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@wonderlandx-samantha / wonderlandx-samantha.tumblr.com

Sammy. 22. Made everyone listen to Tim McGraw on repeat at my 4th grade birthday party. Working too many jobs in Boston (research coordinator/non-proft coaching track for Boston youth/nanny/front desk at spin studio) but find time to listen to Taylor as I run to each of them.
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Hi fellow swifties! (yes, I’m going to be asking if you can help me get Taylor to notice this :) ) This is my and my younger sister (I am in the pink top and she is the teal). These are our outfits we made for out 4th Taylor Swift concert in Philly on 6/13/15. We’ve been going to every single one of her tours since Fearless and love her so much! It’s been turned into a tradition and we look forward to it every time Taylor comes out with a new tour, album, etc.

Personally, she’s helped me so much. I one day really hope to get to tell her that! I’m 17 and when I was 12 I had anorexia and that carried on for many years but finally I am healthy and happy and going to college next year in Boston! I honestly couldn’t have done it without Taylor. Her music and her confidence and her being a role model has helped me so much. Her qualities are what I hope to have one day. Even though I’ve never met her…I already feel like we are friends, because she’s been there for me through so much. Also she’s just been there on friday nights when my sister and I just decide to have random dance parties to Taylor!

It would mean SO much if you guys could help signal this out to Taylor. She doesn’t follow me or know I exist, but if she could see this before the 13th and know that I exist…like that would be so crazy and unbelievable and I’d definitely be bawling my eyes.

SO If you guys could reblog this, like this, tag this with taylorswift that would mean SOOOOO much. Please it would mean so much, and if you guys need any help getting your posts out, let me know!

Love you all!

Oh my seats are section 119, row 17seats 21&22 6.13.15

taylorswift tree-paine I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU TONIGHT! I LOVE YOU!

wow this is a throwback from so many years ago. I worked so hard on these and it was an amazing concert with my sister

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Haven’t been on in a bit

I haven’t been on tumblr much, but I guess now is a better time than ever to get back to it and catch up! a lot has happened since...

- graduated college summa cum laude

- left grad school for PT (was very unhappy)

- found a great job (in addition to a couple others) that make me happy and let me help others

- currently in an amazing relationship with my girlfriend (and my parents like her!)

- moved in with two old nerdy guys and its definitely an adventure

- ran 5 marathons

- still listening to Taylor Swift :)

What have you all been up to?

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sunsetbabe

In life, we grow up and we encounter the nuanced complexities of trying to figure out who to be, how to act, or how to be happy. Like invisible smoke in the room, we wonder what kind of anxiety pushes you forward and what kind ruins your ability to find joy in your life. We constantly question our choices, our surroundings, and we beat ourselves up for our mistakes. All the while, we crave romance. We long for those rare, enchanting moments when things just fall into place. Above all else, we really, really want our lives to be filled with love.

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Same Taylor!

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hebadelmosa

MY LOVES

this is my favorite thing on the internet

Same… omg. I love this. @taylorswift

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myherotaylor

SWEERAN IS MY LIFE

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starr8889

So cute

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loveswiftlee

My favorite post ever

They’re so adorable.

HOW COULD YOU POSSIBLY FORGET THIS ONE LIKE JUST LOOK AT HER CASUALLY (but kinda aggressively?) PLAYING THE DRUMS ON HIS LIL HEAD AND HIM TRYING TO PRETEND IT DOESNT HURT…FRIENDSHIP GOALS AT ITS FINEST.

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I’m still a little drunk. I feel twice in my life, maybe three times. I don’t know why I don’t feel most times, maybe four. I run. I run everyday. I thought at first it was to make me healthy. Then I did it to make me stronger. I realized though I only run to make me feel. I feel pain- any feeling is better than no feeling. I care so much about it that I get angry when I don’t do well. I’m happy for a little bit when my work pays off. When I run I sweat my emotions so I don’t have to deal with them. I feel when I’m drunk. When I’m on the high the chains have been broken, I just don’t care- I’m careless. Careless is an invaluable feeling when all you do is fret over the tiny things. I’m not addicted. But I get why people do. That feeling that rose had on the edge of the titanic with jack, the love of her life behind her, that’s what you feel. Then you get the low (so that’s why you keep drinking) and you think too much. You overassess about all the little things you just did and wonder why you did it and wish to erase your very existence from the world. When I laugh where my abdomen hurts- that’s a feeling I value the most. It’s the most amazing thing. You are receiving happiness from a world that you don’t deserve anything from. That I don’t deserve anything from.

I don’t know what I am anymore. When you lose an identity that consumes your entire life- what is left? I don’t know. 

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