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Me: (watches all my dear friends interact and gets excited over the wonderful verses and bonds they've created; HOW MAGNIFICENT, HOW MAGICAL, HOW GREAT, HOW--)
EVEN IF I'VE BEEN ABSENT DUE TO LIFE™, DON'T YOU DARE THINK I'VE FORGOTTEN ABOUT ANY OF YOU, YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART !!!
Just wanted to peek around here to wish you all a very happy new year; may this new chapter be infinitely better than the one that's been closed (or is about to be closed, depending on time zones!!), full of good health, success, wonderful company, wondrous news, happiness, laughter, remarkable moments, incredible memories AND ALL THE GREAT THINGS THE UNIVERSE HAS TO OFFER!!! May you fulfill all your goals and objectives for this year triumphantly; MAY THIS YEAR BE ABSOLUTELY GOLDEN FOR EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!!!
Please remember that YOU DID AN AMAZING JOB DURING 2023, YOU'RE SO STRONG AND RESILIENT AND AWESOME, thank you for BEING HERE, thank you for always doing your best, thank you for being YOU; you've done amazingly well!!!! LET'S CONTINUE SWIMMING TOWARD 2024 AND MAKE THE BEST OF IT!!!
I'd also like to take this chance to THANK every single one of you. Even though I haven't been around as much, do know that I am forever grateful for every interaction I've had here, every conversation and plot and thread and sweet message I've received. Thank you all for your encouragement, support, affection and care; I appreciate your kindness and friendship with all my heart (thank you for putting up with me despite my endless slowness, you guys are golden😭) . I really do miss being around here and I truly hope that in this new year, I can be around more TO WRITE AND SCREAM AND CRY ABOUT OUR MUSES (AND OTHER BEAUTIFUL THINGS) WITH ALL OF YOU!!! MANIFESTING THIS!!!
HERE'S TO MANY MORE ADVENTURES TOGETHER, MY FRIENDS!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Do you think he does that out of devotion to his work? All he wants is to resolve his deep, old sorrow. Shin Ha-kyun as Lee Dong-sik BEYOND EVIL (2021)
“Because I don’t know how dangerous it might be, it’s much better to be on my own.”
“Dax, babe, stud, my prince, my beautiful companion… We need to talk.”
His expression was serious as he sat down, sky blue eyes locked onto the other with a gentle warmth, but not the usual cheerfulness he was so known for. They had come a long way, so long that now Ray had basically made himself at home at Daxten’s place. He left clothes, a toothbrush, a pair of shoes… He had inserted himself into the hitman’s life with no intention of leaving. Oh, what an adventure it must’ve been for the gruffy human, to have a demon fall in love with him.
“Hypothetically speaking… Let’s say I have a friend. This friend has a boyfriend who is like, the hottest guy on earth, but kinda grumpy and busy. And my friend might’ve booked a whole week of vacation for 2 people in Greece, because he’s dying to do coupley things and see the boyfriend sunbathing on a beautiful beach… But he didn’t ask the boyfriend beforehand and is now worried that he should’ve… What should I– I mean, what should my friend do? Hypothetically.”
BEFORE, THE USAGE OF THOSE NICKNAMES would make him spit fireballs through the mouth. Now, just hearing Raghan speak makes Daxten perk up with tender curiosity, especially when he adds sobriquets to the mix which allows for a difficult heart to reign to suddenly gain somersaults. It had taken a while for the hardened hitman to warm up, but Raghan had not only enough flame to add to the brushwood --- he also owned infinite patience that granted him access to Daxten's heart...and, well, his apartment, too.
We need to talk, he says. Daxten listens, trying to not pay attention to the sound of Mayhem chewing kibbles in the background. Eyes narrow, leaving cup of coffee aside since the demon seems serious about this...hypothetical situation.
Hmm. Suspicious.
