Guys~ Thanks for the lovely messages I’ve got because of my last personal. Seriously you guys are the best. Anons were not answered but i read them all.

My last post was a half about breaking up with someone. I’ve been feeling a little bit better after that. Still missing him a lot and stuff, but life must continue. Someday I’ll notice I don’t do it anymore. Hopefully soon, but not THAT soon. I don’t actually think and/or hope he’s feeling the same way as I do, but whatever. I also been dealing with trying not to call or text this person. If I do it… What for? Would I win something?

But, have to say, it was so quick and short yet nice enough. Fucking good while it lasted and actually regret nothing. Just hope to keep him as -kind of- friend and stuff, just bc he’s kinda cool and that. Still can’t believe i got to like him in this short time. Is surreal. Karma, maybe. What I don’t expect is having a relationship soon, in the months or probs years coming. I’m kinda getting so much tired. After this time, when I got to truly appreciate/sightly love this guy at the point the breaking up was ubber painful, I don’t want to go through that again. Maybe years are playing tricks on me hehh

Besides this fucking horrible week and a half, I have nothing good to tell. I’ve been sad, sick, stressed, punished and all the bad shit seems to come all together. So much fun, life. Keep trolling me.

Oh, and I got back to karate last monday. It felt so fucking good, even if… Well, there was an accident and almost broke some rookie’s nose with my head, I was really ashamed. But he made a bad move and my head and his face just *crash* My forehead/ right eyebrow is swollen as fuck i look like a damn monster.

Whatevs, I just came to thank you all and also complain and vent. as always. I’m ok tho but I think I might be offline for a while, I think is the best for me now. I’m not feeling motivated at all to write stupid tweets or take pictures of things, even less of myself, or going through some other people’s shit at facebook or use IMs. Also…Gotta focus on college and stuff. Can’t wait for vacations tho.

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QUICK UPDATE AFTEN 7 YEARS:

YOU’LL REGRET ABOUT THIS BAD JOKE OF A RELATIONSHIP FOR THE REST OF YOUR DAYS XD Also, pedazo de mierda andante, espero te pudras en el infierno XD

P.D. while you couldn’t get over my crush back then... that makes the 2 of us ahahahahah fck myself

THEY'RE COMING BACK

didn’t mean to fall in love with you my apologies sorry

Drew Barrymore as Dylan Saunders (Charlie’s Angels: Full throttle, 2003)

i break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as i am to them

can u believe some people can see a cat & not immediately be filled with absolute unconditional love for that animal. they dont even get the urge to kiss them right on their little baby cat head. thats incomprehensible to me

Helsinki, Finland. 🇫🇮

Plague inc is getting harder and harder…

Y’all know when Mulan is sitting in the rain and watches her parents silhouette disappear as the candle is blown out and then her eyes squint in determination and the music that starts to play and you see her go into the family temple and light a match and bow in respect and then sneak into her parents room and switch the scroll for her hair brooch and then the way her reflection is shown as she pulls the sword and cuts her hair?? It’s literally more iconic than any marvel movie

Y’all know that there is heavy symbolism in that scene to show that Mulan is the spirit of the Great Stone Dragon and that’s why Mushu wasn’t able to awaken it?

im sorry What!! i never knew this! my life feels fuller!!! ahhhh

Mulan sits in the rain underneath the statue of the Great Stone Dragon (who is looking down on her), and suddenly decides on a course of action. She looks up, resolved to go to war in place of her father and runs into the temple where she lights the match and beseeches protection for her family. The stone she bows to and that we see lit up by lightening strike is that of the dragon, whose eyes are looking out after her, lit from underneath by the candles. The scene transitions to the divider in the house that also has an icon of the dragon. where she replaces her hair comb with the summons. Then we see the sword hilt, also the dragon, and as she draws the blade we see her face replace it. She ties up her hair, then as she opens the wardrobe, the handles are also the dragon. After donning the armor, the view shows her facing us, with the hilt of the sword (the face of the dragon) in front of her face, where she then turns the sword to reveal her face, and sheaths it. As she leaves, we flash back to the temple, and the eyes of the dragon flash as her grandmother wakes up.

The Great Stone Dragon resides within her. She is the protector of the family.

After this explanation, the scene where Mushu cannot wake up the stone dragon makes so much more sense. I appreciate the symbolism so much more. I noticed the dragon but didn’t notice she was constantly juxtaposed with the dragon!

Canon accepted.