@shxmchangmxn

It seemed that, the further away they got from home and the closer to the clouds they got, the more Heenim had relaxed. For the moment, he was leaving all of his worries behind, all of the paranoid glances behind him and the extra steps he went through to make sure his lover was safe from the shadows that followed the demon everywhere he went, but moving around had always meant safety to him. At the moment, he felt very safe.

“Food, of course.” Heenim tossed Changmin an easy smile, weaving them through the crowds of people trying to reach their destinations. It wasn’t often that he actually used an airport to travel around the world, but his sense of direction was more than just a little accurate, and soon enough, he was having to slide his shades off of the top of his head to block his eyes from the sun, flagging down the first taxi he saw. “I figured we would get settled in and then find that place you have been raving to me about since I met you.” Taking the bags from his lovers hands, he placed all of their luggage in the trunk of the car before opening the door for the other to get in.

You were creation, and I was destruction. And by some kind of flaw in the design of nature, we came together, fierce and fiery and with more passion than the world had seen before, but there’s a reason we were never supposed to be together, creation and destruction. Because on my way to kiss you, I felt you crumble under my lips, helpless and willing as long as it meant being mine, but I tried to warn you, so many times did I try to warn you that, no matter how strong you were, no matter how many flowers you made bloom, I would always be right behind you, tearing apart the things you’d brought to life. In my path you stood, and on my way to tear down all that was good, I destroyed the one thing I loved. I destroyed you.

And for that, I am truly sorry.

@goutdedelire