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Under a Clear Sky, In a World Untarnished,

@sauntervaguelydown / sauntervaguelydown.tumblr.com

There Was Only the Chase // Desdemonakaylose (Dez for short), she/her, queer, gender abolitionist, ten year+ tumblr veteran. This is my main blog, mostly fandom. Feel free to message me for my fic blog or aesthetic blogs.
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I highly HIGHLY recommend this book

I am listening to the audiobook for the second time in two years. You would think it would be boring. It is not boring. It’s got a cutting anthropological perspective on the nature of slavery and conquest and money that lays out China and India and the Middle East (or the Near West if you prefer) side-by-side. Showing how there actually are patterns in the way people treat each other based on the stress position that a particular type of economic system put them under. He even gets into the social origins of patriarchy.

And slavery.

For example, right now I am at the part of the book where he is unraveling Why it was that conquistadors acted so monstrously in South America, and whether it’s really just the natural state of humankind to eviscerate each other in that way. To mount up such atrocities whenever profit is possible. Or- or whether the mechanism of debt, extracted through the ruling European population, had gotten so big and so impersonal that there was no escape from it even for the conquerors, and that their shame, and their resentment, and their fear of debts consuming them, drove them to the worst depravities of the age.

Maybe our nature isn’t actually driven by greed. Maybe we’re torturing ourselves for no good reason, and if we could just imagine a world beyond market capitalism—beyond the impersonal mechanisms of The Market—we might be able to find an escape from it still.

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Fix-it fic vs continuation fic? Playing in the space as it exists vs building new story content afterwards, that kind of thing

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It really depends on the fandom. But I guess I enjoy the logistical satisfaction of a good fix it fic, so I’d try that one first I guess

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Daemon fic vs wingfic :3c

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Wow you gave me two things that I usually avoid equally haha

Daemon fic would be my choice, because wing fic is always boring and I’ve read a few daemon aus that had interesting things to say about characters

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cripplerage

As a wheelchair user I'm trying to reframe my language for "being in the way."

"I'm in the way," "I can't fit," and "I can't go there," is becoming "there's not enough space," "the walkway is too narrow," and "that place isn't accessible."

It's a small change, but to me it feels as if I'm redirecting blame from myself to the people that made these places inaccessible in the first place. I don't want people to just think that they're helping me, I want them to think that they're making up for someone else's wrongdoing. I want them to remember every time I've needed help as something someone else caused.

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for the trope comparison meme, if you've time: regency AU vs apocalypse AU?

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Oh I’m WAY more likely to read an apocalypse fic. Especially if it isn’t a zombie one. It’s not always true that writers like to write the same kind of fiction as what they like to read, but I love the logistical elements of survival as WELL as the emotional intensity of upturning the world.

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lesvegas

I don't wanna e-beg and I don't have the talent to do commissions but if you guys gave me a design idea and I put it on a shirt would you buy it

okayyy ( <3 ) but only because i had to take out a line of credit to pay rent and im still trying to pay it off lol

paypal (ignore the name lol)

Thank you whoever sent me some money ily ❤️

I'm not gonna ask for much more or even make a goal cause I'd feel awful about taking that much without paying it back but. I am just gonna leave this here as proof:

I was unemployed for months waiting for the job I currently have and even after borrowing from a friend I nearly maxed out my card and line of credit just to pay rent. With my paycheck every two weeks I am *very* slowly paying it off little by little but I'm essentially one crisis away from homelessness.

Also here's my Redbubble if you're in the market for a gay fnv shirt or something

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