’m hurt and I need help, I can’t walk back to camp. I’m at the dropship” you said, and then waited for someone to respond. Mere seconds later, Murphy’s voice rung through the speakers.

“I’m coming”. You let out a sigh of relief and lay on the ground, pressing a hand on your leg to relieve some of the pain. You took a look at it and freaked out when you noticed a bone sticking out of your skin.

When Murphy came running in, you were crying in fear for the first time since the dropship landed on Earth.

Murphy gave you a sympathetic look and knelt next to you, instantly grabbing your free hand.

“Hey, it’s okay” he cooed. “You’re gonna be okay. I’m here now, and Abby is on her way here”. You nodded and wiped your tears.

“I’m sorry I’m such a burden”. He looked at you with a puzzled look on his face.

“What?”

“You and Abby were probably doing really important stuff and you had to stop to come here and rescue my dumb ass”.

“Y/N” he chuckled. “I was jerking off” he laughed. “I’d say this is a lot more important”.

“EW!” you laughed through your tears. “Did you wash your hands?”

“Nope” he said, popping the p. You laughed, knowing he was kidding. “By the way, even if I was doing something important, I wouldn’t mind dropping everything to come save you. You’re my best friend, you always come first. I love you”.

“You too, Murph”. That’s when Abby walked in and after she took one single glance at your leg, she knew she had to set the bone immediately.

So Murphy knelt next to your head, holding your arms and shoulders in place as Abby set the bone. A blood curling scream left your lips and Murphy shushed you, trying to calm you down as the tears rose again to your eyes.

“It’s okay” he cooed, before picking you up and carrying you back to camp. You cuddled into his arms and hid your teary face into his chest. You didn’t let go of him even when he set you into your bed: you forced him to cuddle with you – not that he minded.

“I love you, Murph. Thank you for being the best friend ever and running to my rescue”.

“Don’t mention it, okay? I love you too”.

OCTAVIA – Season 1 – girlfriend

Okay so in this one Lincoln and Octavia are just best friends and they’re not in love, simply because the only person I ship O with is myself.

You hadn’t made it back to the dropship in time. When you noticed the door was closed, you knew it was too late and you needed to run away or you would burn alive.

So you ran away as fast as you could, but got caught in a group of grounders. You managed to take two of them down, but before you could react, the third and final one had slit your throat as you were killing him. Now, the cut wasn’t bad enough to kill you instantly, but it was going to if you didn’t get help. (I’m imagining it kind of like the one Jasper gets in season 3).

You started panicking, because you knew the only people that could help you were in the dropship. You ran for a couple of minutes with your hand pressed against the side of your throat before your head started spinning and you had to sit down.

This is it’ you thought, but then you saw Octavia running towards you. You didn’t know if you were hallucinating or she was there for real, but didn’t have time to question it because you blacked out.

When you woke up, it took you a while to recognize Lincoln’s cave. You were exhausted, probably from the blood loss, and had barely the strength to call for Octavia.

“Octavia” you said as loud as you could, and she ran to your side with some water. She made you drink, trying not to move your neck too much or the makeshift stitches would rip, and then smiled at you.

“I’m glad you’re okay” she whispered, her eyes welling. “I love you, okay?”. She leaned in and kissed you softly. “Don’t ever do that to me again”.

“I love you too” you said, before you fell back to sleep with your head on Octavia’s chest. You didn’t care that you almost died, all that mattered was that she was there with you now.

Is it too long? :o

This is my first preference on this blog, I hope you like it!

I can’t decide whether the Octavia one was too short or the others too long, so it would be really cool if you would give me some advice on what you like best.

And please send In requests! I’d like to write more of this stuff

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