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@bymorningimfinallyclean / bymorningimfinallyclean.tumblr.com

Football/ Baseball Jock
Cuban American
IG: @TheSwiftieWithTheSnakeTattoo Twitter: Inked_Swiftie
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Hi! this is super out of left field for me and generally something I’d never do but here I am!

My mom is chronically ill with both diabetes and chronic pancreatitis in addition to other illnesses related to both- and hasn’t been able to have a full time job in years, and due to some immigration issues my father has been without stable employment for the last couple of years, all while having to pay for constant medical bills and sky high insurance costs, and still taking care of my 7 year old sister with special needs.

As of right now, my father’s current job has been put on an indefinite hold and we’re relying on my own and my sister’s income and won’t know if we’ll be able to pay for rent in April.

If you could send literally anything we’d be grateful forever, but even just talking about your dogs in the notes would be fantastic.

(Due to my age these are my older sister’s services)

Venmo: lizzie-Ortiz-pivaral

PayPal: op.lizzie@gmail.com

Thank you so much for reading this far I hope you all have a safe and fun day, please message me if I can do anything like reblog a post, make a banner or even lend a listening ear.

Also this is Rebecca! She’s 7 and loves the lion king and Minecraft and because of you all can get new pajamas and snacks for quarantine ♥️

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I wanted to say something quickly about “ME!” Thank you @taylorswift. A year ago I had lost my grandfather 3 days before this release. I’d helped care for him for the last 6/7 years as he suffered from dementia and Alzheimer’s. I took it really hard as I’d been there through a lot. This song was coming around the corner and I remember when it came out, the colors, the vibe, the theme helped me through the days that followed his death. I’m so great full for this song because I would have been lost without it and this album because of its representation. I love you Tay!

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I felt you @taylorswift when you touched on your eating disorder. I’ve been there, you’re my role model. I praise and thank you for touching light on this subject. Thanks for making me cry, thanks for the feels, thanks for always being you and letting me/us grow with you.

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My Truth

My Dearest Taylor,

I fear you may be a bit tired of my letters by now, but it is my preferred form of communication. I am going to attempt to articulate this in the most eloquent and thoughtful way possible. However, my head is a jumble of thoughts and if history is any indication this may be all over the place. 

I think often about how you have to try and live your life in spite of people constantly putting in there opinion, validating or hating your success, and just being plain mean folks. I can’t imagine how much energy that must take from you. The constant scrutiny of people really personally pushed me to my limits. Still, it pushes me to my limits. I looked at you, your career, and even your body and wanted all of it. I was resentful of you honestly because you seemed like such a perfect human being, but looked up to you and needed you so much all at once. 

Anywho, last year I was diagnosed with an eating disorder in my quest to have the perfect body because pushed and pushed me so hard. As you continue to be bold and brave putting your story into the world I realized that for you it wasn’t all rosy either. You dealt with an eating disorder too, had to reprogram your head to worry less about people’s opinions of you, and change in some sense the way you live your life, making about the people who love you (your family, your team, your friends, and your fans).

I say all of this because simply put you are such an inspiration to me as I continue on my journey to being happy with who I am. I hope you know that even on your sad days you played a large role in the life of a 20-year-old girl who has true friends, loves to travel, wants to help people, and sings terribly in the shower. 

In a weird way if I were in your shoes I imagine I would have lived my life in a lot of the same ways. Made similar mistakes and hopefully had epic triumphs too. Taylor, I truly feel like you and I are kindred souls and I hope one day I get to say this all to you in person. From one tall bean to another. All my love and good vibes always.

Love,

Kayla 

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@taylorswift Being there tonight cheering you on and watching you be able to perform all the music live you created was the best early Christmas and birthday present I could have ever gotten. Also while Everyone was dressed up at the awards tonight , this was me . I have no words to describe how I felt tonight being at the AMA’S . I was excited . I was crying . I was so emotional . I was smiling so much to where my face felt like it was going to fall off . I am so so beyond proud of you Taylor ! Theres no words in the dictionary to describe that performance none ! It was Epic ! I am so happy I got to celebrate this special night with you . So in conclusion I just wanted to show you what I was wearing to tonight and made to celebrate this special night and how proud I am of you . Thank you for always being my constant too 💓

😍😍😍 this is such a cute sweater

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