alex trebek fan blog

alright someone told me over on twitter that you guys have found out about pawg patrol and hate them bc they harassed my friend (chili lady)

my twitter has also been completely been locked down for weeks bc of these losers attempting to threaten me bc naturally i defended my friend (they already had it out for me for defending other victims they’ve selected, some of whom are also my friends)

this is a whole thing and it goes back over a year but if it’s true that you guys are pro-chili lady then maybe i’ll have to spend more time over here and less over there, bc they have lost their minds over on twitter with the discourse let me tell you!!

also hey

honestly respect to those of you who never left, you knew something we didn’t. i left even before the mass exodus because of…porn? do i understand that correctly? it was years before that. i was a plucky 22 year old with the world ahead of me and now i’m a tired 29 year old sheepishly creeping back to the trauma dumping ground of my youth!

you’ll all be happy to know that my life is a lot better now than it was except for i have a kidney tumour with aneurysms in it and other kidney disease!! but i also have a hot boyfriend of almost three years who loves me and takes care of me and i got medicated for what was in hindsight pretty obviously bipolar disorder. anyways, he’s cute, look!! i’m not so cute anymore but i hardly care

hahahaha it’s so funny that i’m back here. what’s it been, seven years? what the fuck man

important update: vidal and i are still adorable in case anyone was curious

dropping out of school gave me at least a modicum of happiness back and i highly recommend it 

it’s been a while!

i’ve been avoiding this space because i think over the last few months i was engulfed by a lot of “negative energy” and i didn’t really want to put that out into the world but here i am still trying to “find my way”

a PHENsational night