July 2017

I had the most exquisite feeling yesterday. There were deep blue pools of mountain water, a freezing current between turquoise cliffs underwater. I dove into the blue, as sleek and supple as the strongest seal in the Arctic. I cannot get that feeling out of my head: the moment when the tip of my body broke the surface of the water, and the rest of me streamlined after in continuum. So fluid and perfect. I felt like my own current - that the entire purpose of my being was to emulate that exact experience, again and again forever. Green roaring waterfalls spotted with the occasional wildflower, simply following the natural causality of the world like it has since the dawn of time. Just as I felt in that second. Maybe a few seconds... because the feeling continued until I emerged to the air. My other entity revealed in the sub-aquatic crystal blue.