"Better Dexter than, uh, Jeffrey Dahmer," he pointed out, "The devil you know, and all that." The moon was out and bright, not quite full, and it was still easy enough to catch Julianne’s expressions between that light and the lamps casting light from the dorms. "And yeah, obviously I’d help you get rid of the body, and framing other people for things is kind of my specialty, but now I have to ask: are you planning on killing anyone, and if so, can I help? Assuming it’s not someone I actually might miss, in which case I promise I’ll stop you even if it means knocking you out and tying you to a tree." He grinned, feeling almost like a kid again. It wasn’t typical for him to have this kind of lighthearted—in a figurative sense, given the topic of murder—kind of conversation, just for the hell of it. His life was consumed by the prospect of getting ahead, his relationships summed up to strategy, and this was different, this was…good.
He shot her a quizzical smile, unsure of where he stood on love. Marcus would call him frivolous and stupid for it, but there was a part of him that wanted to know what that kind of powerlessness felt like. To know what it would be like to hand over the most essential aspects of your being and let someone else handle them. Certainly, it would be a mutual situation, a two-way street ideally, and that was the key, the source of comfort, because yeah, he’d be vulnerable, but so would they—there could still be a way to have the upper hand, though he supposed that kind of defeated the purpose of letting go.
Oliver held up his hands placatingly, taking a step back. In doing so he was off the brick path, foot sinking slightly into the grass beyond it. “I was just making sure your motivations were the right ones,” he retorted, though, per usual, he’d taken it too far. He knew Julianne, but he didn’t know Julianne, and he’d already thrown her biggest source of insecurity, of weakness, right back in her face—really, he was surprised he didn’t have more close friends. He pressed his lips into a line, brows creased, because he had no idea what it would be like to lose a family member, and he could preach all he wanted but he couldn’t truly empathize. “It’s funny,” he murmured, looking at the ground, “because I don’t like the water. I’m kind of, uh. Afraid of the ocean, actually, I don’t like that at any given moment you have no idea what’s beneath you or what’s in reach or what’s coming. A lot of unknowns. And it’s where you feel safe.” Fear was a strange and discriminatory emotion, he found. He shook his head, a little surprised that Julianne hadn’t hit him, and after a moment’s hesitation, he put a hand on her arm, tugging her in for a hug. Shit, but he hadn’t had this kind of physical contact with anyone in months, maybe years, and for all that he tended to rebel against physical contact at all costs, this was okay. This he could work with. “Anytime, sweetheart,” he said into her hair, which smelled damn good. “Moving back to some lighter questions…cats or dogs?”