its been a while since i've been on but i thought i should officially(?) say im on hiatus. i've had time to reflect since jonghyun’s passing, and i think its better if im away for a while. it is my last yr of uni and i just want to enjoy every moment of it with those around me and all that.
thank you for being a shining light to us all. thank you for the laughter and the memories…the strength you showed while suffering inside. we will never be able to express our gratitude for everything that you gave to us. we will remember you forever and miss you. until we meet again, shine bright in the heavens. may you rest in peace.
If it’s four people, it wouldn’t be SHINee
blue night radio - 141025 jonghyun: there seems to be a number of people who are having a hard time. everyone please cheer up, everything will turn out fine~. (translated by @cosmicsticks)
i know i never met jonghyun but i still feel like i’ve failed him somehow
we would never blame you you really did work hard and you did very well you withstood so much, you did your best you went trough a lot you will be remembered in the brightest light i hope you rest well and are finally at peace, jonghyun. until we meet again.
(171220) @taeyeon_ss: that’s you, and there’s no one who won’t love you because there’s a different you. i like you a ton, i love you, i want to pat you on the back and i wanted to embrace you just one more time. that’s what i was able to do but i hate myself for regretting it like this after losing the opportunity. i’m so sad. it’s so wasteful, our precious jonghyunnie. if i call and say your name i feel like you’ll say: “yeah!” in a high tone. i miss you a lot, our jonghyunnie. i’m sorry noona couldn’t hug you a lot. i’m sorry, i love you and thank you. i remember you saying that you wrote “lonely” thinking of noona and all that process. we are similar. we resemble each other. we know those feelings. kim jonghyun, who is the most unique, cool and incredible artist in my life. i really miss you a lot and i want to hold your hand. jonghyun-ah, you are the best. you really worked hard. 🖤 i'l make sure you’re not lonely. (source: sonexstella)
(151018) @jonghyun.948: double repeat i was hyappyy ᆞ yu workyed hyard i love you. (source: sylvinie89) he actually uploaded the same video… twice. according to thatcoolcatmeow he’s at the wrap party for his concert series, he’s happy and everyone worked well. he made… a lot of typos in the caption for his first upload, the only thing coming out correctly being: “i love you”. the caption on the second upload said only that.
no amount of words can even express the amount of things kim jonghyun has taught me. the importance of being yourself and not letting any one tell you otherwise. a man who constantly shedded light on topics such as bullying, mental health, being lgbtq, suicide, etc in a country where such topics are deemed to be “taboo.” i will never forget all the life lessons you have shared. you have touched hearts with thousands upon thousands of people across the globe.
thank you for everything. rest in peace angel. kim jonghyun | 900428 - 171218
“your small shoulders, your small hands become my cozy blanket at the end of a tiring day you did a good job today, you worked so hard i hope my shoulders and my thick hands will become cozy comfort for the end of your tiring day as well i want to naturally sync my breathing with yours”
- 하루의 끝 (end of a day)
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[170302] Did not expect that the first time I saw you perform live will also be the last.