"I'd say your friend is fuckin' dumb 'cause it seems he saw it comin' and yet he didn't ask his boyfriend beforehand." Comes out naturally, with his usual gruff tone and all. Maybe he would've handled differently if he connected the dots, but even if he's really good at his job...he's quite bad at most things romance. Truth be told, it still surprises him every single day that Raghan wishes to be with someone as clumsy-in-love as he is. "If he's so worried then why doesn't he tell his boyfriend about it? Is it, like...some...special surprise shit or something of that sort? Or why is he keepin' it hush hush?" A pause. "Wait, did you--say the boyfriend is the hottest guy on Earth? He datin' some fuckin' actor or somethin'?"
Do you think he does that out of devotion to his work? All he wants is to resolve his deep, old sorrow. Shin Ha-kyun as Lee Dong-sik BEYOND EVIL (2021)
“Here.” Shoving the spatula covered in melted ganache chocolate in front of Sigye’s face, Calum stares at them for a long moment before flustered, turning back to his piping bag. It’s the last step for the cupcakes for Sol and their class’s Valentine’s Day celebration. “Finish it off; I’ll save you one when I'm done.” || HELLO ALEX I JUST WANTED?? to say happy valentine's day my dear friend and also hope this is okay to send- calum giving mixed signals with sigye as per usual jsdlkfjsf :'D i hope today is wonderful for you and that you get to have lots of rest and good food too- care you lots 💕💕💕
CELEBRATIONS. SIGYE HAS BEEN A WITNESS of so many of them, seeing them evolve (and some of them perish) throughout the hands of time. This one in particular, the so-called Valentine's Day, has managed to survive after so many weeks and months and years and centuries --- perhaps because humans are too possessed with the idea of becoming smitten with other faces and attributes and...even things, if Sigye can recall with certainty.
They remember that in olden centuries, this day was celebrated with handmade letters that would travel the world through mailmen...some of these confessions of love being stopped halfway across the ocean by their own hand. Sigye'd later hear the senders cry over a lack of sentiment due to their lover not sending anything back when, in reality, the recipient's eyes never saw all those honeyed squiggles --- just the timekeeper of chaos saw them as their fingers made these papers fly away and vanish through a vortex of oblivion. It was not meant to be. Not on this timeline, at least.
This year, however, they're not behind any torn paramours nor are they holding letters not meant for them with a frown of misunderstanding (because feelings, they have always been intricate little things for Sigye; a grade of complexity that has not fully landed despite centuries of being among humans). Perhaps, this year is the one where the timekeepers of joy and love become more prominent, for Sigye has not had a call to awaken the tendrils of chaos. Those tendrils most despise.
Despised. Frowned upon. Cursed. Chaos is that to beating hearts, isn't it? To most of them, at least.
And yet, here they are. And here he is. A beating heart who looks at them with a flustered gaze and a spatula full of rich chocolate; slowly dripping. They can smell it, the sugary cocoa along with the warmth of freshly baked bread served in those papers you have to peel to eat the bottom. Everything around this room is...comforting, almost. Strange. Strange because it's comforting. Odd because they decided to be here, out of all places they could be, and taunt Calum by peeking over his shoulder and see what he's doing just to be a witness of his jaw clenching and his cheeks getting hot.
Call it a way of amusement. Or a buried thought of, well, liking to be around this human.
"------is it poisoned?" Not that poison could do anything to them; this is just another way to push Calum's buttons as a crooked smile begins to form upon the entity's lips. He knows, doesn't he? That they'd reach out and stick their fingers into the ganache, just like they did earlier with the bowl of raw batter (he almost slapped their hand out of the way when he noticed and they chuckled, much to Calum's annoyance). A hand full of rings reaches out, takes the utensil full of dulcet thickness and fills their mouth with it like someone would with a lollipop.
"You'll save me one? Does that mean you're finally admitting that you like me?" They say between chocolate-filled licks, even irritatingly biting the silicone when they are aware it's not edible. "Hmm, it's not that bad," it's actually really good; a flavor that nicely hangs on tongue as to ask for more --- but they rather be bothersome than honest.
