Avatar

[Will Graham]

@notmykindacrazy / notmykindacrazy.tumblr.com

Avatar

OOC:

Yo, it’s been 8 years since I last touched this blog. I’ve (within the last few years) returned to Twitter RP. Just wanted to know if any of my old mutuals are still around and writing, and if so, please let me know if you’d like to RP with me again. I don’t do Will anymore and probably won’t ever again. But I do another character entirely now in a completely different fandom that’s a bit more relaxed and easier for me to jump into in and around RL commitments. I’ve debated returning to Tumblr RP but I have no idea what all you cool kids do on here. I’ve lost touch with most of you but if you’re still around and keen to write, please hit me up! 

Avatar
We will be monsters, alone in the world, but we will have each other.

Frankenstein (Mary Shelley )

Avatar
reblogged

Perfect Murder; Closed

---
Clarice watches his eyes flick to the door confirming their privacy and she takes it as a good sign.
"Hypothetically." She repeats, the inflection placed on all the wrong syllables to alter her actual intention, but it was something one might not pick up if they weren’t listening close enough.
She slowly walked to the opposite side of the desk from him letting her finger trail over the papers and files. It felt intimate to her, standing in his usual space, and she looked up at him taking him in. Will seemed altered now somehow. The change she witnessed had been gradual since his lectures had commenced, and there was a tingle on her skin when she thought she could see the darkness seeping around the edges. It was his subtle use of ‘us’ that intrigued her, and she rolled the words silently over her tongue like something delicious emboldening her to go on.
"You like to talk about justice…or getting justice for the victims. Sometimes…things slip through the cracks, the perp gets off on a technicality, or there isn’t enough hard evidence even though you know who did it." She replies, her eyes narrowing slightly and there’s a smirk pulling at the corner of her mouth. "But I’d never use FBI cases….too close to home…traceable. I’d use cases with no known association…something local, that anyone could read about in the paper." She watches his face for a reaction and can’t help but add, "What about you?"

She drops hints between all the silences of her words and Will latches onto them as crucial pieces of evidence. It doesn't feel intimidating or threatening to have her in this space, to touch whatever her fingers come in contact with, leaving only the faintest smudge of a print behind.

"I'd focus on making sure that those that did unspeakable acts, were punished. It's a...flaw, in our system, that lets people, guilty people, off on charges. Evidence can be created, tampered with, even destroyed. But guilt, can not."

He looks down, tapping idly on a file.

"It can be frustrating when you can't punish those that you know, without any doubt, did the crime."

Avatar
---
If Arthur registers this, he doesn’t say a word — only turns his curious smile to the floor and allows the shadows to swallow it. The heels of his shoes tap in an irregular rhythm, a slight limp in his step. But nothing more than a twisted ankle. 
His breath, however, hisses as he eases himself into the vehicle, features twisting briefly in pain. Fingers stiffen and pale against his blazer, recoiling from his side, and an ache in his hips springs hot to life. Seems the rush is finally wearing off.

Will notices but he doesn't say anything until they're well on the road, enough time for him to decide on what to say. "There's painkillers. In the glove-box." Quite a few actually. Bulk boxes fit neatly in there, as well as the desk in his office. It's the stash at his home that's probably more concerning. "There's also something stronger, at home. If you're willing to wait. We're...almost an hour out." He sounds apologetic, sharing Arthur's pain for every bump in the road. "I'm...starting to suspect there's quite a lot more about you other than your study of dreaming."

Avatar

Cxrebral ] Closed

---
     it’s more than that though.            charles realises this almost as soon as      the words leave will’s lips,  dripping like half-truths in the space between      them. there’s a tension, not yet palpable but very much there, in the lines      of charles’ shoulders,     and feet ache to curl toes in towards the ground. 
                             his toes remain still and charles wheels forward, eyes                              bright in the dim lighting of the lecture hall.   fingers no                              longer shake,     but clench the slightest bit around the                              rim of his wheelchair.   will’s mind is a minefield,  and                              he’d        much        rather       avoid       an       explosion.
                               ❝ it’s wonderful work you do, my friend,                                        though not the easiest, i presume. ❞

Will smiles, but it looks strange and self-deprecating, pulling muscles that appear painful on his face. It doesn't at all soften his expression. "I'm not sure I've ever heard it described as...'wonderful'."  That's too light a word for such a dark place. After a slight pause he adds, "Not the easiest, no." But that would only be a half lie. It's the ease of it that takes a toll, to so readily accept the mind and state of a killer upon himself. Already his efforts have earned him the fear of others, extending their wariness of whatever rumors trail after his name around the halls. It's the ease of it all that frightens even himself. As though remembering their environment, he rolls his shoulders once before reaching for the frame of his glasses, grounding himself. "Are you...here, for a lecture?"

