I blame myself. If I didn't do what I did, I wouldn't be this insecure. I can't sleep. I can't think. I can't study. I am so insecure that it doesn't matter if she is faithful. I will always think that maybe she deserves someone better. This sucks ass.
In a few weeks she's gonna be hanging out with the guy she almost ended up with back home. Even if there just friends, and they are with friends, I can't help but think that he might start liking her again.
Ugh ugh Ugh Ugh Ugh Ugh Ugh