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Status Update: I am not dead, I promise - this blog is... well, I’m not sure if I will ever come back here, but I just wanted you all to know that I still think about you guys and this blog- I miss it a lot, and if you guys want to see whats up in my life, you can follow me over on
fuckingtrevelyan, my personal. It’s a sideblog, but i can follow you on my follow blog, which is the same url but with ‘too’ at the end.
just checking in - you havent been on for a while and i just wanted to check that you're okay. i really hope you are x
Hi! I’m sorry if I’ve worried anyone with my absence - I’ve been having a shitty time with my depression lately, and its made it damn near impossible to do most things, including rping. I’ve lost my mojo for it, and I honestly don’t know if I’m going to get it back again.
I’m going to the doctor this friday and hopefully I’ll get a better antidepressant celexa is just not working for me
and my gallbladder and god knows what else is being an asshole and I’ve run out of money due to medicine costs and depression eating a hole in my food budgetand I’m trying to raise money so I can get home this summer to have my surgery and to just be home (if you can donate even a dollar or something or even just signal boost it I would be so appreciative (x)
and just
I’ve been under a lot of stress and I’ve kept meaning to make a post here to let my followers know that I’m still alive but I just haven’t been able to
so here it is
I’ve been hanging out on my personal, 8lind8luff, so if you want to follow me there feel free (its a sideblog but i’ll follow back with 8lind8lufftoo)
I love you guys and I’m so sorry I just disappeared of the face of the earth, I’d love to come back here eventually, but I don’t know if it will be possible
thank you for sticking with me this long, though, I love and appreciate you all!
Hi, my name is Shay! I’m raising money so my girlfriend can afford to finish the semester and get home to New Hampshire with her family. Lex, my girlfriend, lives in Georgia, and she needs to move home to New Hampshire for a number of reasons - school, family, and her failing health. She needs to have her gallbladder removed, because it (alongside depression and IBS) is causing severe pain that prevents her from getting a job and impedes on her quality of life. What I’m hoping to do is raise is money for Lex to ship what she can of her stuff back home, and for food to get her through the rest of the semester. Because she’s a student, she didn’t qualify for food stamps, and she’s more or less down to her last dollar. I do as much as I can for Lex, but I’m a college student too and I’m barely working enough for myself at the time, so I’m hoping to take advantage of crowdsourcing to find the money. Here’s the breakdown: $200 for groceries for the rest of the semester. $250 for shipping her belongings. $50 for medication. Lex’s intestinal disorders require a careful diet or else it causes a flareup in her abdominal pain, so though the semester isn’t too much longer, healthy eating is key to keep her body in balance. Her medications similarly cost an arm and a leg, and though it’s hard to estimate a good shipping budget from where I am in Texas, I’m doing the best I can with the above estimate. Please help Lex out - it would mean the world to me if anyone could donate a few dollars and help keep her afloat until her surgery.
Me! ||| Lex! ||| Our GoFundMe!
Thank you for everything!
Hi, my name is Shay! I’m raising money so my girlfriend can afford to finish the semester and get home to New Hampshire with her family. Lex, my girlfriend, lives in Georgia, and she needs to move home to New Hampshire for a number of reasons - school, family, and her failing health. She needs to have her gallbladder removed, because it (alongside depression and IBS) is causing severe pain that prevents her from getting a job and impedes on her quality of life. What I’m hoping to do is raise is money for Lex to ship what she can of her stuff back home, and for food to get her through the rest of the semester. Because she’s a student, she didn’t qualify for food stamps, and she’s more or less down to her last dollar. I do as much as I can for Lex, but I’m a college student too and I’m barely working enough for myself at the time, so I’m hoping to take advantage of crowdsourcing to find the money. Here’s the breakdown: $200 for groceries for the rest of the semester. $250 for shipping her belongings. $50 for medication. Lex’s intestinal disorders require a careful diet or else it causes a flareup in her abdominal pain, so though the semester isn’t too much longer, healthy eating is key to keep her body in balance. Her medications similarly cost an arm and a leg, and though it’s hard to estimate a good shipping budget from where I am in Texas, I’m doing the best I can with the above estimate. Please help Lex out - it would mean the world to me if anyone could donate a few dollars and help keep her afloat until her surgery.
Me! ||| Lex! ||| Our GoFundMe!
Thank you for everything!
Hi, my name is Shay! I’m raising money so my girlfriend can afford to finish the semester and get home to New Hampshire with her family. Lex, my girlfriend, lives in Georgia, and she needs to move home to New Hampshire for a number of reasons - school, family, and her failing health. She needs to have her gallbladder removed, because it (alongside depression and IBS) is causing severe pain that prevents her from getting a job and impedes on her quality of life. What I’m hoping to do is raise is money for Lex to ship what she can of her stuff back home, and for food to get her through the rest of the semester. Because she’s a student, she didn’t qualify for food stamps, and she’s more or less down to her last dollar. I do as much as I can for Lex, but I’m a college student too and I’m barely working enough for myself at the time, so I’m hoping to take advantage of crowdsourcing to find the money. Here’s the breakdown: $200 for groceries for the rest of the semester. $250 for shipping her belongings. $50 for medication. Lex’s intestinal disorders require a careful diet or else it causes a flareup in her abdominal pain, so though the semester isn’t too much longer, healthy eating is key to keep her body in balance. Her medications similarly cost an arm and a leg, and though it’s hard to estimate a good shipping budget from where I am in Texas, I’m doing the best I can with the above estimate. Please help Lex out - it would mean the world to me if anyone could donate a few dollars and help keep her afloat until her surgery.
