While i’m on here updating the redirect page, gonna post the link to the blog ONE last time. Still have a lot of followers here so if you need me find me there
Okay so this is how things are going to go... I need a new start. Clean slate, full reboot, complete do over.
No, I don’t mean i’m going to drop all threads and make it so none of my ships ever happened and just keep going on this blog, because I refuse to do that. No, I mean I am going to be leaving this blog.
But not these muses
Let me just make that very clear. I am simply going to be archiving this blog and transferring everything to a new, fresh blog with no followers, no drama, and no past history.
I thought I was moving past the drama in my life on here, I really did, but i’m still getting hate because of something that happened like 2 months ago, i’m still reminded every day that I lost a treasured friend, and i’m drowning in the fact that what once was a beautiful blog with over 1,000 followers and counting, is now barely active, losing followers every second, and a chore for me to be on.
This blog has been around for over a year, so it’s sad to think I won’t be logging in anymore. BUT I will be starting completely fresh so that my muses can breathe again.
Now to the thread situation. Bellow, i’m going to tag everyone that I have in my drafts and/or I know I have a thread with. If you would like, we can of course continue the thread on my new blog when I make it tonight. Again, i’m just starting up a new blog, not erasing everything on this blog. This one will become my archive. If you would not like to continue our thread, that’s okay too, just let me know either way and I’ll draft accordingly.
People this affects:
Now it affects more than just them, but these are the people that I know for a fact I have active threads/plots with at this exact moment because I either have them in my drafts, or i’ve replied to them recently. I know I have others that I have threads with right now, so please step forward and let me know what you’d like to do.
I will be working on the new blog tonight after work, and will be posting a link to it once it’s done. After that this blog will be archived and no longer active. If you want me you will have to find me on the new blog. Anyone is welcome to follow me and start interactions with me! Seriously.. anyone and everyone. I’m kinda begging you.
Thank you for your understanding and cooperation. I love you all so very much. This is not a goodbye, this is just a; I’ll see you all later <3
"Miss me?"
Trystan smiled wide and wrapped his arms around Pan tugging him in and giving him a fond look. “Yes. Yes I really did miss you. You are never allowed to leave me for that long ever again.”
“Food? You know I can’t cook to save my life.” Pan grinned, cradling the hand against his cheek with his own.
Laughing, Trystan arched an eyebrow slightly. “I can cook for you if you would like. But that’s not what I was talking about.”
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He nodded and looked up at the other as he finished the food and started to put them on serving plates. “If Casper is all stuck in his computer space, force him out. Hes been hiding in his powers a lot lately and its not healthy for him.” he smiled and then got the food over to the table.
Casper had his head phones on, a way of showing he was doing something with his powers as he looked up at the ceiling with a long lost look like he was focused on something in the distant.
Josh moved into Caspers bedroom, reaching out to tug the headphones off his head and pinch his side. “Come on, Cas. Dad is requesting you for dinner. Put away your powers and come be normal.” he grinned, watching him closely. “We already are down Alec ‘cause of some girl he’s seeing, don’t leave me alone with dad. I’m not ready for that.”
Closed Rp
“I know,” Eddie couldn’t help but to wince slightly. It was both refreshing and nerve-wracking to know that Matthew was someone who truly understood what he went through. Because as nice as it was to know he could open up to Matthew about these things and be understood and related to, he was nervous that opening up would somehow make Matthew want to take up his old habits. “I know you know, but I also know that you know how hard it is to come back from stuff like that. It’s too hard sometimes.” The boy sighed softly, tipping his head back to rest against the couch. “But, for all it’s worth, I think you’re too amazing to have those feelings, too.” Eddie waited until Matty was seated before immediately pulling him into his personal space, lightly wrapping Matthew up in his arms, reclining back with the boy on his chest. Sometimes Eddie wanted to be cuddled, and sometimes he wanted to do the cuddling; clearly today was the latter. “Aw, Matty, what boy problems? Do I need to kill anyone? ‘Cause if they hurt you, I’d do it.” It was a joking threat, but there wasn’t a bone in Eddie’s body that doubted that he really would hurt anyone who hurt Matthew. “We always talk about me, I want to talk about you now. If we talk about you, I’ll stay for the show.”