The timekeeper practically strips the spatula out of all chocolate and when that's done, they messily leave it on the counter instead of graciously choosing the sink. Anything to see Calum huff and puff. They then slide one of their hands into the pocket of their trousers, taking a small while to retrieve a heart-shaped, chocolate lollipop. They randomly bought it from an old man who was selling them outside a convenience store.
Sigye peeks to see Calum once more, slowly sliding the lollipop his way as to give it to him whilst pointing at one of the cupcakes with their other hand. "That one looks crooked." It does not.
Jon Bernthal as Frank Castle | The Punisher 2x05
"Morning, baby," she whispered to Sam the first time when she awoke, pressing a tender kiss to his cheek before untangling herself and slipping discreetly out of bed.
"Morning, baby!" Amelia announced louder the second time, this time with a plate full of wonky heart shaped chocolate-chip pancakes in her hands. "Happy Valentine's Day. Come help me eat these."
A DEEP SLEEPER IS WHAT HE IS, tending to resemble a log whenever he falls into slumber. At first, he doesn't feel the ghost of her lips breathing onto his cheek, nor does he fully hear those whispers once tangled to her tongue; greeting her. Truth be told, Samuel doesn't immediately notice her absence until he tries to lean closer and, instead of feeling her neck or the length of her back, he collides with air and a bunch of crumpled blankets. His hand stretches out, pats the bed and there's just emptiness; Samuel groaning in dissatisfaction at that.
"'Melia, where are you?" A groggy tone; he doesn't remember Amelia telling him anything about leaving (not that she should, really; but she usually says something that gets stuck in Samuel's head like a sticky pad as a reminder) so why is her side of the bed vacant?
With a huff, he slowly lifts himself from the bed and blinks a few times; yawns as well. He sits on the mattress and just when his feet are about to touch the ground, he hears those gracious bells greeting him loudly; hazel eyes lifting to see what he undeniably has learned to describe as his favorite sight when he wakes up: Her, with a giddy smile and sparkly orbs that resemble aventurine crystals. The hacker can't help but sleepily grin, finally deciding to fully stand up from where he was.
"What d'you got there, ah? Mmm, it smells good." There's something she's holding; bare feet taking him to where she is so he can peek. "G'morning, gorgeous." And he plants a kiss to Amelia's temple, before fully inspecting what's on the plate. It's a bunch of heart-shaped pancakes (he doesn't even notice they're crooked --- okay, he does, but he says nothing of it because to him they're perfectly made), grin going even wider when noticing them. "Y'made these? They're pretty --- not as pretty as y'are, which makes me think that I should eat you instead," and he playfully goes to lean in and bite her shoulder, before kissing it with a chuckle, "but that can come later, hmm?"
Valentine's Day isn't something Samuel used to celebrate. Not until Amelia arrived and, well, basically changed his perspective about love and the commitment it entailed. Now, here they are, years later, celebrating things that he once deemed silly but now, with her, he considers them special.
"I have something for you, too. Had t'hide it well---" He lifts an index finger, as if to tell her to wait just a moment, before he disappears into another room around the apartment. Then, he appears once more, no longer empty-handed but holding a big bouquet made of chicken nuggets. Yeah, sure, the classical roses would've been okay...but he knows she, perhaps, could like this better. As well, there's a box under his arm --- of course, he decided to buy those shoes she was ogling at the other day.
"Happy Valentine's Day, babe."
Wanted to drop by quickly to wish everyone a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR, full of WONDERFUL THINGS and AMAZING EXPERIENCES and everything GOOD the world has to offer. ❤️ Another year goes by and I want you to remember that YOU DID WELL, YOU DID FORMIDABLE, YOU DID A GREAT JOB!!! YOU ARE SO STRONG; THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS DOING YOUR BEST AND FOR BEING HERE. YOU'VE DONE SO GOOD AND I'M SURE THIS UPCOMING YEAR WILL BE A GOLDEN ONE FOR YOU. I ADORE YOU.
To keep this short (because I know it's tedious to read paragraphs upon paragraphs, bUT I COULD GO ON), I hope and wish THE VERY BEST for you. Really, there's nothing more I want.
