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I can see queerly now

@smallgaybirb

Hey there! I'm Jax, a 17 year old queer individual. This is a dumb blog with a heck load of Pokémon, Overwatch, Star Wars, memes, and other things you'd expect from an uncool gay millennial. Team Mystics will be blocked........They/them pronouns
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kindofwriter

For the following reasons:

  • Our first (but hopefully not last!) show is a modern Jekyll and Hyde adaptation I’ve been working on since high school. I’ve tried to make sure it hits all the same plot beats, while still having new surprises, so if you enjoy the concept behind Jekyll and Hyde you’ll love this!
  • We’ve got The Gays, both on team and in the show! Between us we have a ton of queer experiences to draw on, and those experiences are represented in our characters!
  • You know when the main love interest in a show is fat but it’s not A Thing, they’re just hot and that’s that, and you wish you didn’t have to be as happy about it as you are, but it’s just kind of wonderful to see? Well, ask and we shall provide! J + H is a Buff Boy free zone (buff women, though…)
  • We already have a trailer out!!! So you should go listen to it! We’re not up on apple podcasts yet, but will be soon! (Pls, I like looking at the analytics page bc apparently I don’t have deadlines).
  • You don’t have to be a fan of classic gothic literature to enjoy the show! That’s certain why the team is working on it, and we of course make nods to the source material, but it can easily be listened to as a modern sci-fi drama.
  • We have big plans! This is just the first show; we have loads of other content we’d love to work on in future! Every day I think about Jonny Harker writing sappy letters to their wives that will never be received, playing with a necklace a lovely, old Romanian lady gave him. (We know a lot about Romania now, as a team, and I so desperately want to write nice things about Romania!).
  • I write good Penumbra fanfic, so you can expect good quality inner-monologues. That’s the most unprofessional brag ever, but it’s one of my few skills.

Oh boy, I’ve been on this site for nearly 7 years now without actively promoting any of my own creative projects and this feels horrible to do, but our team’s working really hard and I want people to see their work! Anyway, whack us a follow @thepdcast Podcast episodes coming soon(ish)!

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I don’t really post my art on tumblr but in case anyone is interested, I’m opening up commissions for the first time!!! Dm me if you’re interested!

Things I will draw:

  • Furries
  • Oc’s
  • Shipart
  • Nsfw (it’ll be double the price though)
  • Pre-existing characters

Things I will NOT draw:

  • Incest
  • Abuse
  • Other gross bad stuff
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Some new girl in town that I think you’re going to be friends with.

wlw stories that include trans women are the best, I’m so glad trans girls are finally getting the rep we deserve

This show is called Euphoria (2019) and it’ll be on HBO. Posting bc I had to scroll thru a lot of terf-y comments to find it. Also, the trans woman in it is played by a trans woman and trans activist! You heard me! Not a cis man, not a cis woman, an actual fucking trans woman like we deserve.

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Questions to ask instead of “Am I trans?”

Because, tbh the question itself is so hard to answer, mostly because of the way it is phrased. Same with “Am I a boy, girl, or non-binary?” Here I present you some other questions to navigate your gender questioning journey:

  • Do I like to be reffered to/seen as/treated as a boy/girl/non-binary?
  • Do I dislike being treated in other ways?
  • What are my feelings relating my gender assigned at birth?
  • What are my feelings regarding the gender I think I may be?
  • Is there a certain gender you lean towards more than others? (For example, it never crossed my head that i may be unaligned non-binary. I would think i was a demigirl, then bigender, then demiboy, leaning away from girlhood and closer to boyhood with time, but I never thought I could be something other than a guy)
  • One of the moments when I feel the most euphoria is when I see femenine guys. Masculine guys are too far away from me to relate. Does it feel better to see a guy who acts like you, a girl who acts like you, or a non-binary person who acts like you?
  • How do you feel when you see yourself in clothes of the gender you think you may be?
  • Do you not want to change your clothes back to the ones socially fitting to the gender you were assigned at birth? Do you tell yourself “just five more minutes” or something like that?
  • When you see yourself in the mirror with clothes of the gender you think you may be, does that look like you, or a stranger?
  • Does it look “strange” just because you’re not used to it, or is it so uncomfortable you want to take the clothes off?
  • Are you scared of this “”“”“trans phase”“”“” being over? Are you scared of going back to identifying as your gender assigned at birth?
  • What is the main reason why you think you may be trans? Is it related to gender roles? (Ex: liking more the clothes of the opposite gender)
  • What is the main reason why you think you may not be trans? Is it related to gender roles? (Ex: liking more the clothes of your sex)
  • Do you think you want to be certain gender because of the “Aesthetic”? (This could be either about the gender you think you may be or the gender you were assigned at birth)
  • Can you explain why you “want” to be certain gender? Is there a logical reason?
  • Would you rather get rid of your questioning by having you mind change to fit your body, or have your body change to fit your mind?
  • If a magic being came to you right now and offered to give you the body that socially fits the gender you think you may be, knowing that you wont regret it, what would you say?
  • Based on the evidence, what do you think is more likely? That you are cis or that you’re trans?
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can freaks on this site stop telling kids they have to hate themselves to be trans

This can lead you down so many rabbit holes, please, understand that you do not have to hate yourself and being trans is not a bad thing

suffering is not a prerequisite for trans existence don’t let people trick you into thinking transness equates pain and self-hatred 

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A walk to remember indeed + bonus

drunk sorority girl in 10″ stilettos on her way to a starbucks at 3am trying to hail a lyft by screaming bitterly at passing cars (she’s forgotten you have to use the app)

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merripestin

ngl i been off tumblr since they unporned and I came back pretty much because I knew you people would have the proper appreciation for tennant walking around like his thighs recently went through a vicious divorce and have now both showed up drunk to the same red carpet event

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