“Terrible Love” by The National // Great Wave Off Kanagawa by Katsushika Hokusai
A Gingerbread Graveyard -- baked goods for my radiology rotation.
sorry if this comes off melodramatic but
if you’ve never lost a close, lifelong family member like a parent, sibling, parental figure, etc, here’s something you should know about people who have: it is not in any way as simple as just grief and loss.
a basic idea of what many of these people are experiencing every day:
- think about every happy family memory of your childhood, every first grade soccer game and road trip and saturday movie date, all those formative experiences from growing up that make up your personality and your sense of identity and that you draw upon to be who you are in your daily life. now imagine that they’ve all become tinged with an inescapable sadness and melancholy and pain to the point where you’d rather disengage from parts of yourself than think about those memories.
- think about everything you know about your life, all the security and set-in-stone realities of what you can count on that keep you from completely panicking and losing your shit when things go wrong. now imagine losing that feeling basically forever and knowing that even if you could eventually find a new sense of normalcy and stability, the life that you had and cultivated and planned for and protected and took comfort in for x years is gone and completely inaccessible to you from now on without any chance to go back, and you have no control over it.
- think about everything you dream of for yourself, like going on huge adventures or realizing your potential in your career or getting married and having kids. now imagine being told that none of those things will ever look like or be like or feel like what you always wanted because something will always be missing and those big moments in life will always be colored by the loss and absence, and you can find a new life to want, but you will never have the life you always wanted, and the best you can do is make peace with letting go of those dreams.
- imagine quietly living with the weight of all these things every day but acting like everything’s fine because you want to be strong and you don’t want to be defined to others by your loss and you want to push through it until you’re happy again and you have to keep going through the motions of life, so the end result is being alone with it all at the end of the day.
that’s basically what it’s like
Chicago by Michael Salisbury
The Hardy Tree In the churchyard of St Pancras Old Church in London, hundreds of old gravestones circle an ash tree. In the 1860’s an older part of the churchyard was designated to make way for a new railway line. Coffins were removed with care and reburied elsewhere. Some of the headstones were placed in a circular pattern around a young ash tree in the churchyard. Over the decades the tree has, inevitably grown and parts of the headstones nearest the tree have disappeared in to its growth.
Posting here because I'm deeply infatuated with this haircut, but I'm trying to keep it a surprise until after exams. Which is possibly a tad overly dramatic, but given that the end of exams lines up with the annual winter ball, why not?
Also, it's proof that I still exist!
[n a n o w r i m o | 2 0 1 4 — w e i r d , w o r l d]
following the bloody events of paris, the group makes haste to put distance between themselves and the order operatives lead by high dracul elisabeta volos and her partner alyosha kovalenko.
charlie, robbie, akiko, diego, alberto, annie and newcomer genny are about to meet some very unusual allies — and will finally come face to face with their pursuing enemies.
featuring stops at: prague, the czech republic | hoia baciu forest, romania | pripyat, ukraine | moscow, russia
{the story thus far}
List of celebrities who aren’t human:
- Sufjan Stevens (sad alien who loves god)
- Tilda Swinton (forest spirit born from an icy pond one quiet night when the blood moon hung in the sky. several other inhumans were present during the birthing. who are they)
- Saoirse Ronan...
WIP of a holiday print I’ll be making soon for Republic of V.
Catherine Woodiwiss, “A New Normal: Ten Things I’ve Learned About Trauma” (via thepeacefulterrorist)das (via fullbearhoechlin)
Adding final details to this handsome fella.. (Instagram)
w e l c o m e t o n i g h t v a l e
What a temporary perfection we can find in this passing world. Everything good, ever done, everything good that was done today; and all the good people doing it. And back, and back, and forward, and forward. All that beauty within a universe unraveling.Be proud of your place in the cosmos. It is small, and yet it is. How unlikely! How fantastic! And stupid. And excellent.