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This Is It.

@cant-hold-0n / cant-hold-0n.tumblr.com

The real me
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Holy shit, i got nowhere else to put this.

But the hottest thing that has happened to me the other night can be summarized by his statement, “that was aggressive … almost violent”

Holy shit ….

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reblogged

So what do you do when you give up….

Like when you just don’t think or know if it’s worth fighting for anymore. I’m not saying i don’t love him, I’m saying that I’m tired that I️t seems like I’m the only one who cares anymore and that hurts a lot. How I keep trying to make things better and fix things but I️t also feels like I’m the only one doing that and I’m actually fighting again him in this. I️t genuinely feels like I’m suffocating and there’s nothing i can fo about I️t. Because I either go off alone and suffer or I stay and feel alone.

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cant-hold-0n

So… this hasn’t aged well at all, the whole situation has repeated itself once again.

You know people say that they learn from their mistakes but the truth is that they don’t.

Look at me. It’s i wanna say- at least 4/5 years later. I’m not longer 18, 22 +some , and yet i find myself laying next to a man who i cannot trust.

Who i know is actively lying to me, who is talking to other girls. And see here’s the thing.

I told myself I’d never end up in this situation ever again. That i was never going to tolerate feeling like the second choice, and past that, that i was never going to let some low grade acne filled man who doesn’t even brush his teeth make me feel like I’m worthless.

So with that, where the fuck does that leave me- where was my lesson learned- when do i feel that indignation, strength, to get up and leave.

Well- 2/8/22 you suck as well

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The amount of temptation I’ve resisted should be enough to make me a saint

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He offered to cuddle today

He leaned back, looked at the stars

And went

Come look at them with me, his arms wide open

I looked out my window instead,

Barely noting them

“Yeah, they’re amazing”

I said

Forcing myself to stay away

The previous words had been

“I’m just not into dating, I’ll fuck tho”

With my “yeah no i understand” following that

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You

I really fucking can’t with you

Why do you do this to me

You sit there

Holding my hand

Stoking my hair

Planting kisses on my forehead

Telling me how someone someday will be lucky to have me

You have me

Do you not feel lucky?

You say i have a big heart, almost as beautiful as my smile

That any guy should be honored to have them

But you have them

Why don’t you want them ?

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It took a shit ton and some drastic shifting in relationships. But i am the best i have ever been and getting better each day.

Thank you to everyone who made it possible.

Everyone.

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You made me question everything about myself

He made me love everything about myself

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no one talks about when you have to breakup with someone you still love. is it because it’s uncommon or because it’s something that you’re supposed to conceal? it’s not a normal ending, you sit there breaking someone’s heart while simultaneously breaking your own even though you know it’s for the best. when it’s over where does that love go, because all i feel is it sitting next to the guilt- i can’t believe i hurt them, why didn’t i just give it a little longer, this is my fault. and the regret- what if it was the wrong choice, maybe we could have fixed it, i want them back. but you know things weren’t working, you know love isn’t always enough.

4am

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Fuck

I mean i only have myself to blame

I’m the one that let you back in

It’s been almost a year i think

I don’t remember the last time we talked

And now we’re joking like we were back then

It feels the same

You use the same words that had me wrapped around your finger

Back then

And yet i haven’t learned my lesson

Because I’m still at your beck and call

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#when is chris evans not steve rogers though

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stravaganza

I have

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no idea

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what you’re

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talking about

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i do believe this is my fifth time reblogging this

apart form sebastian though he goes from this to this

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seb’s the weird cousin

This is amazing oml

Seb’s the fanboy they grew to connect with the audience

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itsanerdlife

@snowyseba This explains everything!

I’ve only seen this post in screenshots on pinterest. I love it.

I think you missed the other fanboy…

Love this

Everybody says Seb isn’t like Bucky… but he IS. He’s Bucky without a mask on. Bucky’s always wearing some sort of mask. Even around Steve. Seb is what Bucky would be like if he’d had the chance to just ~be~.

UH THIS

Um we’re forgetting someone…

ITS FINALLY ON MY DASH YESSS

Not to forget our “Wizard”:

Aldjaksnana

I’ve found it. I’ve found the perfect post.

it’s on my dash jdnckdmd

these dorks lmaoo

I love everyone omg they’re all so amazing???

YES

Don’t forget

Chris looks so hot in that first gif set

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jrubalcaba

Omg I found THE original post! Holy shit I’ve only ever seen screenshots of this!

This post pops up on my dash every few months and I will never not reblog it.

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lokis-helmet

This is too good to not reblog

Everybody see this, this is the quality trash I came to Tumblr in the first place.

This post gets better and beter everytime I see it.

this is epic

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