Not 5sos

The first time you hurt me I was scared to look at you I didn't want you to touch me But I didn't want you to leave

I remember the exact feeling of waking up and realising what you did   I remember crying all night I remember you sitting on the end of my bed "I'll leave"

The second time you hurt me I was angry You betrayed me and I was done You expected me to understand you

But I saw this coming, I knew what boys like you are like I guess I just accepted it and I was ready to leave But you came to my house in the middle of the night and apologised

The third time you hurt me I didn't even realise Your best friend told me Figuring it all out, and piecing it all together

When you found out You got mad at me I'm still not sure why But I felt guilty eventually

The fourth time you hurt me You told me how you felt And you can't control that I get it

But it was cruel I've cried every night since

The final time you hurt me Is happening now And I'll be okay soon But I'm not okay now

The final time you hurt me Is happening now.