Holy shit, i got nowhere else to put this.
But the hottest thing that has happened to me the other night can be summarized by his statement, “that was aggressive … almost violent”
Holy shit ….
Holy shit, i got nowhere else to put this.
But the hottest thing that has happened to me the other night can be summarized by his statement, “that was aggressive … almost violent”
Holy shit ….
Like when you just don’t think or know if it’s worth fighting for anymore. I’m not saying i don’t love him, I’m saying that I’m tired that I️t seems like I’m the only one who cares anymore and that hurts a lot. How I keep trying to make things better and fix things but I️t also feels like I’m the only one doing that and I’m actually fighting again him in this. I️t genuinely feels like I’m suffocating and there’s nothing i can fo about I️t. Because I either go off alone and suffer or I stay and feel alone.
So… this hasn’t aged well at all, the whole situation has repeated itself once again.
You know people say that they learn from their mistakes but the truth is that they don’t.
Look at me. It’s i wanna say- at least 4/5 years later. I’m not longer 18, 22 +some , and yet i find myself laying next to a man who i cannot trust.
Who i know is actively lying to me, who is talking to other girls. And see here’s the thing.
I told myself I’d never end up in this situation ever again. That i was never going to tolerate feeling like the second choice, and past that, that i was never going to let some low grade acne filled man who doesn’t even brush his teeth make me feel like I’m worthless.
So with that, where the fuck does that leave me- where was my lesson learned- when do i feel that indignation, strength, to get up and leave.
Well- 2/8/22 you suck as well
The amount of temptation I’ve resisted should be enough to make me a saint
He offered to cuddle today
He leaned back, looked at the stars
And went
Come look at them with me, his arms wide open
I looked out my window instead,
Barely noting them
“Yeah, they’re amazing”
I said
Forcing myself to stay away
The previous words had been
“I’m just not into dating, I’ll fuck tho”
With my “yeah no i understand” following that
You
I really fucking can’t with you
Why do you do this to me
You sit there
Holding my hand
Stoking my hair
Planting kisses on my forehead
Telling me how someone someday will be lucky to have me
You have me
Do you not feel lucky?
You say i have a big heart, almost as beautiful as my smile
That any guy should be honored to have them
But you have them
Why don’t you want them ?
It took a shit ton and some drastic shifting in relationships. But i am the best i have ever been and getting better each day.
Thank you to everyone who made it possible.
Everyone.
You made me question everything about myself
He made me love everything about myself
no one talks about when you have to breakup with someone you still love. is it because it’s uncommon or because it’s something that you’re supposed to conceal? it’s not a normal ending, you sit there breaking someone’s heart while simultaneously breaking your own even though you know it’s for the best. when it’s over where does that love go, because all i feel is it sitting next to the guilt- i can’t believe i hurt them, why didn’t i just give it a little longer, this is my fault. and the regret- what if it was the wrong choice, maybe we could have fixed it, i want them back. but you know things weren’t working, you know love isn’t always enough.
4am
Fuck
I mean i only have myself to blame
I’m the one that let you back in
It’s been almost a year i think
I don’t remember the last time we talked
And now we’re joking like we were back then
It feels the same
You use the same words that had me wrapped around your finger
Back then
And yet i haven’t learned my lesson
Because I’m still at your beck and call
this was the single greatest moment in modern television
i relate to female avengers because i too would risk my life for Peter Parker after having known him for like 3 seconds
#when is chris evans not steve rogers though
I have
no idea
what you’re
talking about
i do believe this is my fifth time reblogging this
apart form sebastian though he goes from this to this
seb’s the weird cousin
This is amazing oml
Seb’s the fanboy they grew to connect with the audience
@snowyseba This explains everything!
I’ve only seen this post in screenshots on pinterest. I love it.
I think you missed the other fanboy…
Love this
Everybody says Seb isn’t like Bucky… but he IS. He’s Bucky without a mask on. Bucky’s always wearing some sort of mask. Even around Steve. Seb is what Bucky would be like if he’d had the chance to just ~be~.
UH THIS
Um we’re forgetting someone…
ITS FINALLY ON MY DASH YESSS
Not to forget our “Wizard”:
Aldjaksnana
I’ve found it. I’ve found the perfect post.
it’s on my dash jdnckdmd
these dorks lmaoo
I love everyone omg they’re all so amazing???
Don’t forget
Chris looks so hot in that first gif set
Omg I found THE original post! Holy shit I’ve only ever seen screenshots of this!
This post pops up on my dash every few months and I will never not reblog it.
This is too good to not reblog
Everybody see this, this is the quality trash I came to Tumblr in the first place.
This post gets better and beter everytime I see it.
this is epic
Remember when that cop pepper-sprayed students in 2011? UC Davis paid $175K to scrub it from the internet’s memory https://t.co/5prbgrx1WL
— Xeni (@xeni) April 14, 2016
Nice try fuckers.
$175K wasted with every reblog.
Let’s sure they DON’T get their money’s worth.
better to lose people not meant for you than to exhaust yourself trying to impress, love, help, and grow with people who never will be