Well...Fuck Me, I Guess

First day of life up until 6th grade 

Jumped all the way to Freshman year of High School

Then I cut my hair Junior year, why did I do that

Slowly it started growing back and then….

I finally felt comfortable to express myself (the picture on the left was my debut)

At this point in my transition I am 6 months into HRT

A year on HRT

Over a year and a half on hormones. My transition hasn’t been the clearest path but I am so happy that I am on it.

Update:

2 years since my coming out 

2 years on hrt

2.3 years on hrt

2 and a half years on hormones 

Its been a while since I’ve done an update so here it goes

At this point I am 3 years into my Hormone Replacement Therapy. I’m thriving. 

These pictures were taken days apart and I am 3 and a half years into my medical transition (The picture on the right was also posted by Instagram on all their major social media handles attached with an interview I did with them for International Women’s Month)

During this time I was 4 years into HRT. Clearly living for it.

I am currently 4 and a half years into HRT, 5 years into socially transitioning, 6 years into when i first came out to my community around me and I’m loving life more than I ever thought I would. 

Lil mini update!! It’s my 5 years on hormones and I think that’s quite the milestone to be proud of so here’s some pics since the last update.

Can’t wait to see how the next 5 years go!

I will always reblog this post. It’s so heartwarming.

Iconic Queen

ICONIC THIS IS AMAZING

You’re really pretty what the hell how is that beauty humanly possible????????

Omg she’s so pretty

@white people you have to be careful. i know some of you make a habit of talking over people/restating the points other people make and you’d do it just as easy to other white people as to people of colour but believe me when i say it’s different. it’s different when you talk over a person of colour, it’s different when you say our points again a few minutes later without acknowledging us. maybe for you, it doesn’t mean anything, but for us it’s part of a racist trend that makes it hard for us to feel safe around you. 

you don’t have to be conscious of race to work on simple things like “don’t talk over other people in the conversation” or “don’t restate the points of others without acknowledging them/crediting them.” 

some of you do this way too often and it’s exhausting to deal with because there’s no way for us to point out these trends in behavior without being perceived as oversensitive or delusional. it’s your job to be conscious, to be self aware, to address your own behaviors. and don’t be like “feel free to call me out if i do this” because you and i both know that means you’ll never be called out. people of colour cannot say these things to you to your face, we can only commiserate with our friends behind your back. don’t be that douche, and if you reblog this, don’t add anything to it. 

if there was a restaurant that served popeyes-style chicken and kfc-style fries humanity would already be at its peak

@jakemorph oh i’m sorry i didn’t know i had goddamn bobby flay out here in my notes, i didn’t realize rachael ray was gonna give me life advice over here, “learn to use a fryer you fucking commie,” this comment was sponsored by the food network apparently. fuckin emeril lagasse got shooters out here

I wonder what Christian meme groups are like. I mean some Christians have the biggest victim complexes in the world and if you couple that with first person perspective memes, you’d probably get memes like:

Oh thank fuck it is my time to shine

These are all from a Christian meme group that I joined for some reason but fell in love with

And around 31 October, reformation/Lutheran memes start to make an appearance in my social circles! 

Thanks to these memes, I’m now a born again christian and I see the light, amen

The year is 2092. People are reblogging photos of Lucky Luciano’s body in its casket, his hands arranged in the iconic position, captioning it with shit like “He did it to em for the last time” or “You know he had to do it to em… in heaven.”

Alita: Battle Angel (2019)

In 5th grade some boys hid my desk in the boys bathroom. I was confused when I got to school and it was missing, so I just sat on the floor and read my book until the teacher came in and made them put it back.

I realize now they were trying to trick me into go into the boys bathroom, but no one actually told me that’s where my desk was, and it didn’t occur to me to ask.

Looking back I realize they had to make the effort to get to school early to move it, and I feel a tiny bit of regret for not reacting more.

In 3rd grade Richard brought his new lacrosse set in for show in tell. the ball went missing during class time and at the end of the day we all had to check our bookbags to look for it. I only glanced in mine (I just wanted to go home), but that evening I found it at the bottom of my bag. I was so scared of being blamed, I threw it into the neighbor’s yard and never told anyone.

I found out 2 years later that my bully Luke put it there to frame me, and he was still extremely frustrated I hadn’t gotten caught.

I’m pretty sure Richard got a new ball.

I had a crush on a boy I met in Kindergarten and made NO attempts to hide it because the people on TV were always telling each other when they liked each other. Didn’t work as well as I’d hope (i.e. didn’t work AT ALL and no boy wanted to hang out with me ever after that), but that’s not the point.

Skip ahead to third grade. We had a new kid who was kind of a jerk. One day he asks me if I have a crush and I’m like, “Yeah, [Crush]. And?” Dude turns around and yells to my crush “Hey! She has a crush on you!”

My crush just kinda sighs and is like, “Yeah. I know. Everyone knows. Thanks.”

So this guy was hoping to embarrass me in front of everyone but it completely backfired because I lack the social filter necessary to feel ashamed of my base desires.

One time in like kindergerden some kid stole my shoe and instead if reacting I just went the whole day barefoot. No one questioned it. He got bored of no reaction and just dropped the shoe but by then I was too committed and continued to walk around barefoot.

When I was in fifth grade, we traded papers to grade a spelling test. The kid that graded mine drew a super obvious straight line over a lowercase “u” to turn it into an “a” and then counted it wrong. I showed the teacher and he was fooled for exactly 0 seconds. That kid got in trouble and I’ll never understand how he thought that would work.

Especially considering the word was “cut” and he changed it to “cat”.

How likely is it that a 5th grader will ace a spelling test except for that one word?

I can’t wait to go meet some intresting new npcs in the waterdeep campaign : )

INCREDIBLE PHOTO <3

link below to see:

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credit to: ketul

Zoomed in and found this gem

I think I found someone who knows about the camera

Hello there, observant person!

uh oh

Goddamnit