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for yet another year with all of you; thank you for giving me a chance once more, for opening your arms to my muses and myself. Thank you for letting me be part of your experience in this community and for knitting incredible tales with me; thank you for all the magnificent threads, amazing plots and wonderful conversations; thank you for all your patience, support, encouragement and motivation; thank you for the growth, too. Thank you for your kindness and the friendships made 💖, this place continues to be a beautiful one because of you.
Remember to keep your head up, don’t let anyone stop you. You’re worth it, always.
HERE’S TO MANY MORE MOMENTS TOGETHER; HAPPY NEW YEAR!
⭐ Still working on the whole revamping process --- it's taking me WAY longer than expected because I keep getting writing blocks that have been slowing me down (even more than usual, CAN YOU BELIEVE--) and prevent me from focusing (this also applies to threads and being here in general). ⭐ With that being said, I hope I can fight this blockage with some time off from here. It's not?? Necessarily a hiatus or anything of the sort, but more about me continuing on this path of quietness until I can get everything settled. This also means all threads, asks (I received LOVELY CHRISTMAS ASKS FOR MY MUSES AND I WILL REPLY TO THOSE AS WELL!!! IN FICTIONAL WORLDS, EVERY DAY CAN BE CHRISTMAS DAY, OKAY--) and messages are going to be on a halt at least until the first days of January (which is when the holidays sort of dwindle, in my case). ⭐ I cannot thank you enough for your valuable presence and patience; thank you so much for still being here even if I'm the slowest writer on planet Earth (and beyond). Thank you as well for your support and encouragement; I WILL TRY MY BEST SO THE WAITING IS WORTH IT 😤!!!! ⭐ Also, please know I adore all the interactions we have together and I'm very looking forward to get back to them ❤️ I'm just super slow but I'm constantly excited to write and talk with you. ⭐ A friendly reminder: If by ANY reason you'd like to unfollow, soft-block or anything along those lines please feel more than free to do so, no hard feelings whatsoever! Your comfort and well-being is very important so please do what’s needed to feel the most at ease! ⭐ I'll see you around ❤️ my discord is available upon request if any of my mutuals would like to have it. Take much care and have a happy rest of 2022!
Me rn because I love my friends so much and they make a world such a better place simply by existing with their tremendous light and kindness:
ALEX MOST WONDERFUL ALEX I just had to repeat once again that you are one of the greatest humans on earth and all those you brush past are blessed for the mere touch of your existence near theirs, all those whi know you are lucky to do so, even if only to be suddenly reminded that people like you do actually exist YOU ARE!!!!!! INCREDIBLE, MERRIEST OF HOLIDAYS
LENA!!!!!!!! MOST ADORED LENA!!!!!!! I'VE BECOME A WHIRLWIND OF EXCITEMENT, COMING YOUR WAY TO GIVE YOU TONS OF LOVE!!!!!!!!!!! MY DEAR, WONDERFUL, AMAZING, INCREDIBLE, TALENTED, MAGNIFICENT FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE KNOW THAT THE LIST OF 'GREATEST HUMANS ON EARTH' HAS YOUR NAME WITH GOLDEN AND SPARKLING LETTERS (WITH A TOUCH OF PEACH/PINK COLORS BECAUSE THEY'VE HEARD ECHOES OF YOU ENJOYING THOSE 😌) BECAUSE YOU ARE!!!! SIMPLY SPLENDID AND MAGICAL!!!!
