i messed up

i ackshually forgot how to Make Posts Publicly like i just get anxious thinkigng about what 500 different contingents of people might think of the post and how they might get mad at me and then i smash that backspace button. cant even post “so does anyone like trout” cause im paranoid about the vitriol of the salmon fans u know

i keep getting into friend groups where nothing sexual can be discussed at all which i totally respect but also how do i of all people wind up in those situations

i miss having somewhere i can just yell into the void like ive nveer  felt at home on twitter or any other platform whereas on tumblr i can just say whatever comes to mind and everyone has to deal with it. but mostly i want somewhere to consistently post art again because there seems to be no good art site in existence

i might come back here. hi