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Alexis
I'm pretty lame tbh
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Autistic & ADHD
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mhizzberry

I just wanted to share this article about Palestine's right to revolt and why it is important that we support it. It also has sources embedded in the text that debunk misinformation about them and Hamas. I implore everyone to read it and spread this information around.

Always remember that Palestine was explicitly granted the right to armed resistance by the United Nations, against the zionist occupation. The article mentions the U.N. enshrining that right for occupied and colonized people, but the U.N. also explicitly named Palestine in the resolution, as well as Namibia and Zimbabwe who were also fighting against apartheid and illegal occupation.

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RAFAH, Gaza Strip (AP) — More than half a million people in Gaza — a quarter of the population — are starving, according to a report Thursday by the U.N. and other agencies that highlights the humanitarian crisis caused by Israel’s bombardment and siege on the territory in response to Hamas’ Oct. 7 attack. The extent of the population’s hunger eclipsed even the near-famines in Afghanistan and Yemen of recent years, according to figures in the report. The report warned that the risk of famine is “increasing each day,” blaming the hunger on insufficient aid entering Gaza. “It doesn’t get any worse,’’ said Arif Husain, chief economist for the U.N.’s World Food Program. “I have never seen something at the scale that is happening in Gaza. And at this speed.” ... At the start of the war, Israel stopped all deliveries of food, water, medicine and fuel into the territory. After U.S. pressure, it allowed a trickle of aid in through Egypt. But U.N. agencies say only 10% of Gaza’s food needs has been entering for weeks. (Dec. 21, 2023 | Source)

DON'T LOOK AWAY.

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the amount of completely inaccurate and borderline offensive versions of holocaust history ive seen lately, mostly for the repulsive purpose of defending western civilization, makes me feel like physically sick sometimes lmao. i can not believe i just saw someone say that unlike other genocides there were no economic incentives for the holocaust. im going to fucking scream. i hate to be this way but please if you never fucking studied this just shut the fuck up. cause its really obvious a lot of you guys havent. jsyk i think maybe around 15% or less of property and assets stolen from jews was ever returned

the causes of the holocaust can not be vulgarly reduced to economic factors by any means, but to differentiate it from genocides perpetuated by western countries in africa, latin america, and asia that brutally murdered and enslaved hundreds of millions of people through colonialism and imperialism by saying that the nazis were uniquely irrational is to reject to continuities between western civilization and fascism, and the violence at the heart of western civilization. its a childlike understanding of rationality and irrationality that also implicitly agrees there is something rational about destroying an entire people, if they have a resource you want. its also absurdly ignorant of the many ways that land theft and accumulation of capital and forced labor featured into the holocaust, the entire organization of its facilitation, just basically any economic history about nazi germany and its policies. and its hypocritical on a philosophical level

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the adhd urge to spend $100 on a fancy planner for the new year even though you'll use it 3 times then forget about it

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My reality has always been my own. Since I was a little girl, I've lived in my own little world, oblivious to what was happening around me. The fact that I can't connect with the outside world still bothers me.

It's not just daydreaming or some fancy stuff. It's more like a complete disconnect from other people, as if we're living on different wavelengths. Now that I'm older, I worry that I don't feel enough. No matter how many therapy sessions I go through, it feels like I can't share the weight on my shoulders.

I feel like half a human, like something's broken inside me. I know there's something off, maybe not entirely wrong, but it's distressing. The only company I really enjoy is my own. Other people bore me easily, and I don't find them interesting on a deep level. It's not that I think I'm better than them, I just can't stand being around them. I simply don't care about them; they require too much effort, and I'm tired. It's frustrating to see how effortlessly others form and maintain relationships while I struggle to bond. I can't figure out what it is about them that makes it so difficult for me.

And maybe that's the kicker—I don't think I've ever truly bonded with anyone. Not my parents, not my siblings, or anyone else. Now that I think about it, it's always been just me.

- Solivaga

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i wasnt diagnosed as autistic until i was 19 and adhd until i was 20, while it gave me a lot of answers about why i did things the way i did. i also learned that i have been masking my entire life because traits i showed, i was punished for them.

because of this i have no idea who i am, i feel like an empty shell of a mythical creature pretending to be a human. no matter how well i pretend to be a normal person, everyone always figures out something isnt quite right and then punish, infantilize, take advantage of, and hurt me.

i never understand what im doing wrong because i think that im doing everything right bc ive studied, practised, and copied every social thing or mannerisms to what i thought was perfection

ive always been told that im too much. too emotional. too sensitive, too spoiled. too picky. too rigid. just too much. ive lost friends and other relationships for being too much. i always feel unloveable and unwanted no matter how much people around me say they do, because i dont think they love the true me, just the mask me. i dont want to mask anymore i dont want to be exhausted all the time

i dont want to be afraid to be me

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samijami

I hate how I'm expected to grow out of my learning disabilities

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