I AM THE ONE WHO'S BLESSED BY KNOWING YOU AND GETTING TO DEVELOP SUCH THRILLING THINGS WITH YOU!!! HONESTLY, HONESTLY!!! I thank you INFINITELY for sharing your tremendously creative ideas with me (THEY ALWAYS GET MY ORANGE BRAIN GOING 🍊), for being so immensely supportive (your excitement and spirit have always given me the courage to pursue ideas that I was hesitant about; I've explored new concepts tHANKS TO YOU 🥺) and understanding, for being such a glowing presence who constantly gives LIGHT through cheerful, thoughtful messages and hilarious references (and memes IWUEHDIWHE); FOR BEING YOU!!! Thank you as well for the words of encouragement and contagious excitement (AND YOUR INTEREST AND CURIOSITY!!! ALWAYS BRINGING SUPER GOOD QUESTIONS TO THE TABLE AS TO LEARN MORE!!!) you constantly give to those around you, you're always so very attentive and make sure to remember those little details that make our hearts explode in heart-shaped confetti bits 💖
WE ARE VERY FORTUNATE AND HONORED TO KNOW YOU (AND I'M SURE MANY WILL AGREE); THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL OUR WONDERFUL CHATS AND DISCUSSIONS (THAT SCRATCH MY BRAIN JUST RIGHT), FOR OUR BEAUTIFUL THREADS (AND BONDS --- I COULD TALK ABOUT THEM FOR 98123982193 HOURS AND STILL KEEP GOING--) AND FOR!!! YOUR FRIENDSHIP THAT I CHERISH VERY MUCH; I LOVE YOU HEAPS AND I HOPE THE REST OF 2022 AND THIS UPCOMING 2023 TREATS YOU SUPERS WELL (IF NOT I'LL PUT UP MY FISTS AND SUMMON NAE-GIL TO ACCOMPANY ME TO FIGHT; NOBODY MESSES WITH THE LENAVERSE--), SENDING YOU ALL THE GOOD WISHES AND BOATLOADS OF LOVE 💖💖💖💖💖HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL AND THAT THIS BREAK FROM DUMBLR IS GIVING YOU EASE 💖
alex idk if i've recently told u how incredible and wonderful and spectacular you are so here i am to do so and cry about it. i cannot ever explain or put into words how grateful i am to have met you and come this far with you and still know you now. i can't but i will sure try for the rest of my life because we WILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER GET RID OF ME. i got so lucky so i've sworn eternal loyalty to you and your friendship. thank you for all of your generosity, kindness, patience, talent, and creativity. you are a star ✨✨✨
AMI, WHAT THE HECK, YOU COME INTO MY HOUSE AND GIVE ME CAVITIES DUE TO HOW IMMENSELY DULCET YOU ARE, PLEASE--
YOU!!!! Are a beautiful, shining, marvelous STAR and I'm FOREVER thankful for the chance you gave me all those years ago (CAN YOU BELIEVE??? IT'S GOING TO BE ALMOST??? 10 YEARS?? I GET ALL EMOTIONAL JUST THINKING ABOUT IT) during our moments of ✨ fresh youth ✨ when we still could reply to 128938139812398 threads in the blink of an eye without trouble 😂. I am SO, SO, SO happy to know that years later we're still here in this journey together and that we only continue to create exciting, happy, wonderful memories --- not only through our characters but also through our conversations.
AND IT'S A GREAT THING WE'LL BE FRIENDS FOREVER BECAUSE I WAS PLANNING TO SUPER-GLUE YOU TO ME, IF THAT'S OKAY WITH YOU, I MEAN---WIEUHDKASHDIWUEDH. Thank YOU for always being such a sweet soul with the biggest of hearts; thank you for all the magic you bring through your creativity (also the suffering --- 'cause for some threads you're sure to put on your horns and wound me...it's okay though, I still love you IWEHDIWEDHH), for all your endless support (HONESTLY words are not enough to describe how much your words and presence have aided me along the way) and understanding, for your trust that I cherish AND FOR ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING. It's always a joy to get to talk to you and plan things with you and plot away with ease AND I JUST??? LOVE YOU A LOT, OKAY, HERE'S TO MANY MORE YEARS TOGETHER ❤️
I wish you nothing but the best TODAY AND ALWAYS, may everything go well with this new journey you're taking (I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!!) and may the rest of 2022 and upcoming 2023 bring you LOTS OF WONDERFUL EXPERIENCES AND HAPPINESS!!! I LOVE YOU LOTS 💕💕💕💕
