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Letter from the Mun
So I guess it’s been a long time coming and I’ve been thinking about doing this for quite some time. Especially given everything that has happened during my time within the fandom. And this is not an easy note to write out and I’m sad that I’m even writing it. Who knows if this is forever or just until my life straightens out but I’ll be archiving all of my blogs. Every single VC related blog.
I am very very sorry to each of my writing partners that had plots going on with me on any of my accounts and I really appreciate each and every one of you - even those that I don’t speak to anymore. All of you have been very important to me and helped me develop my writing skills in many ways. I’ve appreciated getting to know each and every one of you. I would also like to formally and publicly apologize to those that I’ve hurt in any way over the years of being here on Tumblr. I’ve had some rough patches and sometimes took things out on the wrong people and I realize that. But I needed the time to sort things out myself and I know that sometimes sorry comes a bit too late but I still mean it just the same - even if many of you don’t want to hear it. I do wish you the very best in your lives and all the best this holiday season.
I just spent time tonight at the boxing club and it was the first time that I felt pretty good about myself in sometime. I’m also looking into some alternative methods of therapy to cope with my bipolar disorder and plan to start living a healthier life with minimal distractions and minimal stress from Tumblr.
I’ve started working in a job that I actually sort of enjoy and I need to work on the betterment of myself given that this past year has been very very stressful on me.
I had wanted to keep this short and sweet but there were things that needed to be said. So hopefully this is just a “goodbye for now and see you later” sort of deal but I suppose time will tell.
My Skype is still available to selective people and Theo’s blog will post his aesthetic until the queue dies out.
Thanks again for the good times.
x.
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first. he touches you and you light on fire. your wrist blazes where his fingers meet your skin. the burns don’t show, but it’s hard to breathe with ash in your lungs. it’s so hard to breathe. you’re suffocating daily.
second. it hurts to watch him. he shines. he’s brighter than the sun, he’s too beautiful for your eyes. it’s hard to look at him. it’s even harder to look away from him. you’re going blind.
third. your ears are tuned to his voice. you could pick him out in a sea of thousands. his voice makes pretty singers who sing pretty songs sound dull. his voice makes everything else sound ugly.
fourth. the color of his eyes is enough to drown in. he is turning you into a clichéd love-wrecked being. you’re drowning, always sinking. down, down, down.
fifth. you know him. you love him. through a thousand lifetimes, across millions of stars, you’d find him, you’d never leave him. you love him, till death do you part.
( sixth. he loves you, too. )
five things you know and the one thing you don’t. 19/09/14 (via eposetties)
(via fcllingstrength)
Hey person on Tumblr reading this, whatever you’re going through, whatever troubles your face, you are still awesome. I believe in you.
Tell my character things they shouldn't know or don't want to hear.
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Anonymous asked:
Would you ever cut your hair?
Not too short, no. When I was just previously turned and still living in the brothel, a few of the kids didn't like how Etienne favoured me and cut my hair while I slept. It was in terrible patches and clumps missing. You should of seen how I cried and yelled.
Anonymous asked:
What are your favorite clothes?
Long sleeved sweatshirts. I love those. Especially if they are long in the body and hang closer to my thighs and knees. I also enjoy tight denim jeans. I do also have a leather jacket that I love.
Anonymous asked:
Theo, have you ever braided your hair?
Oh yes! Plenty of times and many people have enjoyed braiding it for me.
My heart is an unmade bed. It might look messy, but I swear it’s a safe place to rest.
Moriah Pearson (via lovelustquotes)
Anonymous asked:
What's your greatest frustration being a vampire? Your greatest joy?
I have a few big frustrations. I wish that I was able to see the sun one final time like at a beach as that was something I missed out on when I was human. There was plenty of things that I missed out on, including food. there are many things that I see people eating that I wish I could try because I never had the chance to try them in my mortal life but I can't keep holding onto that because thinking about it won't do me any good.
Some of my greatest joys since my transition is probably the people that I've got to meet over my short time as a vampire. Without this transition it would probably be dead and in the ground, but I have met so many great people - friends and family. This experience has also given me the opportunity to have more freedom than I had in my human life. And it has is also gave me the chance to seek education and learn new thing.