he doesn't say goodbye, he lets go.

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Anonymous asked:

I think of you somehow as Erwin's mother. I'd say the news of your pregnancy makes that vibe stronger somehow (congrats on the baby, btw!! i wish you both rich health). You also come off as someone who is very organized, who likes both lonetime, but appreciates times with friends just the same. Honestly, you come off as a badass woman.

Anonymously tell me what kind of vibe I give off.

this is so fucking cute. i am not much of a badass but i kinda wish i was. i am not the most organised person; i’m kinda messy. you got the alone time thing right though. i’m a major introvert and i get very tired very quickly when i’m around a lot of people. 

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 thank you for your message! i’ve been having somewhat of a crappy day. i’m all stress-y over the baby and everything. this cheered me up. 

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“Oh, no she didn’t, sir. She just handed me the papers and sent me on my way, regardless if I was busy or not.” Not that Amelia minded doing such a thing, she didn’t mind helping out, even if it was in the smallest of ways such as delivering papers.
Her chestnut eyes still scanned the documents to see if her eyes could spot something that would indicate what the illogical report was really about, even if it was only a hint.
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“I don’t think I can… translate whatever is going on, unfortunately.” Her brain felt shot just by trying her hardest to even read some of the scribbles. She offered a soft, apologetic smile as she handed the papers back. “She did mention a… experiment she was going to be doing, perhaps that’s what the reports about? I’m sorry to say I can’t really help you out with this, commander.”
“However, if you do need help with anything else, I’d be happy to help.” Amelia bowed her head slightly, it wasn’t like she was doing anything terribly busy.

erwin sighed and placed his head in his hands, taking a deep breath before looking back up at the soldier with a small smile.  i should not concern you with this but thank you for trying.

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he wasn’t one to show his exasperation so openly. he was a master of masking his emotions, of not allowing people to see how he truly felt.  but he was tired. he had been awake all night, staring at documents that slowly melded together, written words warping and tangling together. 

he took hange’s report from the extended hand before placing it at the top of the evergrowing stack of papers that demanded his attention. he made a mental note to ask the scientist about it later and to remind her that he didn’t understand her particular brand of genius... or perhaps he’d just reach out to moblit instead.

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@blondbastard wants to play ! // ( starter call ! )

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“M-M … MMM … MISTER ERWIN NEEDED P-P … PENS … ?” her words are posed more as a question as Ariana lacks certainty in them; pens are what Levi told her to bring to the Commander, right … ? Or … was it PAPER? Confusion leaves little Ari with a perplexed expression, offering up the pens with a tilted head and furrowed brows with reluctance – she can only hope she got it right. “—I … I can’t r-r … re … remem … mem … ber …”

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&& ariana.

erwin glanced at the door when it opened slowly and was forced to double-take when his guest was a lot smaller than he had been expecting. ariana was a curious little girl and erwin found her company charming; she was a lovely break from a cruel world. he put the file he had been handling down, holding his hand out for the pens grasped tightly in her fist. 

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these are exactly what i needed! ” he said, a smile touching his lips as he took them from her. they were assorted colours and erwin was fairly sure that he wouldn’t be able to use the pink on official documents but it was the thought that counts.

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apologies for the small break. i haven’t been very well and then the funeral was on friday and it was not a good day, forcing me to take a few days to do absolutely fuck all so i can stop getting upset at the thought of coffins. 

should be back regularly now. 

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🎡 - what have you done to the character to make them unique to you?

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late munday questions.accepting.

🎡 - what have you done to the character to make them unique to you?

i very genuinely do not know. i haven’t really thought about what makes me different to other erwin rpers. i doubt i’ve done anything particularly unique to him but i hope i’m doing something right.i don’t make him as serious as he should be, i know that. i can allow him to have a joke and he doesn’t take everything to heart. i write him more laidback than his situation should allow him. 

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