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銀河一等星の輝き

@patriciaselina / patriciaselina.tumblr.com

夢を追いかけるですよ。
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jinshi/Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Characters: Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Additional Tags: Title from a K-pop Song, Jinshi's True Name, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Office, Wingman Emperor, Song: FRI(END)S (Kim Taehyung | V), Fluff without Plot, Romantic Comedy, Unresolved Tension, Innuendo, Body Language, Accidental Stimulation, Oblivious, Love Confessions, Communication, Idiots in Love, Love Language, Communication Failure, Drunkenness Series: Part 5 of Ka Corporate Holdings, Inc. Summary:

"So, how are the two of you getting along?"
Even if you ask Jinshi something this specific, he doesn't know what the hell he's supposed to say, either.

Ka Corporate's CEO sends his best people into a harrowing undercover mission...yeah, right. He's just an ordinary guy, shamelessly putting his dear brother and his dear brother's crush into a hotel room with only one bed. When the mission's done for the day, will this finally be an auspicious day for a confession to happen, and maybe more?

The epilogue/extra chapter right after my office AU's "i fall into your heart again".

(tl;dr: modern/office au jinmao, forced/accidental proximity, frogs. hope you like the fluff without plot tag because that's exactly what this is)

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Fengxian/Lakan (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Characters: Lakan (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Fengxian (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Title from a K-pop Song, Song: Singularity (BTS Kim Taehyung | V), Angst, Introspection, Pining, Nightmares, Flower Language, Psychological Horror, Alternate Character Interpretation, Tags Contain Spoilers, Ambiguous/Open Ending Summary:

Other days, he reaches for her, and she comes apart at his fingertips, nothing left of her but weiqi stones that clatter past his feet. Today, he doesn't dare, and miraculously, the Lakan in his dream listens, for once. He will gladly stay still and let her dole out as much of her disgust as she can if it means she'll grace him with her presence, just a little bit longer.

After all, she's the only dream he's ever had, even if this is a nightmare.

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Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jinshi/Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Characters: Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Yao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), En'en (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Xiaolan (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Suiren (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Lakan (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Fengxian (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Office, Alternate Universe, Jealousy, Fluff, Fluff without Plot, Unresolved Romantic Tension, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Childhood Trauma, Possessive Behavior, kabedon, Undercover as a Couple, Title from a Stray Kids Song, Unreliable Narrator, Communication, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Developing Relationship, Tsunderes, Jinshi's True Name Series: Part 6 of Ka Corporate Holdings, Inc. Summary: Maomao knows full well that she is not the kind of person who can give someone their heart-fluttering, sugar-sweet taste of first love. But she doesn't know what this is, either.

Jinshi's voice shifts into something softer, gentler, more earnest, as he takes Maomao's hands in his and leans down to look her in the eye. "Are you really going to be okay with this?"

Maomao knows what he's asking about. Maomao also wishes she did not already know what he means. "Depends on what damned torture devices Suiren's planning on making me teeter on this time."

**3/24 update with an epilogue of sorts: congrats to us for anime s2!

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jinshi/Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Characters: Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Yao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), En'en (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Xiaolan (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Office, Alternate Universe, Jealousy, Fluff, Fluff without Plot, Unresolved Romantic Tension, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Childhood Trauma, Possessive Behavior, kabedon, Undercover as a Couple, Title from a Stray Kids Song, Unreliable Narrator, Communication, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Developing Relationship, Tsunderes Series: Part 7 of Ka Corporate Holdings, Inc. Summary:

The first thing that Jinshi blurts out is "Did I do anything wrong?", and it makes Maomao feel a little bit guilty.
She doesn't think he did.
But why are they here?

