13/9/13

i met so many amazing, wonderful people because of this band and i would not be in the place that i am now without them, i was not a happy or stable teenager by any means and one direction helped bring me out of the worst of it… i’m not like, saying they cured me, but things would have been a lot tougher and i would have had a lot bigger, worse bumps in the road if they didn’t pop into my life and give me concerts and albums and movies to live for

i never in a million years thought this would happen, i was expecting the boys to eventually end their careers of course but all together at a farewell concert, definitely not like this

I hope you’re smiling like that more in the future

Zayn is fucking irreplaceable

can they pls just take a break now too? and think about it for a while? the thought of them continuing the world tour for another seven months, singing all the known songs, singing zayn’s parts? at every concert. for 7 months still? is almost ridiculous

the first group hug, and the last

I’m never going to be ready to see only four people on the red carpet, in interviews, on posters, on the album…I’m just not ready and I’ll honestly never be

i am so fucking sorry to those of you who never got to see them live, as a whole.

All I can see in my head right now is that clip from This Is Us when he talks about how much he loves being in one direction and about how he had a sick time like…when did it end when did it stop being a band and start becoming a job I feel so helpless

all i know is that it will take me a long fucking time to recover from this

i wouldnt be who i am today if it werent for one direction idgaf

THIS WAS ZAYN IN THE LAST CONCERT HE KNEW THAT WAS THE LAST