So, I’ve been thinking about going off the grid from social media for a little bit. This last week, it’s been all about my baby. I get it. It’s a newborn. But I literally have felt like a cow. I feed, and then pump. After she is fed my husband takes her from me and burps her and snuggles her. I haven’t gotten a real hug or kiss from him this entire week. Believe me. I love my baby, but i haven’t actually held her without her fussing or crying. He posts pictures with her all the time, and I’m just here. Like. Oh..okay I’m just here. I grew her for 9 months. I knew this was going to happen. That I would just get put to the side. Like I always do. It’s fine. I’m fine. I’ll deal with it. I’m just here to produce milk. I don’t need love. Is this me being selfish? I feel like I am. But I won’t say anything. I never do..