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Took my knitting outside yesterday to enjoy the clear sky and warm weather. Really need to work on some projects of mine and I'm regrouping my eating and working out this week. With all the stress my food has been horrible and I need to re motivate myself!
#tbt to 6 months ago standing on the outlook after a horrible night of crying in my hotel room. Heartbroken with no one to hang out with on the west coast. Will be hoping for a different outcome this time. Forcing myself to pack. Really hating this hole I've dug myself into and I think I'm just falling further down the hole. 2 days until takeoff back to LA.
7 days until I leave for Los Angeles. Nervous and excited I guess. Need to pack most of this morning and then hopefully headed to the gym later with a friend. Been feeling pretty emotionally tired lately. Haven't even dared to weigh in!
Sorry Tumblr followers. Been busy! Down to single digits for my LA trip and I'm avoiding packing until this weekend for fear of a repeat of last time. People who don't text back drive me up a wall. A simple answer or thinking of you text would help! Cannot wait for a few days off, palm trees, Sunset Blvd, California air. Hoping for a completely different trip this time!
Back to reality. Fallen into an emotional hell pit and I'm not sure how to climb out. Spent time with a friends 3 puppies yesterday to try and feel better. 17 days until I get out west and I'm pretty sure I've been rejected. Why are people so cruel? I can't even have a chance at something? Apparently not good enough😕
Hone today. Cleanse starts Monday. Gym everyday. 22 days until Los Angeles. Extremely nervous.
Universal Studios Day #2. Tomorrow is my last full day to explore the park and I want to live in the Wizarding World forever. Heading home Saturday and back on the wagon hopefully Sunday!
Day 1 complete! So very happy in the Universe of Harry Potter! Day 2 today!
Some years, self motivated and pushing myself. Have back tracked a bit, but coming back again on Sunday after a well deserved break!
Flying out at 3:50pm. Will be in Orlando by 7. So need this little bit of fun and brightening in my life at the moment. So nervous about my LA trip. Starting a 14 day green smoothie cease Monday and increasing activity. So disappointed in myself
Loving my new studio ghibli fleece. Kiki's delivery service is my favorite and jiji is the best part of it! Tomorrow afternoon flying to Orlando from Albany and Wednesday morning I'll get to see hogwarts for the first time! I'll probably cry!! No shame!
2 days until Universal! Last minute packing and I squeezed in a 40 min cardio session at the gym. 29 days until LA and I am so very nervous. No more tears please. Let luck be on my side!
"Be fearless in the pursuit of what sets your soul on fire". Never thought I'd see the day where I wasn't scared to sit on a random promo poster seat without thinking it would break. Now I'm going places I never thought I would and trying things out too! Still along way to go. 6 days for Harry Potter world and 33 days until LA
Harry Potter world countdown at single digits now! Super excited! LA trip is creeping up slowly and I am super nervous and scared. I don't want a repeat of 5 months ago, and a lot is on the line with this trip. Need a guardian angel (preferably Cas from Supernatural! ) or something.
This describes me pretty well. Overthinking will be the death of me! Always concerned with being not "good" enough, or up to the standard. 10 days until I get to Orlando! Need to pack, hit the gym and try not to have a severe migraine today!
#facetoface friday! 120 pounds lost, lots of hard work, regrouping to loose a lot more. Persistence is key. Determination too!
LA trip in 38 days, Wizarding world of Harry Potter in 12. Excited about the first one, nervous and scared for the second.
