It’s about to be 3 years without my best friend. I know she’s protecting me from above ❤️ and my precious cat, Drogo. Khaleesi is still here and I desperately want to get her a companion because I’ve been working a lot and she’s lonely.

A lot of my friends are engaged, in loving relationships and have kids. Kids aren’t in my plan yet, maybe someday. Anyway… an ex of mine got engaged and I couldn’t be happier for her. It’s friggin adorable. What’s crazy is that she’s engaged to an old co worker (he floats at my job sometimes, used to work with him closely a few years ago). Not sure how they met but it’s weird to know someone from a different chapter from their life and now they’re together.

I’m 29 - I love myself. I have a good job and proud of how far I’ve come. Yeah, I had the major setback of having to live with my parents again, but I’m hoping to move out by early next year.

I can’t help but feel like I’m a failure. I have to remember that we all have different timelines and that’s okay. We’ll get to those chapters when we can

A

Haven’t logged on here in a while

I’m watching the hunger games and it reminded me of my tumblr days back in 2010 and nerding out about how great this book was. Oh man and the fan fic 😂

I turned 29 Friday and life is going okay. I’ve been single for nearly a year, still working at the same place. I’m content with life except the romantic part. I can’t remember the last time I slept next to someone - I never got enough time to spend the night with my previous partner (complicated poly situation) so it’s easily been 2+ years.

8 years on T

4 years post top surgery

I’m one happy person :)

I highly doubt anyone will come across this. I’ll come back to this once in a while and see how much progress I’ve made since then

I’m trying so hard to keep my feelings at bay and not fall for you. I’ve never taken things this slow with anyone

She did ask me if I wanted to go pick out a collar for me to wear for her. ♥️♥️♥️ I obviously said yes.

Also, she’s the second person I’ve met with the same birthday.

Sorry this post is all over the place. Outside of that and work, my life is alright. Thankful to be where I am now