Avatar
reblogged

Pestilence]

----
How endearing. Pestilence was curious, of course, in the most sinister way possible, but it was curiosity nonetheless. Flashing a charmed glint of teeth in a smile, the Horseman inclined his head. The time would come to introduce himself - properly, at that - but it wouldn’t pay to scare him. 
"—Oh, I’m no one important. Promise."
"I’m a doctor. ID specialist. But I like to dabble here and there." 
"One could argue that a doctor is...an important person," he notes. "Unless you feel your work is, mediocre. Or you are simply attempting to sound modest."

The briefest grin made Will uneasy and he shifted his weight as a telltale sign.

"It's...preferable to extend one's own interests." 

Avatar

Starter; Closed] Adopt, Acquire, Accept

--------------
█ ▌ ✖ » She’d made the call on a whim- fingers brushing over the old ad she had clipped quite some time ago. Chances were the poster had already adopted out all the dogs they wanted to, so this call would be pointless; but she forced herself to try anyway. One hand held the phone to her ear, while the other drummed fingers on the tiled counter in a rhythm that matched the still ringing phone. There’s a sigh, and the blonde considers hanging up, but then someone answers, and Bedelia collects herself as quick as she can.
                             ❝———This is probably a long shot, but you                                              posted an ad in the paper a little while                                              ago, wanting to adopt out dogs ? If you’re                                             still accepting, I’d love to help you out with that.❞ She had always been a woman who got straight to the point, often coming across as abrupt, but it was simply how she was- she hoped that Harris didn’t think her rude for not bothering with introductions just yet. She couldn’t say she wouldn’t be somewhat disappointed if Harris turned her down- it was becoming apparent to her that she needed to sort her life out, hiding away in her home for the rest of her days wouldn’t be her any good, and a dog was as good excuse as any to get out that front door.                              ❝———Unless you’re not looking to adopt                                              them out any more,in which case I’m                                             sorry for bothering you.❞

The voice was soft but clipped, direct while trying not to be, Will imagined. No introductions, no attempt at small talk. Will would have usually preferred that approach, not one to enjoy socializing or meaningless attempts to connect with a stranger... But when it came to his dogs - Will found himself requiring more.  He needed to make sure whoever he was giving the dog to, would be a safe and caring individual. There was no need for the dogs to suffer under a cruel owner and Will wanted to weed those out from the applicants. Scratching at his chin, he looked his dogs over. He didn't feel all that prepared to part ways with any of his current pack. "The offer is still open." A pause. "Have you had any...previous experience, in caring for dogs?" Not wanting to leave it just there he couldn't help but add with a stumble, "I...also prefer for those interested to...see the dogs for themselves. Before making a choice to, adopt."

Avatar
Send a ✺ for my muse’s reaction to yours hitting mine out of anger

The punch to the gut winded him, and Will let the hit take him down to a knee, a submissive gesture that was probably the quickest way for him to cut through Arthur's anger. Or so he'd hoped.Obviously his word had no meaning, especially since he'd already gone against what he'd said and intruded on Arthur's dreams like this. But the compulsion, the overwhelming desire to connect had been pushing and pushing at Will for days since learning Arthur's capabilities for the drug.He'd been unable to help himself."I put my curiosities before your own wishes and...your privacy. I...can only say that I'm sorry but I know it would be meaningless now. I've never been very good at...keeping out of other people's business."He swallows, tries not to let his mind wander with how the natural reactions of the body filter into this dreamscape. It feels so much like reality. Perhaps even more."I don't know how else to be."

Avatar

Ciel & Will

<
Either the joke flies over Ciel’s head or he’s neither amused nor offended enough by it to react; he idly leafs through the pages until he comes upon the last few, which have nothing in them, and then flips the photobook closed again.
"It’s my company now," he shrugs. "If anyone has anything to say about it, it isn’t my problem."

"No, I suppose not," Will replies mildly, watching Ciel's expression. It was so difficult to connect to the boy, a reaction he's unable to help within himself. But at the same time, he always comes against a wall that felt so jagged with cut glass that every time he pushed at it, his hands came away bloody.

"If you're interested in more photos, I'm sure there's plenty others to be found that I've forgotten about."

Avatar
reblogged

Pestilence]

<
"More than informative, honey. It was enjoyable."
He seemed quiet. Pestilence, of course, didn’t blame him — the topic of Graham’s other work came to mind but he brushed the prospect of mentioning it aside.
Best to play it nice.
"Of course, I’m not a pathologist, but I do find it interesting.”
Will didn't even bat an eyelid at the nickname, though he couldn't stop a faint jaw twitch at hearing it. Endearments, using compliments, features found within others that wanted to make a connection, to tie themselves to  another - to socialize. 

"Then what exactly is your field of study Mr--?"

Avatar

<:

     ”Listen. Listen ta that. D’ye hear that? Y’know what that is?
                      — It’s nothin’. Nine in th’ mornin’ and there aren’t even                                         any bees buzzin’. Don’t y’ find that a bit odd?”

"I'd prefer the sound of silence, though I admit the...extent of it is, unsettling."

You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.