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campyvillain

how i feel whenever someone leaves something dumb as hell in the notes/ask box of my mutual

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oh it’s a kingdom hearts reference. i just thought you were trying to kill me with your mind

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pao-pao-pao

sorry im late i had kind of a hard time with this one

cringetober day 11 is yandere

does this look like murderous rage to you? i think it looks more like desperation, like “why won’t you love me back”

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𓐍𓏸𓈒🤍𓈒𓏸𓐍𓏸𓈒🤍𓈒𓏸𓐍𓏸𓈒🤍𓈒𓏸𓐍

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Sora and Riku are SO...

Soriku is an emotion all its own for me. I can't describe it. Like shipping something is a feeling, yeah? Like it's dopamine, it's serotonin, it's "I like this. Looking at them together makes me feel the Good Feeling."

But I can't describe the way Sora and Riku are...unique to that for me. It's this unique concoction of brain chemicals I can't put a name to. Nothing else feels like them. When they're in my brain, when they curl up and make a home there, it's just...completely indescribable. It just... I don't know, guys, I don't KNOW.

It's like-- Okay, as a writer, inspiration is also a unique emotion. It's not just "oh i had an idea" it's just this sudden flooding of "Oh, I can do anything." A passion, but different.

Soriku is also a unique emotion, something I struggle to articulate. It's like trying to describe the flavor of something in a way that other people can taste it in their mouths just by hearing it.

It's secondhand love, it's home, it's adoration, it's safety, and I know how fucking insane this is coming across, like true obsession, but even saying "I'm addicted, it's a drug," seems too goddamn shallow for what this feeling is. It's not enough.

It's just...them.

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