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What if one day he wakes up & its not me that he wants anymore? Everything has been so perfect and he doesnt have a reason to leave but I cant help thinking he could. Hes always telling me "Youre still young, you have lots to learn" I wont be able to handle it the day he leaves. I never expected to be with him as long as we have but I also didnt expect him to stay either. I still dont expect him to stay honestly. Idk whats wrong with me. Im only 19 and Im VERY determined to spend the rest of my life with him.Never have I ever felt that way about someone as how I feel for him nor did I ever want to marry someone. Just needed to get this off my chest. He isnt going anywhere anytime soon but when he does Im gunna be a complete train wreck. Im not looking forward to it & I dont wanna jinks it. I just love him so much that I honestly dont see my future without him in it. Lossing him is my biggest fear. I almost lost him once & I cried for 3 days straight. I hope I can let these scary thoughts go..

When I met you I promised you Id never give up no matter what happens. Ive never wanted something so bad in my entire life💯 Youve made me realize alot about myself and its made me change and grow up alot and for that Im forever grateful😊 You really do bring the best out of me and not many people do that💯 We re so much alike and I love it because we get along so easy and so well👑 Our bond is something so precious and special to me and it only gets stronger everyday💕 We're not the lovey dovey kind of people, we'd rather smell each others feet and proudly rep our own gang(cheerio)😂 We dont have the cute couple pics where we're all kissy & touchy but we do have middle fingers and peace signs thrown out😄 You mean everything and more to me, more than you'll ever know. What we have is so so speical💯 At first I didnt picture things would ever work out and Im sooo glad I was wrong. Pretty sure its safe to say you have a special place in my heart. I think Ive loved you since the momnet we met💯 I think Ill always love you and Ive been proving it for 487 days now😍 I dont know what the future has in place for me but I damn hope pray youre in it❤👌