I watch as you put him on a pedestal but not just any pedestal,
one that you built on your
hands and knees
all by yourself.
I don't know how you do it because I am not a construction worker so I don't understand,
but somehow you build it anyway
& when you put him on top and try to get up there with him
he kicks you off because
he won this game he plays and only him
&I try to catch you as you fall, but I can't
& you are broken on the ground,
but you don't give him a penalty.
You get back up and build him a higher and wider pedestal
hoping he will let you stand with him ,
but he doesn't.
& my heart breaks everytime I have to pick you up off the floor.
Please stop making my heart break and build a pedestal for yourself.
for someone I love