Matthew let out a soft sound when he was suddenly being pulled into the others arms, letting himself be tugged down onto the males chest. He didn’t like how much he liked it on top of Eddie, his face pressing into his chest as he let out a long breath. It took everything in him to not turn his face so he could kiss at him. It took everything in him to not completely relax into Eddie and let himself just pass out. He let out a long breath and shook his head slowly, lifting his head to look at Eddie, teeth nipping at his lower lip roughly. “No, you don’t have to kill anyone, Eddie. That would entail the guy actually noticing me like that enough to hurt me.” plus that would be a form of suicide, but he didn’t say that out loud as he shifted so he was more comfortable on top the brunet. “Oh you play a hard bargain.” chuckling softly, he rested his head on his shoulder and closed his eyes, hand resting on his chest, fingers curling just slightly into his shirt. “Okay, then let’s talk about me. What would you like to talk about?”
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“Why? So I can listen to you bitch at me more? No, i’m good.”
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Trystan sighed, his gaze dropping to the floor. He didn’t want to watch Eddie run away from him. He didn’t think his heart could handle the sight. It was bad enough that he knew he was the reason he was doing this. Taking in a long deep breath, he reached out and grabbed the pack of cigarettes he had tossed to the side before, pulling one out and slipping it between his lips before tossing the pack back down, slipping his fingers into his front pocket to grab a hold of the neon green lighter in his pocket. Slowly he pushed out into the balcony, hip leaning against the edge and looking over the edge at the busy street underneath. Lighting the cigarette, he let out a long shaky breath, inhaling deeply and relaxing as the smoke filled his lungs. He had originally expected the conversation to end with him like this, alone, chain smoking, sad.. but what he hadn’t expected was that it would be because he easily accepted something that was hard for Eddie, something that had probably been eating at him for a while, hell years. He would have thought him accepting him so easily would have helped, but now he was wishing he had been an asshole about it. Sighing,he moved to sit on the edge of the Jacuzzi, gaze drifting up to the sky as he worked his way through the cigarette, resisting to grab the pack from inside and burn through them right then.
It didn’t take Eddie much longer than a half hour to finish what he needed to do and get himself in some semblance of control. He had gotten much better at calming himself down by himself, but sometimes he just couldn’t get the overwhelming sense of panic in his chest to stop swelling, which was why he took so long. He knew though - after finishing what he needed to do and taking a few minutes of just sitting and drinking a glass of water, thinking back through everything and letting it process - that Trystan might need comfort just as much as Eddie did. All he did was try to be the best he could be for Eddie, he dealt with the mood swings, he dealt with the anti-social-ness, and yet Eddie still made everything difficult for him. Eddie finished his water and pulled on his favourite one of Trystan’s sweaters before he made his way to where Trystan was. His eyes were puffy and bloodshot, but he didn’t care, he just walked up to his lover and gave him a weak smile, taking him into his arms. “Sorry, Tryst. I’m really sorry, it wasn’t your fault, it was just scary for me. I love you.”
Trystan was on his third cigarette by the time Eddie came out to him, he also had a glass of wine perched next to him on the edge of the balcony. It had been filled and emptied a couple times in the space of the half hour that it took for the brunet male to finally reappear and say something to him, and in that time Trys had felt like he was going to snap. He let Eddie pull him into his arms, let him apologize if that was what would clear the boys conscience, but after a minute, he pulled back away from him. Reaching out, he snubbed out the cigarette, hand quickly moving to grab the glass and bring it to his lips. He didn't say a word as he downed the contents, letting the liquid slide easily down his throat before he turned to look at Eddie, tongue snaking out to clean up the small beads of alcohol that had gathered in the corner of his lips. The redness of the others eyes almost made it too hard for him to stay upset... Almost. "I'm a good person. I pride myself on how good I am. I make it a point to try and make things easy for you because I know you're still dealing with your own thing. I've had years to deal with my issues from Arian and I'm still fucked up, so I've been understanding that you're still not okay. I think that says a lot about me... I'm good... Yet, every chance you get you slam me down." Setting the glass down, he moved to take up his spot on the edge of the jacuzzi, long fingers moving to brush through his hair. "I'm trying to understand what happened. I understand it's scary, most people make a big fuss about something like that. But I didn't. I accepted you for who you are, and yet suddenly I was being treated like I had just screamed at you that you were a freak. I accept you, I get pushed away, I be an ass, I get pushed away harder. What do you want from me, Eddie?"
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[Text] Since I have the most amazing boyfriend ever I wanted to make him smile
( homeofmanymuses ) [Text: Zenny] Baby, you always make me smile. But yes, this did an amazing job at making my day.
Yeah... No. I'll be on tomorrow afternoon to do something about all that.
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