Maomao knows full well that she is not the kind of person who can give someone their heart-fluttering, sugar-sweet taste of first love. But she doesn't know what this is, either.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jinshi/Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Characters: Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Additional Tags: Title from a Stray Kids Song, Light Novel Spoilers, Spoilers, Communication, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Love Confessions, Marriage Proposal, ...Technically Series: Part 5 of gathering each fragment of moonlight Summary:

Jinshi's still catching his breath. After all, he had been reduced to a puddle of sweat and screams after his apothecary had been done with disinfecting what she has taken to calling his "latest worst decision".
"Regretting it now?" Maomao chides, her steely eyes judging him with every heaving breath he makes.

If Jinshi didn't know any better, he would have thought his favorite apothecary was feeling sorry for him. But Maomao would never pity him like that...right? Spoilers for LN 8 + the LN 9 prologue.

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pink and green frog-themed AO3 site skin

This one was frustrating at some points but mostly it was just a good time. If you'd like to try it out, I've posted the code (and instructions for how to implement a skin on your AO3 account) here.

as a kusuriya fic'cer i owe u my life (this is a jinshi joke)

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Loulan | Shisui & Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Characters: Loulan | Shisui (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Suirei (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Gyokuyou (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Shenmei (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Half-Siblings, Secret Identity, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Open to Interpretation, Not Canon Compliant, Light Novel Spoilers Summary:

Suddenly, out of nowhere, she hears it. One person's soft voice, barely audible against all the noise. She hears it a little more clearly when the person approaches where she's standing.
"Have to get something to write on," the person mumbles, more to herself than anyone else. It's a young girl's voice, calm and steady in a way Inner Court personnels' aren't usually. "Then, how to send it..."

In another version of reality, Loulan meets Maomao first. An AU with spoilers for LN 4.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jinshi/Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Characters: Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Title from a K-pop Song, Song: Love Me Again (V), Love Confessions, Spoilers, Tags Contain Spoilers, Pining, Slow Romance, Feelings, Developing Relationship, Communication, Lack of Communication, Communication Failure, Mixed Signals, Tsunderes, Fights, Mutual Pining, Jinshi's True Name, Power Dynamics, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Overthinking Summary:

"I know you know exactly what I mean, when I talk like this. So why do you keep pretending you don't? Do you want to be uninvolved this much?"
And - because he's still paying her that ungodly amount of attention he always reserves just for her - he hears the beginnings of her Yes. before she put her free hand over her mouth, in the hopes that he didn't notice. But of course he did.

Jinshi knows full well that Maomao has better things to do than listen to him say he loves her. But she can't ask him to be honest with her and not expect to hear any of this coming. (Spoilers for LN 7!)

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Hi, I just read your fics and I really like them! I really like how you capture the characters' emotions. Can I translate the "dearest, darling, my universe" one to Chinese and post it on weibo? I want to let more kusuriya fans appreciate your works. I will definitely give credits. Thanks!

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hello hello! i think youre the same comment i replied to on ao3, so sorry for this delay in replies - but im all for it, please let me see how it looks like when you're done! i am very interested hahaha. if you ever think of posting the translation on ao3, feel free to relate it to mine too! translations are fun! - spoken, as someone who loves them

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Chapters: 5/6 Fandom: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Jinshi/Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Characters: Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Additional Tags: Title from a Stray Kids Song, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Office, Jinshi's True Name, surprisingly canon compliant?, Mood Whiplash, Dual POV, Co-workers, Partners in Crime, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Canon Compliant, ...to a certain point except for some plot details, Tags Contain Spoilers, Undercover as a Couple, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Time Skips, Food Poisoning, Assassination Attempt(s), Poison, Pet Names, Public Display of Affection, Hospitals, Protectiveness, Telenovela feels, Jealousy, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Unusual weapon Series: Part 4 of Ka Corporate Holdings, Inc. Summary:

Jinshi, self-proclaimed General Assistant to the CEO, is honestly really getting on Maomao's nerves.
Yes she blindly followed his lead into Ka Corporate Holdings, because the title of forensic accountant sounded so fucking cool and interesting and the pay is amazing, but no that does not mean this is ever part of her job description.