Me! ||| Lex! ||| Our GoFundMe!
Thank you for everything!
So i’m not getting any offers for the commission prices I have so I’m going to do a flat rate of $15 for a shaded black and white picture such as these
I work by the hour, and with all the snow days we’ve had, my pay checks just aren’t making ends meet, and this is the only way I can pull it together for the moment.
I’ll draw basically anything at this point
There’s also a donate button on my blog, should you feel so inclined
" Well, that trip took a bit longer than I thought."
"Apologies; getting your paperwork to clear took longer than expected. Still, nice to see you in the Land of the Setting Sun.”
" Well, at least I've finally arrived, hmm?"
what's the best orgasm you've ever had? do you come harder from different types of sex?
" Well, that's difficult to say. I've had quite a few memorable orgasms, you know."
" And, oh yes. Different positions, different partners... But regardless, as a whole I tend to be quite explosive when I finally climax."
Did you ever have a pet growing up? If you could have one now, would you? And what type of animal would it be?
" Well, I tried taking in strays when I was a child, but none of them ever stayed with us for very long."
" And we do have pets - we have a reptile house near the front of the estate, and then we have Fluffy, our giant lizard, and Pifu, who was my husband and I's compromise when he wanted a cat. He's a Si Wong Desert Cat, which means that he was born without any fur."
" Well, that trip took a bit longer than I thought."
// Sorry for my absence lately - I've been... Eurgh. I think I'm going to be around more this weekend, but until then I have homework that needs to be done, drawing that needs to be done, a fucking essay about 'The Road Not Taken' that needs to be written
and video games that need to be played
and also just I need to get more sleep somehow and take care of myself in the meantime and I am not doing a very good job of that right now (shit in my life is not letting me tbh and I just ugh) at least tomorrow is my last class day of the week.
"Get the fuck out of walmart." The Great Uniter doesn't care about the low low prices, she just wants a better job, damn it.
This this is why I practice drawing so when I'm talking AUs with people I can create sketches to go along with my terrible ideas
aka Kuvira working at Walmart
// *makes angry growling noises at anyone who gets too close* Go aaaaaaaaaway
//Goddamnit tumblr why did you unfollow people
Kuvira's head tilted back to give Su room to work. "How many were there?" she asked, her fingers digging into Su's hips. Imagining Su fighting bandits was such a lovely image.
Her mouth moved to trail slow, sloppy kisses down her lover’s well angled jaw line and she chuckled lightly as she felt fingertips digging into her hips.
" Oh, seven or eight." She mused, her tone light. " I took half of them out before they knew that I was even a threat. The others were a bit more difficult."
"He always gives me that…that look," Kuvira said as Suyin re-situated herself. "The look that says ‘oh sweetheart, at least you tried.’" Kuvira slid off the couch and knelt, pushing Su’s legs apart. "And don’t worry, I’m more than ready to continue." She hooked her fingers into Su’s underwear and pulled them down her legs.
She ran two fingers up Su’s slit, pressing lightly on her clit when she got to it. She knew that even as worked up as Su already was, it would never be as fast as she had just been. But she could still do her best. Looking up at Su, she lowered her mouth to press a kiss just above Su’s mound, deciding to see how much teasing Su could tolerate before she began making demands.
"Are yo+u sure I’m the father?"
" Oh, certainly. There's no other possibility."
Suyin, of course, had already had all of the tests done that were possible at this time. Blood tests, chakra tests- anything that could detail a problem with the baby and with the rest of her pregnancy. So, Suyin knew for a matter of fact that the child growing inside of her was not Porrim Maryam's. It was her husband's, just like the rest of h
There had been the concern, however. Not knowing exactly how troll biology worked had made all of them suspicious, and after weeks of waiting for the results-
Well, she could have a little fun, just a little.
The matriarch and soon to be mother of six kept her expression screwed straight, the smile that threatened to play at the corner of her lips hidden for now.
" You're going to be a father, Porrim, sweetie. I hope you're prepared."
So most of you know I’ve had financial troubles this year. And this month is no different sadly. I work with the school calender and I work by hours. And my paychecks are a month behind. So even though I worked a decent amount in January, I’m getting december’s measly check. On top of that, because of the cold, our utilities were outrageous this month.
Any help I could get would be vastly appreciated. There is a donate button on my sidebar
reblogging
i’m not in a place to do full commissions, but i can do sketches in compensation
