The comeback.

Hey! Long time no post? Haha. Promise to update from now on. Many moments happened, as in so many. No words can tell what I've been in search for where I been through. 

Anyway, Happy to be back! 

Hay! Finally, I've been waiting for this.

After a long period of time, Finally! I can now officially say that "I had move on". It took me so much critical thinking,Haha! Overthinking instead. Moving on is really a difficult one. 

"Yehey! Yipee"

Mej Ok na :)

Ngayon lung Ako nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob na ungkatin ang lahat-lahat ng nangyare after a Month and 7 days., Ngayon lung Ako medyo NakakaMove-on ng Pakonti-konti. 

Mahirap limutin ang mga naganap, Makikintal at Makikintal ito sa puso at isipan ko magpakailanman. Hindi ko mapakiwari, pero kakaiba ang pakiramdam.

Nawa'y ang pangyayaring ito na naganap sa Akin ay imulat Akong muli sa pagkatuto at idulot sa Akin ang kaganapan na siyang hangad ng karamihan. Wala Akong pinagsisihan dahil bawat kilos ko habang kami ay pinag-isipan at nararapat lamang.

Ang Pag-ibig ay labis na mapaglaro at mapanakit, kung hindi mo ito lalaruin, Uuwi ka na lung na madalas na talunan. Ang Pag-ibig ay mapanukso at mahirap kalimutan, lalo na kapag makailang beses ka nitong sinaksak sa likod at harap ng iyong katawan, bawat sugat magmamarka at magiging hudyat ng karanasan na hindi makakalimutan nino man.

Inaamin ko at tanggap ng Aking sarili na Mahal na mahal ko pa din siya matapos ng lahat-lahat. 

Ang Pag-ibig ay mapangahas hanggang wakas.

Every moment counts.

It's like having him with Time Horizon.

Falling in love with someone is a tough one. You deal with so many things and happenings. Falling debris may come along while you struggle for good love, but as you stride on the rough roads of love you'll always realize that love is always hurting not only happiness.

Memories will be forever not to be forgotten and reminisce at a certain point in our lives. Love memories won't be fading so easily, It would took so much time to eradicate the physical ang emotional pain.

Happiness comes, Yah it really comes, I won't deny for it is inevitable. Staying with him is a bed of roses but time moves rapidly when with him. Very uneasy to feel seeing the effect love create to every other human.

I am remorsing for being in love and loved. I am full of hatred, thou I should not be. 

I am still 17, I should gain more experience.

I am upset by my own premonitions of failing this unrefusable love I had now. It is like tearing my whole humanity into bits.

We wacthed, I watched the Game 7.

SULIT! Tiring. :/

Teeeheeeheee :)

I was quite nervous throwing him this kind of question "How do you feel about Gays?". HAHA! I felt AWKWARD to ask so I decided to hide myself behind the expose of the question. Haha!

If I just only knew that he would answer like this, I wouldn't be an Anonymous.

I regret.

Heeehaaa! 2nd time around.

I never thought for this kind of feeling, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

This 20 year old man undeniably captured my heart for "GOOD REASONS".

used to play basketball at home and even at anywhere. He scored 51 as his highest score. 

Aside from being a Sporty man, He is also a Practical man who makes use of sensible decisions and deal effectively with problems.

Caring for my health is what I totally adore about him.

After numerous calamities comes an extravagant gift.

I can see so much of me living in his eyes.

I spent my life living in a million lies inside me. I wish someone had a talk to me so I can open my unwavering secrets. 

I cursed, I had cursed past this year. I left myself in a box where I don't escape for a year and months. I was demean, deranged and insane for "NO GOOD REASON". I already knew the right path to move myself away from being harm by the nature of love but I don't still catch the message.

I am terrified seeing myself crossing the limits of love. I wish I had a personal adviser on those drama moments. I had undergone countless-mysterious heavy dramas. I don't know what and who threw me to those moments, All I knew was, Jeremy had gone so wrong with the very wrong man. I am a discontented and disoriented man. 

I ran and ran to many other places, searched for answers and got synonymous advices. No one knew that I was just listening without comprehension. I had always brought my heart with me to take part in decision making but my heart overpowered everything that It brought me to a year of stormy nights.

Due to increasing excellence I gained from being the Best Drama Gay Actor, I was awarded by various people as the MARTYR OF THE YEAR 2012. It took me so much emotions to won and brought home the elusive title.

Months rolled by, I wasn't informed of this man who blew me to happiness and heaven. He was just like an angel sent by god to people like me who are mentally challenge by this changing era. I met him 3 days before this post. I am very grateful to our dear lord for making my heart grow fonder once again. 

He is a typical man. I renowned him for being sociable and long-tempered man I have. He accepted me for all that I have and What and Who I am. I don't need to change for him but time will tell what's best for us. He gave meaning to the sleeping quotation that "Love is acceptance". 

From that moment on, I realized that in this life, Magic is always around all we have to do is to wait for the right time to come and everything will be change for best or worst.

--- Aaron Jeremy

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SAY AAAAAAH!

Hahaha! Smile for a great day but I'm not smiling. Lol

Smile to every other people for Good Vibes.

My Smiles did overlapped again.

Kung meron mang dapat maging masaya ngayon, Ako yoon.

I never expected for this kind of feeling. Very extreme and passionate.

My Smiles are overlapping

Well! I can't deny myself for being happy this Tuesday night. HAHAHA! This feeling is extraordinary and unstoppable, I think.

  I can't cease myself from doing so.

Magpakasasa habang nandyan ang Pagkakataon, Panandalian lung yan kaya I-GRAB na.

I will always wear a beatiful smile whatever happens. 

Failure or Not.