It’s A Wild Life

Word Count: 1002

Authors Note: Hello all, its been a while since I have written a fic and am really nervous about posting it. Its just an idea so far by I would love your feedback and I would absolutely love to continue it if you want me to. 

 Warnings: Infertility  

Reader and Sam moved away from the hunting life to pursue the perfect apple pie life, reader as a nurse and Sam as a lawyer. Sam and the reader have been struggling with infertility. But what happens when Dean shows up at their New York apartment?  

You had the perfect life. It was like something you could have read in a romance novel, you came from a wealthy and respectable family, you had the perfect childhood, graduated from both high school and university with honours, found the perfect job as a neonatal nurse in the best hospital in New York City, and were engaged to the perfect guy. Life was good, and could only get better. Right?

On the morning of June 6th, 2018 your day started out as any other Monday morning would, next to the love of your life, Sam Winchester. You had met Sam through a mutual friend almost 10 years ago to the day. You were both young when you met, only 15, but the moment you both laid eyes on each other you knew it was meant to be. Again a moment you would read in some romance movie, but this was your life and not some fictional tale.

It was only after 3 years of dating that Sam finally came clean about his past as a hunter, or rather helping his father with hunts. Much to his surprise you had already known about such things as your great great grandmother was a hunter, and every generation after her carried out her legacy. That is until you. Your parents agreed to raise you learning the skills needed to hunt but never encouraged the lifestyle, simply teaching your the skills needed in case of an emergency. But you and Sam both agreed to move away from the life and start the life you both wanted, the perfect apple pie life.

 Anyways back to the morning. As you rolled over to turn off your alarm you were met by a sleepy Sam inching his way over to you, craving your radiating warmth. “good morning sleepy head” you said as you felt Sam drape his arms around you. He let out a soft moan as you struggled to get out of bed. 

“Stay home today, we can stay in bed all day.” Sam knew there was no use in asking but he figured he would try his luck anyways. You loved your job too much to miss a shift, after all he knew that today one of your patients, a little girl born at 28 weeks was finally going to be held by her parents, how could you miss that? 

You laughed just as you managed to displace yourself from Sam’s arms. “Its going to be a good day baby, I can just feel it” you said as you made your way through your 2 bedroom apartment toward your kitchen, but on your way you passed the empty room where someday you hoped a baby of your own would be. And just like that your mood changed, that room was a constant reminder of the perfect life you had yet to have. You stopped in the doorway examining the lonely room, as you imagining the possibility, the echoing of your own childhood and the memories you hoped to share with your hypothetical little one. 

You and Sam had been trying for a baby for the last 10 months, originally it started off as a crazy idea after drinking a little too much with friends, but it soon became something you wanted almost as badly as you needed to breath. After a year of trying to conceive infertility was a large possibility and you were quickly approaching that date. As these thoughts raced through your mind you felt Sam place his hands on your shoulders. “It will be okay, everything will work out” Sam tried to be helpful but the worry was almost too much to bare. One of the first things you learn in nursing school is not to give false hope, and its funny how thats exactly what you wanted to hear right now, the false reassurance that someday you would be able to care for a child of your own. 

You examined the room one more time before finally continuing your way down the hall to the kitchen where you and Sam ate breakfast and then not long after both went your separate ways for the day. About an hour later you arrived at the hospital where you would start your shift for the day. Your shift seemed to drag on for years as the events of the morning weight on you. All you could think about was that in another week you would take another pregnancy test, one that you wanted so badly to be positive. Finally your shift ended and you returned home to a sleepy Sam and an empty room. 

You laid awake thinking about the events of the day, not only your problems but your patients as well, some days it was hard to not bring your work home with you, well today it was impossible. As you watched your patient finally held in the warm and safe arms of her parents the feelings of both joy and resentment flooded your body. They had what you wanted oh so badly, a family. Of course their situation wasn’t perfect, or even close to it but they had a baby, a beautiful family. As these thoughts raced through your head you struggled to sleep. When suddenly a series of seven anxious knocks sounded on your apartment door, with the hunting world long behind both you and Sam your first thoughts were innocent, while monsters were not your first thought knowing your past lives you kept a couple of hidden guns around the apartment. You raced to the door as Sam hurried to the end table nearest to the door removing a gun that was safely hidden beneath. He was immediately behind you within seconds.  You waited for Sam’s okay to open the door, he stood with his gun pointed towards the momentarily closed door, when Sam gave a nod allowing you to open the door you opened the door inch by inch slowly revealing your soon to be brother in law, Dean.  

To be continued? 

Please let me know if you want me to continue this fic, I have enjoyed writing it so far and would love to continue it.