Jinshi hired her on a whim, and Maomao accepted, also on a whim. Neither of them could have ever imagined that they would ever prefer to stay together.

This is probably worldbuilding for the office AU, but dear reader, you be the judge. Spoilers tagged as needed!

2/18: Updated with Chapter 5! The fact that I completed anime 19 aftermath analogue right after anime 19 aired is not lost on me, feels fateful somehow.

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Hi!! I've been meaning to comment on your recent fics but I'm still compiling notes lol but I just want to say that I love your Kusuriya no Hitorigoto fics so much, esp Ka Corporate Holdings, Inc. AUs. I also didn't expect to see some SKZ in there haha as a fellow STAY, I'm all for it <3

Looking forward to the next ones! ^^

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ahhhhhh omg hi fellow STAY kusuriya enjoyer!!! ! i am super biased but you have immaculate taste (🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝). thanks for that, i love love love that you've been enjoying that AU so far!!! ngl, am hopefully aiming to finish that AU's multichapter soon so i can focus right back on the oneshots HAHAHA

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OH MY GOD! Houko Kuwashima will be voicing Feng Xian, Maomao's mom. Houko Kuwashima is the voice actress who voiced the heroine of Saiunkoku Monogatari, Kou Shuurei!!! Why it matters to me??? WELL, I LOVE SAIUNKOKU AND KUSURIYA ALWAYS REMINDS ME OF THAT SERIES! Its like she's passing the torch to Maomao to be the next great heroine of the story inspired by Chinese aesthetics and culture!!

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Chapters: 4/6 Fandom: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Jinshi/Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Characters: Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Additional Tags: Title from a Stray Kids Song, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Office, Jinshi's True Name, surprisingly canon compliant?, Mood Whiplash, Dual POV, Co-workers, Partners in Crime, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Canon Compliant, ...to a certain point except for some plot details, Tags Contain Spoilers, Undercover as a Couple, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Time Skips, Food Poisoning, Assassination Attempt(s), Poison, Pet Names, Public Display of Affection, Hospitals, Protectiveness Series: Part 4 of Ka Corporate Holdings, Inc. Summary:

"Everybody, take cover!" shouts a very familiar voice. Without waiting for a reaction, the owner of said voice then reaches for the man at the head of the table, pushing him away so fiercely and quickly that his security can't even respond. The young man's laser pointer clatters uselessly to the floor. He's about to reach for it, purely on impulse, before she screams into his ear again, louder, this time: "You, don't move!"

Her voice is so, so familiar. He could bet good money that he has heard this voice in his dreams.

So this could only be--!

2/9: Updated with Chapter 4!

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jinshi/Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Characters: Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto), Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto) Additional Tags: Introspection, Compromise, Spoilers, Tags Contain Spoilers, Web Novel Spoilers, Title from an IU Song, Canon Compliant, ...to a point, until we get chapter 362 and it becomes, Not Canon Compliant, Communication, Drama, Confessions Summary:

Maomao wants to run. Maomao wants to hide. Imperial Presence, Mandate of Heaven be damned, though it feels like blasphemy to even think it. But - Maomao can't help but look at Jinshi, his confident voice, his balled-up fists - she can no longer find it in herself to run without him, either.

What kinds of decisions are you planning to make for the both of us? Maomao doesn't know who she's asking, but she does know that she wants an answer. Spoilers for the latest WN arc because I can't help myself, apparently.

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hi! i just started getting into jinmao/the anime. i was wondering what the abbreviation WN arc stood for? or is that a spoiler, if i have t read the light novels/manga?

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Hello hello - WN refers to the webnovel, the original light novel (LN) author's...shall we say initial? drafts over on the Japanese self-pub website Shosetsuka ni Narou. Think something like Japanese Wattpad (maybe??). The current latest chapters are beyond the Japanese LN 14 at this point, but if you wanna try your hands at reading them (in Japanese) Kusuriya's Shosetsuka ni Narou page can be found here!

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