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Til the End of the Line

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I never asked -- never wanted -- to be Captain America. But that mask, those stars and stripes, that shield...they change you. I can see now the burden that Steve's always carried. And it feels strange to admit I want that burden back... But underneath it all, what I really know is...I want to deserve it...somehow.
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The Sickle and the Shield || Closed || shatteredfreedom ; theotherbarnes ; thearchertheangel; awintersoldieriscoming

"Awwww…I wish I was there to see that, both of those things, why was he arrested? Oh wait, the Hydra thing, right." he hummed, "I don’t think there are endearments for men?" he said, "I dunno, do you have to call me an endearment..?"

"Yes," he said, but stopped walking to grab Bucky’s face, "I know how hard this is for you," he said softly, the very thought of his own brother coming back from the dead made him just not want want to deal with the world.

"But…you can’t run even when things are hard, and it will probably get harder, but…if it helps you get your sister back, then it’s worth it in the end." He said and then pressed his lips to Bucky’s gently. 

"Got it, baby?" he said and then snorted, "I can’t take myself seriously…baby…sweetheart…darling…nope."

Bucky snorted. “Got it sweetpea,” he said letting out a decidedly unmanly giggle. “I like Clint. I’ll just stick with Clint.” He laughed, and leaned forward, pressing his face into Clint’s neck. 

He allowed himself a few more moments of self pity before he took a deep breath. “Okay, let’s get you to physical therapy,” he said stepping out into the curb before he hailed a cab. The therapy place wasn’t too far from where Becca was, he’d stop by there afterwards. 

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The Sickle and the Shield || Closed || shatteredfreedom ; theotherbarnes ; thearchertheangel; awintersoldieriscoming

"What’d he tell you?" he asked arching a brow, "Bucky you need to remember that we are not a normal couple and nothing normal applies to us. And if Sam told you I like being called endearment usually used towards women, please recall that you are friends with him, and I am not and have spoken to him maybe three times," he said, shaking his head, "Sorry…" he muttered, "I didn’t sleep much last night…kinda grumpy."

"We’ll help them, and please don’t say that…" he sighed, "I couldn’t bear seeing you…" he shook his head. "Don’t worry, everything will work out."

He blinked when he was presented with the headline, he looked at Bucky and then back.

"And…you’re okay with that?" he asked, he was sure Bucky had gone along with the ‘no telling’ thing also because of how he was raised, being from the 40s and all, Clint didn’t blame him of course, but this…this was big.

"Uh…right," he agreed getting out of bed with a grunt and putting on his shoes with a bit of difficulty, but he was doing a lot better than he had been. He’d make a full recovery. 

Bucky helped Clint out of bed and smiled with a little shrug. "You shoulda seen Senator Stern's face," he said with a laugh. "And then he promptly got arrested. All in all it was a pretty great announcement." He pressed a kiss to the side of Clint's head. "And I will call you whatever you want to be called. What's a good term of endearment for a man?" He mused chuckling slightly.

He sighed and bit his lip as he looked at Clint. "Think I should visit her today? I hope she's doing better," he said. "I wanna be a good big brother, but every time I go in and she doesn't recognize me it kills me a little." 

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hi!

considering coming back soon. just wanted to let y'all know i'm alive. work got a little too intense, i'm training for a possible transfer to another city in a few months, but i miss you guys so so so much. but I'm still alive!! love y'all

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Forbidden || Closed

Drifting in and out of consciousness Steve sweat under the heat of his fever. Sometimes he could catch bits of the waking world when he came to, on occasion the girl he vaguely recognized for the bar was found looking down on him too. He couldn’t fathom why he had invited her in particular but he appreciated Bucky’s gesture while he was gone.

Sleeping as he was Steve had no sense of time whatsoever. Days blended together and by the time Bucky came back he groaned softly and shifted toward his warmth. He was in the throws of another shivering period but cracked his eyes open, smiled at his despite his chapped lips. “Thanks Buck. You’re good to me. Give it to me and then you have time to join me in here?” Perhaps he thought he felt a bit better than he had before but he still needed the medicine.

Bucky smiled and poured some of the medication onto a tablespoon and gave some to Steve along with a bottle of water. "It's going to be disgusting but then I'll kiss you and make it all better," Bucky said, running his hand through Steve's hair. He lay down next to Steve and pulled him into his arms once he was done. 

"I love you," he said softly into Steve's hair pressing soft kisses to it. "I love you so much Steve," he said softly. "We should get married," he added. 

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Parallel Dimensions | Closed

"I—" He found all sense of reason and ability to form words stunted at the revelation. There was no way it had been three years. He could have sworn it was just yesterday and though the day had been weird he chalked it up to that blast. It had hurt yes but he hadn’t felt like he was dying so he couldn’t have….could he?

Steve opened his mouth then closed it, clenching his jaw viciously before shaking his head. “No….she’s right. If something ever happened I would want you to have it. I love Sam but I’d want you to have my Shield. You are a good man but—” He swallowed so harshly it pained him to do it. “—-I’m not dead I swear. Lost maybe….” Don’t give up on me. But how could he ask that of him if it had in fact been three years? It wasn’t fair and he knew he’d have to figure it out on his own. “Enjoy this at least with me.” He moved to lay his head against Bucky’s chest, his heart beating steadily below his ear, the arm slung over his torso holding him tightly.

Bucky fought to stay awake in the dream while he held Steve tightly. All thoughts of his perfect date tonight were the farthest away from his mind. As long as Steve was here; Steve was his forever. He rubbed Steve's back. "Lost?" Bucky croaked--clutching onto the only possible explanation that still included Steve being in his life. "Okay Stevie--I'll find you again," he said. "I don't care if I have to swim the river Styx but I'm bringin' you back home." He smiled softly. 

His hand moved up and down the hard planes of Steve's muscled back. "I hafta wake up soon," he said sadly. He closed his eyes. "I don't wanna wake up." 

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Sorry!!

I'm so sorry I've been so absent on all my blogs. I'm trying to deal with my own depression right now and being super unmotivated to do anything and I've been so tired. But I should be back soon! Thank you for those of you who are so patient with me.

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Steve got there and sat down next to Bucky. “Hey there.” he whispered smiling a little. He got his things ready and then Tony came over. Tony looked at them both and Steve pulled out the design handing it to him. Tony looked it over.  

Bucky blushed. Steve looked so nice in his three piece suit. He grinned and looked over Steve's shoulder at the design while Tony went to go an approve it. 

"I think that's a winner right there," Bucky said, leaning back and putting his arms up on the sides of the booth. 

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